(Graveyard – At Night)

See Cas? – Said Dean lighting the fire on the bones with his lighter – And that's how it's done!

I see – Said Castiel looking at the open grave – You are a good man Dean – Said again the angel with his hand resting on Dean's shoulder, a smile rose on Dean's face as he padded Castiel's shoulder back

Thanks Cas – Said he turning away and walking towards the impala, Castiel followed his steps slowly watching him

Dean? - Said Castiel looking at Dean's face again, he stopped and turned to face the angel, Dean knew that something was wrong; somehow he knew how to recognize Castiel's feelings

What is it? Cas – Asked Dean with a smiled shaking off his last thought; he was proud to solve one more case

I'm sorry – Said Castiel looking at him, there was a beautiful sadness in his eyes, like a frozen lake or a calm deep ocean, while looking at Dean's face Castiel couldn't let it go.

For what? – Said Dean again faking ignorance because somehow he knew what Castiel was talking about; Dean knew too that Castiel felt things in a different way and time.

We never really talked about Lisa and Ben – Said Castiel watching Dean's reaction; He could see rage on Dean's eyes; Castiel could sense Dean fighting it

We won't talk about it – Said Dean tuning his back on Castiel, Dean knew if he turned to look at Castiel again he would cry, it still hurt to think about what he had lost – Not about that!

Dean – Said Castiel reaching Dean's shoulder with his hand – We won't Dean; I wanted to say I'm sorry.

Dean breathed again deeply this time and turned to face the angel, he wanted to punch him in his face, but he could not bring himself to do it, not while Castiel was smiling full of trust in him; Dean could not bear his smile, it was warm and calm, and it felt like a good dream

If it'll make you feel better Dean. – Said Castiel breaking the silence, and surprising Dean – Punch me.

I wouldn't – Said Dean now looking at the floor, fighting the tears like a lion, or more like a rat with his back on a dead end – I wouldn't punch you Cas.

Castiel lift Dean's chin up and kept looking at him – Dean – Said Castiel almost whispering Dean's name, like a player, he said with so much sorrow and sweetness that Dean had to look at Castiel again, even if was just to look away after it

Cas, I'm sorry – Said Dean now this time, remembering the first time he punched Castiel's face, it's felt like punching a wall, it hurt him much more that could hurt Castiel, he didn't want to do it again

You don't need to be, Dean – Said Castiel resting his other hand on Dean's shoulder, Castiel smiled weakly, Dean knew that Castiel understood why he didn't want to talk about it– You didn't hurt me this time, I'm fine.

I know Cas – Said Dean smiling a half smile, his knees a little shaken, He felt his range wash away like a wave in the shoreline, and he felt it again, a warm and fuzzy familiar feeling that made him forget about his mistakes;

So many questions waved on his mind. Why did Castiel turn his back on heaven? Was it really because of free will's importance? Did Castiel felt something for him? And if he did, what was that? Dean realized he was taking too long to go back to the car, He gave Castiel a fake happy smile and kept walking to the car – Let's move on.

Thank you – Said Castiel looking at Dean's back, Dean just kept walking, before disappearing Castiel whispered Dean's name like his personal chant, like it gave him strength to carry on or sense of purpose somehow.

(On The Road – Dean's impala)

What is going on Sammy? – Asked Dean on the back sit, Sam was driving the impala, Castiel wasn't there

Nothing – Said Sam looking at Dean though the inner mirror, Sam had definitely something on his mind

Stop that Sammy – Said Dean looking at Sam thought the inner mirror, Dean knew his little brother very well – What's on your mind, dude?

You and Cas – Said Sam pausing to think and continuing again – What is going on between you two?

What you mean "between" the two of us? – Said Dean sitting back in his seat – There's nothing going on.

It doesn't look like Dean – Said Sam looking at the road again – look, you and he do spend a lot of time together and you guys had a lot of fallings out.

We are just setting a few things right, Sammy – Said Dean closing his eyes and trying to relax, he felt Castiel's eyes again, it was like he could hold him with his hand. Dean opened his eyes again looking around, Castiel wasn't there, maybe it was just his imagination; It wasn't like Castiel could be by his side always.

I see – Continued Sam with his eyes on the road – Don't get me wrong Dean, I love Cas as much as you… But He is different right now.

Of course he is different Sammy! – Shouted Dean a little angry – I lost the count of how many times he broke.

I know Dean – Said Sam a little upset – I'm saying, I really wanted to help him, He's been for though too much… I don't know how much he can take.

I think there's nothing we can do Sammy – Said Dean closing his eyes again, he thought it was a good idea letting Sam drive a little, Dean needed a rest.

I guess you are right Dean – Said Sam tuning his eyes to the inner mirror again looking at Dean now sleeping, Sam smiled and turned his eyes to the road again

Sam? – Said Castiel now sitting on the front sit by Sam's side

Cas! – Said Sam a little surprised

I'm just checking your guys out – Said Castiel looking thought the inner mirror at Dean

You know he thinks its creep – Said Sam smiling – You shouldn't watch him sleep.

I'm sorry – Said Castiel now looking at the road – It's an old habit.

Old Habit? – Said Sam smiling this time he was curious

I've been watching over you two for a long time – Said Castiel looking thought the window – I've always been.

Always? – Said Sam looking at Castiel's face, he got a concerned expression on his face, like something was haunting him – Since we were two boys?

No – Said Castiel looking at Sam's face, Castiel smiled softly – Since you two were babies.

So you are our guarding angel? – Asked Sam smiling again, it felt good to know that a familiar face was watching over him and his brother

No – Said Castiel looking to the window again, his smile faded with sadness – I was curious.

Why? – Said Sam noticing the change on Castiel's voice

My brother Michael, I always admired him… - Said Castiel, his eyes got wide and bright – I still do, I was curious about how his vessel was like.

So you came to see Dean? – Said Sam taking a quick look at the inner mirror, Dean continued sleeping.

At first – Said Castiel looking at Sam's face – I saw Dean holding you in his arms, it was… a beautiful view.

Why is that? – Asked Sam a little confused

It made me think about how Michael protected us – Said Castiel with a sad smile again - back then, in the ancient fight.

Are you saying when Lucifer was cast out? – Said Sam a little surprised that Castiel had such a deep impression of Michael, after all he helped them to lock his brothers in the cage.

Yes, back then… - Said Castiel looking at Dean again thought the inner mirror – I was happy.

Cas, aren't you happy now? – Said Sam turning his eyes to where Castiel was, but now he was gone again.