Nessie POV

We walked in, I was so exhausted but not sleepy. I went in my room to change in my Pj's. I heard a knock in my room.

"Come In", I said.

My mom and dad both made their way to my room. I was sitting on the bed my dad was sitting to my right and my mom to my left.

"So what happened, I'm guessing it has to do with your Aunt Rose"? He said concerned.

I sighed and looked at both of them.

"Well tonight I was on the roof, and I know I'm not supposed to be up there but I'm glad I was tonight. I looked to the mansion and saw Aunt Rose writing in her diary I assume and then all of sudden she busted out in sobs. She just looked so sad and it was heart wrenching to look, I didn't know what was wrong, I've never seen her like that. This morning she was perfectly fine and then to see her like that….it worried me. I mean mom, dad, she was really crying like the painful kind." I said as I was remembering.

My mom frowned and looked to my dad. Obviously they were having a conversation. "Quit doing that, I'm right here", I said annoyed, "Obviously you guys know what's wrong so just tell me!"

My dad started. "Reneesme, your Aunt Rose has a lot of pain in her past. There are some things you shouldn't know and it's only out of love for you."

"If someone in my family is hurting the way she is, I deserve to know why." I said angrily.

"Reneesme, you are too young to know the bad of this world, God knows you remember some but there are other evils in this world, the human kind." my mother said gently.

"I don't understand what is so difficult for you guys to explain this to me. I wasn't born yesterday, I know there are other evils in this world but what exactly does it have to do with Aunt Rose?" I asked looking at them both. I sighed knowing I wasn't going to get my answer.

"It is not our business to tell, Reneesme that is up to her. Now, Go to bed, I can see your drooping eyes forming". My mother said.

I was getting sleepy and my brain hurt from all the thinking and contemplating. They left the room with I love yous and goodnights being said. I let my mind rest, with the last thought of what tomorrow would bring.

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I woke up to the smell of eggs and bacon. I stretched in bed and laid there for a moment, thinking about my plans for the day. I wish Jacob was here but he had to go back to Forks for pack stuff, it seems like we haven't seen each other in years even though it's been a day and half. I got up and got ready for the day. I made my way to the kitchen, to see Dad and mom drinking their blood in their coffee mugs at the table.

"Good morning love, did you rest any last night?" dad asked.

"What do you think", I said to him as I sat down, eating my breakfast.

"Your father heard your thoughts all night, do you want to talk about it some more?" Mom asked.

"I had an awful dream that's all", I said, taking a bite of my eggs.

"What happened in your dream? ", she asked.

I reached over to them and touched each of their cheeks, letting them see it. I watched mom's facial expression, as well as Dad's. They had that worry look on their faces.

My dream is that we were all hanging out in the mansion, when this man barged in unnoticed and uninvitingly took Aunt Rose and left. Dad and Aunt Alice didn't see him coming at all. My dream fast forwarded to all of us in the living room staring at an urn with a note attached. It said "Roses are red violets are blue, her ashes are black, I'm coming for Reneesme too." The look of horror was on everyone's face, staring at me. Then I woke up.

"Reneesme, you had an intense emotional day yesterday, its in your mind and when you sleep those emotions are released, it was just a dream", Dad explained.

It made sense and he would know more about that than me. I took his word for it and continued eating. All of sudden, my dad did that face Aunt Rose does, when she smells the pack. Jacob. I took a sip of my juice and got up running towards the door. I was ecstatic to see him. I opened the door and gave him the biggest hug, like the ones Uncle Emmett gives. He hugged back too.

"Hey Nessie, I missed you", he said whispering in my ear.

"I missed you too Jake." I said beaming, we released our hug. " Why are you back so early?"

"Well, we kind of finished our business early and I wanted to be with you, I had the strangest feeling you needed me", he said as we were walking towards my parents.

I smiled at him, thinking that he had no idea how much I do, especially now.

"Hey Bells", he said walking over to give her a hug. "Edward…." he said nodding.

Dad nodded "Hey Jacob".

"Wow, Jake could you be even bigger." Mom said jokingly.

"What can I say , I'm just a growing man..." Jake responded smugly.

I chuckled " Yeah....Right". I rolled my eyes.

We all gave a chuckle and then silence fell through. Dad staring at Jacob, not very happy.

"Well…..this is awesome but we got to go", I said breaking the awkwardness.

"We'll be back later love you," I said giving my mom and dad hugs before I left.

"Later Guys", Jake said waving. Mom and Dad waved us bye and we headed for Whaleshead Beach, which is the nearest beach about 7 minutes away from the cottage.

"So what happened with the pack? What did you all do?" I asked. We were by the beach already.

"Oh just alpha stuff we needed to talk about, and Seth needed help on his bike, hey does Blondie work on motorcycles too, we could actually use her help as much I hate to admit it", he said annoyed.

"Yeah, I'll ask her and if she says yes, maybe Seth could bring the bike down one weekend to the house, she can work on any vehicle", I said proudly. My smile turned to a sudden frown as I was thinking about yesterday.

"What's with the long face", he asked concerned.

"I'll show you", I laid my hand on his cheek and he saw everything that had happened, from the roof top till my dream last night. He frowned not knowing what to say.

" If it matters that much to you and no one is telling you the truth, than I think there's only one thing you have to do", he said.

I looked at him waiting for him to finish. "What?" I asked.

" Steal that Diary. It's the only way you'll let go of this." He said.

"Jacob Black, are you nuts! I can't do that, it's the only privacy she has, if she wanted me to know then she would tell me", I said angrily.

I could not believe he just suggest that. What was he thinking?

"A diary to a girl well woman, is something so sacred, I mean she doesn't even share it with Uncle Emmett. Besides, Dad would know in no time".

"Well, I'm sorry that's all I had for you", he said apologetically.

We spent the whole day just hanging out. We played at the beach and went to the movies. We went and had dinner, for two people who are kind of inseperable we actually can keep a conversation flowing. I could tell he was exhausted so I convinced him to go asleep. Jacob stays in the attic of the cottage. Its actually pretty roomy and he has everything he needs.

I ended up on the roof again where I wasn't supposed to be but I didn't care. I loved it. I felt so free and I was alone in my thoughts. I thought about Jacob's suggestion. I glanced to Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett's window to their room, just like I did last night. Maybe I should ask everyone at the house about Aunt Rose and if I didn't get any answers, then I'm afraid my curiosity is going to get the best of me.

I decided to start tomorrow as for now; I'll go see if Uncle Emmett and Uncle Jasper want to play some PS3. I went over and of course they were down. After we were done with that, Grandma made me a snack and I sat at the table eating. Aunt Alice and Mom were in front of me, Aunt Alice showing mom her fashion designs. I laughed at her corkiness and mom's "what the hell am I looking at" look. I walked over to the sink when I was done to wash my dish.

I made my way to the living room where everyone was at. We decided on a movie. Grandma and Grandpa were snuggled on the love seat. Dad was on the recliner with Mom on his lap. Uncle Emmett was on the sofa with Aunt Rosalie snuggled against him, the same for Uncle Jasper and Aunt Alice. There was a spot for me between my Uncles. I grabbed a blanket and made my way to the couch. I also leaned against Uncle Emmett who smiled and lifted his arm and placed it on top of the couch. I placed my feet on Uncle Jasper's lap. He turned, smiled, and patted my feet. The movie we watched was Atonement. Dad told me to shut my eyes for the library part. I laughed and did it to please that father of mine. It was good from what I saw, but I guess the sun and beach makes my human side sleepy and I ended up falling asleep in the middle of the movie.

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