Let's get this show on the road shall we?
Sasuke woke up the next morning in a strange place.
He didn't remember where he was.
Where was he? How did he get here?
He wasn't feeling cold like he normally did when he woke up in the morning.
Why didn't he feel cold.
He looked over at his shoulder and noticed an arm wrapped around his shoulder, tears started leaking from Sasuke's eyes and he started to shake from fearing the worse of who it could possibly be, plus the fact he didn't know where he was anymore, all he remembered was leaving the house.
He looked at the window he could see through the shades that it was either dark out or very early in the morning.
Sasuke's shaking started to get worse, Sasuke tried to stop when he felt the person stir but he couldn't control himself.
The man gently tightened his grip as he woke when he felt something move against him, he cracked an eye open and noticed Sasuke was shaking so much that he almost looked like he was vibrating.
"Sasuke? It's okay." A voice reassured.
Sasuke's eyes widened, he recognized that voice.
"Sen...sei?" Sasuke whispered fearfully, he didn't know why but he felt he could trust Kakashi, but at the same time he felt he couldn't trust him.
He didn't remember what happened last night except the part where he had been raped by his father's 'friends' and that he had left the house.
But how did he get here? Wherever here was.
Then Sasuke's eyes widened in panic and he remembered his father, and he started thinking of all the horrible things his father might do to him if he found him gone.
What the hell was he doing here? Why did he even think leaving the house?
He then remembered that Kakashi was with him and his eyes widened even more.
He hoped that he hadn't told Kakashi what his father had done to him.
What would Kakashi think if he knew about his father raping him?
Sasuke started to squirm and Kakashi let go afraid that he had accidenlty hurt his student.
"Sasuke what's wrong?" he asked looking into Sasuke's eyes, that was when he saw it.
Confusion, panic, fear, and lots of other things inside those dark eyes.
"Wh-Where a-am I?" Sasuke asked fearfully.
Kakashi was surprised by that question. "You're at my house. You came here a bit before mid night...Sasuke don't you remember?" Kakashi said worry was starting to rise in his stomach he hoped it was just a bit of memory loss from being worn out last night, after all if he did go through what Sasuke said he went through, he would have been awfully worn out.
Sasuke's eyes got a look of dread in them and he ran to the door but Kakashi caught his wrist. "Sasuke where are you going?" He asked the panicked boy.
"I-I got to go home..." Sasuke said trying to pull his wrist free as he stared at Kakashi with fear filled eyes.
That was it Kakashi now knew something was wrong.
"Sasuke...do you remember anything from last night?" He asked the young raven haired shinobi.
Sasuke thought for a second and realized, he to be honest didn't remember anything.
Sasuke shook his head and started pulling again his fear was starting to become less from the thought of his punishment but from Kakashi, the white haired jonin's grasp was hurting his wrist. "Pl...ease...l-let me g-g-go..." Sasuke said as he started to cry.
"I can't let you go home Sasuke." Kakashi said firmly.
"But I have to."
Kakashi frowned. 'Alright Sasuke two can play at this game...' He thought as he was starting to get irritated.
"Why Sasuke? Why do you have to go home?" Kakashi asked.
"I...can't tell you..." Sasuke whispered.
"Sasuke tell me why now. You're not leaving until you tell me." Kakashi snarled trying to make it sound like he was angry, he was hoping to scare the boy into submission but the Uchiha was just way too stuborn.
"M-My father is probably worried about me..." Sasuke lied.
Kakashi let out a sigh of frustration and he looked at Sasuke with irritation in his eyes.
"Sasuke! Who do you think your fooling? You told me everything last night when you came here. You stayed the night here." Kakashi said.
Tears started come from Sasuke's eyes and he looked down at the floor, the tears hitting the tile floor with a soft sound as they collided with the ground.
Kakashi put a hand underneath Sasuke's chin and lifted his head so he could look into Sasuke's eyes.
"Sasuke...you need help...and I'm willing to help you...but I need to know what happened last night and what's been going on. I can't help me if you don't. I know you're scared and I would be too. But I promise I won't let him hurt you again. Do you remember what I told you on our first mission? Our mission the The Village Hidden in the Mist? I told you I will protect my students, and that I won't allow my comrades to die. I'll protect you with my life. I promise." Kakashi said smiling at Sasuke gently.
Sasuke fell to his knees crying, Kakashi's words meant so much to him but he just didn't know if he could trust his sensei then Itachi came to his mind.
Itachi had always been there when it was hard when he lived with them before he killed the clan, He would take care of him, since their mother neglected him and praised Itachi, and their father abused him and was always found of Itachi because he did everything perfect.
Kakashi helped Sasuke up and helped him over to the couch and wrapped a blanket around him.
Kakashi sat beside him with an arm over his shoulders to comfort him. "I need you to tell me what happened Sasuke. Let's start from the begining...I know its going to be hard for you...but do your best...I won't push you." Kakashi said.
Sasuke nodded and then started to explain to him his story.
"I-It was hard for me growing up...my mother...she treated me like I wasn't even there...and my father...he started abusing me when I was four...they both adored Itachi and set all their attention on him...since he was their perfect son. He did everything right, his grades were perfect, his ninja skills were absolute, and his IQ was higher than most people's, while I just wasn't even close to good enough...like he was, though my teachers said I had good grades and skills it wasn't good enough for father. He was so ashamed to have me as a son that he made me live in the attic...it was always freezing cold in the winter...and blazing in the summer...mother wouldn't cook for me, only for Itachi and my father...I-I was only fed once a day, but that was just luck for me...sometimes I would go for a whole week without food and days without water. But Itachi...he actually saw he actually saw something in me, he was the one who took care of me...if it wasn't for him I'd be dead...the reason I was fed and had water was because he would sneak upstairs and bring me left overs and water, either that or he'd cook it himself. But...when he wasn't there...because he was on a mission, which most of the time were at least a three weeks to a month long...I wouldn't get fed, because my mother neglected me and father hated me...the only thing he'd do was beat me."
Sasuke was starting to very emotional now because more tears were starting to come but he was trying to hold them back but was failing.
"Then...one day...it was my sixth birthday...Itachi had moved out of the house that day...to live with our cousin Shisui...even though I begged him not to go...later that night a few hours after Itachi left...my father evidently got a call saying that my mother was in a serious car accident and was in the hospital...I had been allowed to take a bath since my father had said I could...but the phone call had occurred when I was getting the bath ready...I had just gotten undressed and after my dad had gotten off the phone he opened the door then closed it and locked it shut. I asked him what he was doing cause he had never gotten in the bathroom with me...he said he hated looking at me naked...he always said my body was too feminine. Not in the sexual way but the build...but...that look in his eyes...it told me something bad was going to happen...and I was right he suddenly grabbed me and turned me around, he grabbed me by the hair and shoved my head in the water in the bathtub after forcing me on my knees. I struggled the best I could but I eventually passed out."
Sasuke looked at Kakashi nervously and he rubbed his back telling him to continue.
"The next thing I knew I was tied to his King sized bed with a ball gag in my mouth and I was still completely naked...then I saw him sitting in a chair...he was naked too...and he was mad he started screaming at me say that it was my fault his favorite son moved out of the house and that his wife was in the car accident and almost killed. That's when first raped me as a punishment...from then on he made me live in his closet...and every night...he'd come home from work and then he drag me out and rape me again. An-And with Itachi not their to protect me...the-there was nothing I could do..." Sasuke cried and broke down sobbing.
Kakashi was shocked he couldn't believe this, he knew Sasuke had a rough child hood hell it was pretty obvious but still. He wrapped his arms around Sasuke's shaking form and shushed him.
"It'll be okay Sasuke...he won't do this again...you did good...thank you for telling me this...we'll continue more later okay?" Kakashi said. Sasuke nodded and continued to cry until he fell back to sleep.
Poor Sasuke T_T :3
Emily
