What I'm Feeling Is Wrong

A Blythe x Russell Fanfiction

Day

Blythe sighed sadly. It was the day she was going to tell Josh why she didn't want a second date with him. As weird as the reason may be, she hoped that the boy would understand her feelings. She wasn't an alien. Nope, she was a living girl who should be treated with respect. If this boy started blabbing out the truth in her love life she swore that he will regret it. How she will do that she is not sure of, but she is working on a plan ahead of time.

Each step she took to see the handsome boy made her feet feel like bricks as she stomped along, the bricks dragging her down. Making her slow. Making her even more fearsome. She was eventually drowned in her own feelings and sighed. She wanted to tell somebody... somebody that she loved an animal. She hoped that 'somebody' will understand. Would it be Josh that understood her and how she was feeling? She wasn't exactly sure. There had to be somebody out there in this little world that would pat her on the back, explaining her whole situation was just teenage hormones. Someone to take off the pain of loving someone she shouldn't, being able to cry in their arms as she revealed everything like a river of truths. But, that might never happen, and she had to accept that. Accept her little reality.

"Hey... Josh." Blythe started. Oh why did I do this? Remember Blythe this is your last change to run away and do this another time. No! Blythe thought. She couldn't just run away from her problems like they where the plague. She had too face them, and that's exactly what her little pet friends taught her. Yes, her animal friends taught her many valuable lessons she could use for another day. That must be why she likes one of them, because of all they've been through together, and the lessons they've all learned together. Each lesson was a jewel, very valuable. "Well, you where curious on why I rejected your request on a second date."

Josh nodded his head at Blythe, "Yes I was. But, whatever the reason I'm sure it's very valid." Yeah, I love an animal more than you. Lol bye. Blythe started trembling at his kind words. Luckily he was ALREADY understanding.

She stood stiff as a board as she spoke, "The reason is that I love someone else." Then she turned her head away, scared to look at the expression on Josh's face. Yet, the suspense killed her and she peeked a little. His eyes eyes calm and caring as he patted her back. He gave a look that said he was ok with the whole thing. She just did the easy part, now hopefully he doesn't ask who this 'special man' or special cough hedgehog is.

Blythe quickly walked away, no reaction. Not even turning back to see the look of hurt on the boy behind hers face. Class with Josh is going to feel like forever. To see him coldly looking from the back of the room at her, to see him making darts at anyone who he thinks Blythe loves. His suspects are all off. Who in the world would suspect that Blythe loves a hedgehog? Who! Well maybe any mind reader, it just shocks Blythe to figure out that with all of the guys in the school whom are single, she picks a animal! She had chances with a young boy named Alexander, one named Tyson, and a few others. She rejected them all for this Josh guy. Then she rejects him for somebody else? This is like a never ending cycle. Like a washing machine that's turning her around and around in it's anger that it feels when it has to wash multiple piles of clothes.

Blythe's intelligent side couldn't keep from making remarks at her lets say, not so intelligent side. They weren't kind remarks that children made when they where angry, they where more violent and horrible. Blythe had to block out her darker side. Let's say that her darker side was where she had all her knowledge, odd. So that didn't get her any A on the history test she forgot about.

It was finally lunchtime and Blythe sat down with her friends, and just as she started to sit down, the face of Josh suddenly popped out beside her. Jasper looked shocked at the boy's sudden appearance, Youngmee was confused and Sue was a bit mad.

"You know how you rejected me earlier..." Josh started, then Blythe's friends all gave her looks that just screamed , 'You rejected your crush, Blythe? Why would you do this? We need to know. We are your friends.' AKA. The look that drove her insane, she didn't want to talk about it! She just wanted to go on for the rest of her life pretending that never happened. Which is hard to do when you're getting odd looks from your friends and your ex-crush is hounding you about it. Blythe finally gave in and nodded her head, "Well. I was hoping this guy will treat you right, if he isn't you can always speak to me. Next, I'm asking you one thing. Who is this guy?"

And Blythe's world was going to collapse.

A cliffy! I enjoy doing those, but when they're overused they get tiring so I save them for when I feel the need they will generate a lasting effect on the reader. Oh and guess what? I got a Twitter! I was telling myself not too but I decided to and I already have 70 followers. In a week. LOL. Maybe I can get up to 2000 like my friends? Yeah, enough about me. Here's a little tidbit...

I'm sorry for not updating. I've been pretty busy writing my novel, so I've focused on that. I'm also making an animation with a few friends which will be shown to some kids at this camp! I'm really happy that one of the more popular camps is going to show off an animation that I'm writing the music for. It's almost done, and it looks amazing! ^^

Lastly, notice something about my pen name? I added spaces -amazing face- Ok, that didn't matter

grrr spellchecker for hating Youngmee's name! It's not her fault for having a really odd name that you hate

-Seven The Number