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He sits in the basement, staring at the wall. He slowly puts a small white pill into his mouth, swallowing it easily. The pain that he feels is gone for a short while, but it will return. He just found out that he could do this to get rid of the pain. He had no clue before. But when he found these in the bathroom.. he thought 'why not?'. But he has no clue, what the medication.. is really doing to his body.

He sighs in relief as the pain floats away. His body relaxes and his breathing returns to normal. His eyes droop, for he is tired from lack of sleep. He lets his eyes close. He just sits there for a moment.. waiting for unconsciousness to take over. And just as it's about to..

The medication wears off.

His body tenses. he starts gasping for breath. His eyes shoot open. His back arches. The pain shoots back at him.. hitting him right in the chest. The pain spreads throughout his body, like it always does. He has no clue what this pain is. He's not sick. He has no disease. Everyone tells him that it's just in his mind.. that he's mentally insane; He refuses to believe that.

He reaches around for his blade, but only feels the cold, hard basement floor. He panics. He then realizes that he can just take another pill. He reaches for the bottle, and picks it up. He opens it, and feels inside. Empty. The bottle is empty.

His blade is missing and his pills are gone. Tears slowly form in his eyes. He does the first thing that comes to mind; He slams his head, as hard as he can, into the concrete wall.

Ross walks through his school, trying to keep from going crazy. He was so blade or pills. Ross feels like he's going to pull his hair out. He has nothing to keep him stable. He had been looking around for his blade, or a new blade.. but he couldn't find one. He'd been looking around for more pills.. he found none. He had tried to buy more pills.. he was too young.

Ross walked directly to the bathroom, where he sat in his corner. He began scratching at his throat. He just wanted to rip it out. Ross scratched and scratched, until he heard the door open.. and saw Rocky walk in.

"You coming to first period?" Rocky asked.

Ross shook his head violently, still scratching at his throat.

Rocky noticed what Ross was doing, so he walked over to him and ripped his hand away from his throat. "What the fuckin' hell are you doing!?"

Ross just stared at Rocky for a moment, breathing heavily. He positioned his hand at his wrist, and motioned it as if he were sliding a blade against the soft skin. He realized that there was no blood leaking, so he started banging his head against the tile wall.

Rocky grabbed both of Ross' wrist, and pulled him so he was standing up. "Ross! Get a hold of yourself!"

Ross was struggling against Rocky's grip. "Let. go.!"

Rocky pushed Ross to the floor and held him there. "Ross! Stop! You need to calm. down."

Ross eventually stopped struggling, and just sat there.

"I'm taking you to the nurse." Rocky said, standing up.

Ross got out of Rocky's grip, "No! I refuse to go to the nurse! No one else needs to think that I'm mentally insane!"

Rocky frowned, "Mentally insane? Ross.. I know that you're not mentally insane; Just misunderstood."

Ross started shaking his head. "I used to think that, too. But now.. I'm starting to believe everyone else."

Rocky hated seeing Ross like this. Sure, he didn't know Ross too well.. but he knew him well enough to feel sympathy for him. "Just calm down. Okay?"

At first, Ross rapidly shook his head. But then, he slowly started nodding.

"Okay. You're fine now.. right?" Rocky asked.

Ross slowly nodded, but then violently shook his head. He, once again, positioned his hand at his wrist, and motioned it as if he were sliding a blade against it. He began running around the bathroom, trying to get away from Rocky. Ross slammed into the walls, hitting his head numerous of times. He eventually fell to the ground, slamming his head against the floor. He just laid there..

Until unconsciousness.. finally.. took over.

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