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He sits in the basement, biting at his skin.. trying to rip it off. He just wants to die. He's willing do to anything. He bites and bites, but nothing happens, except for a few teeth marks being made. He keeps biting, as hard as he can. Finally, he breaks skin. He sighs, and starts crying.

He stares at the small cut that he now has, from biting himself. Then, he sees an empty glass beer bottle, and smashes it over his own head.

Ross walks through the hallways of his school, prepared to go hide in the bathroom if he needs to. Surprisingly, nobody has tried to beat him up, yet. He actually made it to his first period class without being thrown to the ground.

Ross has Chemistry first period. He has Chemistry with Rocky, Riker, Rydel, Ryland, and Ratliff. Yep. He's actually learned their names. He sits by Rocky and Riker.

Ross took his seat when he got to class.

Rocky noticed that Ross was actually in class today, so he glanced at Riker and smiled.

Riker glared at Rocky and whispered, "Don't say a word."

"Why not? You helped him." Rocky whispered.

"Shut up." Riker snapped, putting his arm around Rydel.

Rocky smiled and faced front. He saw Ross writing something, so he glanced at what he was writing.

Ross was writing a song..

His paper read;

'Boulevard Of Broken Dreams'

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

Rocky was shocked. The songs was good. Depressing, but good.

Ross looked up and saw Rocky looking at his paper, so he closed his notebook, and put it back in his backpack.

"I-I'm sorry I was looking at what you were writing.." Rocky apologized, "It was a really good song, though."

Ross looked at Rocky for a moment, then whispered, "Thanks.."

"No problem." Rocky smiled, "So.. you like music?"

Ross shrugged and nodded, "Yeah.. I guess."

"You wanna be a rock star?" Rocky asked.

Ross nodded, slightly. "Y-yeah.. but my dad says it's a stupid dream.. so I'm not even going to try to become one."

"Why not?" Rocky asked, "I think you could do it."

"Didn't you just hear me?" Ross snapped, "My dad thinks it;s stupid.. so I can't or else he'll beat me til' I'm black and blue. I mean, it wouldn't matter.. he already does."

Rocky frowned, "What?"

Ross froze, "Nothing. I said nothing."

Rocky frowned, confused.

The bell rang, and Ross immediately got up and ran to the bathroom. He didn't want to give away anything else to anybody else.

In the bathroom, Ross began biting himself and cutting himself. He cut the arm that he was biting. He just wanted to be done. Ross cried and cried and cried. So far.. life was wasting this chance.

Then, Rocky walked in. "Ross?"

Ross looked up, "What?"

"Do you wanna eat with me and my friends at lunch?" Rocky asked.

Ross shrugged.

"Come on." Rocky helped Ross up.

And they both walked out of the bathroom.

Ross sits in the basement, thinking about the events that happened today. He actually talked to someone. And the someone who he talked to, actually talked to him first. He had an acquaintance. He wasn't sure if he could call Rocky a friend yet. He's never had a friend.

Ross bites at his skin. He's broken skin three times. He just wants to rip a piece off. But he can't.

Ross closes his eyes, and whispers to the darkness of the basement;

"Life.. don't waste this chance. Don't make me die.."

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