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I had barely started cutting up the salad stuff when my phone started buzzing frantically.

"Jake? How many texts did you send me while I was gone?" I asked rolling my eyes.

"Uhh, I didn't send you any texts. I just called, I heard the phone ringing in the room so I kinda figured it would be a waste of time to leave a message" he said as he laughed.

Oh boy, I should have known......

"Do you want me to take care of the arrangements? I don't mind! I didn't tell Emmett yet, I figured you would want to. Let me know, ok? Xoxo Alice.

"Yes, that would be great. Thanks Alice. And yes, I would like to tell him myself. I will call him tomorrow, please wait to let the others know until then. Especially, E."

"Will do! So excited. Talk to you soon. -Alice"

I finished making a salad and putting a frozen pizza in the oven and popped in a movie. I wanted to keep the evening as light as I could. Frozen Pizza was very non romantic and Teen Wolf sent the right message. It was light, I needed to keep it like this.

"Good choice" Jake said laughing

We watched the movie as he stuffed his face full of salad and pizza. The more he ate the less chance we would have to talk. You know, I was starting to think everything was going back

to normal. I mean yeah today was full of positive energy and happiness too. But it was also somewhat sobering, knowing I would be home again soon. Back with my Emmett. I could put

this craziness behind us.

As soon as he was done eating though, I knew it was too good to be true. He wrapped his big warm arms around me and pulled me over to him. I tried to scoot away but saw his face

start to crumple right away.

"What's wrong Rosepetal? What did I do?

"Nothing Jake, it's just we are going to be heading home soon. Or at least I am. I don't know what's been going on lately, but I do know we can't keep it up."

"You are right, you are going home soon. Back to Emmett. In the meanwhile, I am still going to be hiding out here somewhere for another month or two. Until I get to go back home and deal with all the crap I was trying to forget for now. Forgive me for trying to take comfort in the few moments of happiness I am allowed." he said as he crossed his arms.

"Jacob, don't be upset. It's just that no matter how much we both need comforting right now, we have to draw the line somewhere. We are married."

"Did last night mean anything to you?" he asked me. Oh wow, I needed to fix this quick.

"Jake, last night got out of hand. It almost went to far. I know no matter how bad things are between you and Nessie that you would have regretted that going any further. As for me, I would never have been able to forgive myself if I had done that to Emmett. He doesn't deserve that. I already feel guilty enough with us sneaking around like this. And Jake, it's one thing for us to comfort one another but the kissing. No matter how we try to make it seem ok it's not. It's still wrong, it's still cheating. I couldn't handle if Emmett ever did that to me. I feel so horrible for disrespecting him in that way. It's not ok." I said trying to be firm yet sweet. I grabbed his face, rubbed his cheek and gently kissed his cheek. He couldn't fight a small grin.

"You see, this... This is ok. Anything more is wrong. I have never ever kept anything from Emm and once I get back from this island things are going to go back to being that way. Just like things with you and Nessie used to be, when you get back everything will get back on track. You will see."

"You said, once you get back things are back to normal?"

"Yeah, Jake. That's not a question" I said confused.

"Ok then, so until then can't we just have these moments?" he almost pleaded with me.

I couldn't deny him anything when he looked at me like that.

"Fine, but Jake. Nothing like last night will ever happen again. We will enjoy this time together but I am still drawing a line, ok?" I asked him.

"Deal!" he said with a goofy grin.

The rest of the evening was spent with us just hanging out and talking about everything that I was planning for the future. I filled him in on my time with Yara, let him know what all we

had in store and he was just happy to listen to me babble on and on about the baby. I couldn't be selfish right now, for the rest of the trip I would do my best to keep him happy. It was

the least I could do after all he had done for me. If it weren't for him I don't know if this all would have happened. I owed him so much for this. I owed him for my happiness and that was

something I could never truly repay.