A pale luminescence
A ghost….I was in love….with a ghost…
But that was ok, because ghost weren't real.
And if ghosts weren't real…then neither was this feeling blooming inside the hollow cavity that was my chest.
Blood red hair, as red as the blood that had once flowed through my veins. So, so long ago.
Stained cheeks, smudges where permanent tears fell. Tears I had caused.
Jade eyes.
He died.
I remember the moment clear as the day I no longer saw.
Pain, so much pain.
Pain that was not just in my body, but in my very soul.
Soul….Did I even have one of those?
Could I even claim that as a possession of mine? After all that I had done?
The ghost stared, stared and stared. His jade eyes were glowing with the light of the neither world.
He was beautiful.
As beautiful as the day I first saw him.
I stared back, I stared and stared and swore I would keep staring as long as eternity lasted.
As long as the eternity I had promised I would give him.
Eternity didn't last so long…
I wanted to speak, I had no voice. I stared.
The ghost didn't speak either. He began to drift towards me.
I would let him kill me.
The ghost seemed to pause, as if he heard me. His eyes looked sad.
But I would let him, I wouldn't resist. I would let him-
The ghost stopped. We were face to face.
Or more like, face to chest.
He was taller….
I stared at his chest. It was bare.
I tilted my head back. I wanted to see his face.
It held no expression.
I waited.
His lips moved. Was he trying to speak?
I listened harder. Leaned closer.
His face was coming towards mine.
Closer, so much closer…
A breeze blew softly over my face.
I imagined it was his breath.
He always exhaled before he kiss-
Lips, lips touching mine.
Real, warm, soft, touching mine. Rubbing, capturing, entangling, tongues, lips, dancing…
Dominating
I moaned.
No holding back, hands in his hair- pulling, scratching, lips biting down.
Blood drawn, my blood. Oozing, ebbing, flowing.
Fangs elongating, hunger growing, lust building.
My hands on him, his hands on me.
Real, warm, alive….
Pushed down, letting him win.
I always surrendered to him.
Always...
Silk sheets, soft mattress, pillows, feathers.
Him
Moaning, wanting,
Needing.
Claws, marking his translucent skin.
My claws.
I was a monster.
Arms pinned, complete surrender.
Lips on my face, my neck, my collar bone, my chest…
The sharp points of my hips, reaching out of my skin, reaching towards him-
His mouth.
Memories
So many I could drown in, so many rivers, lakes, oceans.
Do you remember too?
Everything stopped. My dream was over.
Eternity doesn't last.
Warmth encloses my hand.
Lifted, pressed to velvet lips.
Remembrance
Fingers intertwined.
"Together forever."
Hot, pressing into me.
My body giving way.
One entity made, solidified.
Forever is a dream
Dreams end.
Passion made, love created, bond forged.
"Never forget"
Lips on my forehead, pressing, loving, caring.
Saying goodbye…
Tears springing.
I couldn't cry.
Darkness pulling, wrapping around me, stealing me away.
Eyes closed. Accepting fate.
"Next life..."
Warmth gone, heat retreating, presence erased.
It was good eternity was a sham.
Mind cloudy, mist blanketing.
Sleep
When was the last time I slept?
Mouth wavering, lips stretched into a shallow smile.
"See you soon."
"Goodnight…"