Ok guys so I had this story in mind for a while. I know many of you all are team Edward, but you have to know that Bella and Jacob could be good together too! Besides there are thousands of E/B stories and very little B/J…So please don't be mad that in this story Jacob gets the girl. I am using Stephanie Meyers' characters and some of my own. This is AU and OOC. There will be some mature language and themes. I have not beta so mistakes are my own. You might find a lot; I changed this story around so many times. So I apologize in advance. R&R Please…. Enjoy…. Lemon Alert...

"My spirits explained that I will enter the spirit realm whenever I need answers about things to come or guidance, or when they need to impart something to me. They told me how to safely access the realm so as not to allow any spirits not meant for the earth realm to pass through. My wolf's spirit then looked at my Shaman spirit and tilted her head to the side as if she was in deep thought. Then my spirit warrior spoke and asked me if I wished for them to fully share my physical body, in which case there would be no need for me to access the realm as much. It was my choice, but really there was no choice to make. I knew they were me and I was them! We are one, and we shall become one with Jake and his wolf! I agreed immediately and they walked towards me and then they became a part of me. I have never felt so complete, so whole! I threw my head back and howled!"

I woke up! I was no longer in the spirit realm. I was in Jake's arms, and he was carrying me back outside. I was profusely sweating and shaking. Then I heard my grandfather. He was talking though his laughter. He stated the spirits are having their way on this day. I continued to shake and I felt my bones reshaping, preparing for my wolf form, until I exploded into my wolf, and then I howled into the night sky, and the pack howled along with me.

Once I stopped howling I looked all around me. My vision was sharper, clearer and I felt powerful and invincible. I felt like every pore of me radiated power. There was newness and wholeness to me. I felt I had been rebirthed, well, I guess I was! I scanned my surroundings and saw all of the wolves of the pack. I heard many shocked mental voices, and then some turned lustful, envious, and jealous. Then, I heard the most glorious sound from our Alpha, my mate! He growled out with such power and authority, it immediately silenced the pack. I looked to him. He was glorious in his wolf form! He looked even more tantalizing to me as I looked through my lupine eyes at him. I saw myself in his mind. I was golden with a white underbelly, and my eyes now had a golden circle around the pupils. We felt so much love for Jacob, my wolf was screaming for me to make him as ours.

I walked slowing towards Jake, and I bared my neck in submission to his authority as my mate and Alpha. He bit me again, and I felt heat rush to my nether regions! I wanted him and wanted him badly! He smelled my arousal. The desire to mark and mate with him was overwhelming! His wolf sensed this and he bared his neck to me and I struck with three distinct bites, biting him on both sides of his neck and his left paw where the ring finger was. Jake and I both then whimpered as we began to knit together. Then Jacob moved with lightning speed and mounted me from behind. I felt him penetrate me and begin to mate with me in wolf form. We were both growling and grunting, and he took me right there, showing his dominance and his virility to the pack. He released his lupine seed, and we began to phase back into human form, however, we were still connected. When he took his first thrust in human form he penetrated my maidenhood and I growled out. The pain only lasted a moment as he had already filled me with his seed, and its healing properties allowed his penetration to hurt less. He continued to thrust his hard thick member into me over and over again. Pleasure racked both of our bodies! And, he continued to claim me from behind, as I moaned and growled like a bitch in heat, which at this time I was, and letting all know he was pleasuring me greatly. He pulled me up and claimed my mouth in a passionate kiss as he continued to thrust into me. My wolf wanted to show dominance over him, as well for we are now the Alpha female. We had to let every female know that no one can please our Alpha as we do! So, we twisted our body, and he growled at the loss of our connection, but we pushed him down and mounted him by slamming down on his member and forcing it into our hot tight center! He howled out in pleasure and we continued to ride him until our completion.

Once we were completely sated and began to come back to ourselves, we realized we had just mated in front of the whole pack and tribal council, but for the life of me I could not find it in myself to feel ashamed or embarrassed. We liked that we were able to publicly claim and be claimed by our mate. When we heard hoots, hollers, and howls from the tribal council and the wolves, we knew they too were excited and impressed by the display of their Alpha and his mate.

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