4.
"Are you trying to tell me that I've been sleeping for the past 8 hours?" I asked
Nobody moved, everyone was still in their phase of shock.
"Somebody. Speak! I feel tired!"
Suddenly, they started to move and breathe again.
"Carlisle, how is this possible" asked Bella
Rose, Jasper, and Alice had all eyes glaring at Jacob, thinking it was his fault. Like I caught a new disease from him.
Jake felt very pleased and calm, after a while in shock, he was happy that he slept next to me, while I slept too. Carlisle was thinking of the possibilities. Edward and Bella seemed very concerned. Edward could feel Bella's mood, and shifted closer to comfort her, and said in a low tone. "She's going to be just fine." Esme had been as concerned too, and was hoping that her husband would be able to find an explanation for my sudden act.
Minutes passed in silence, until Carlisle finally came up with his explanation.
He seemed to struggle to find the right words, hesitating a few times before speaking.
"Renesmee, please don't get over frustrated, I could be completely off, but her is my theory-…." He caught off, hesitating again.
"I think that you are gaining more of your human characteristics, like every six years you become more human than vampire, then reverse. We will have to investigate to know for sure of course. Some of these may include, eating regular human foods, slower driving, less strength, and as you have already done…sleeping."
I took his words into thought for a moment, while everyone was trying to read my reaction.
I groaned a very loud groan, and got off the bed, screaming under my breath.
I didn't want to be human! I always loved the way I am, and couldn't wait to become a vampire. This wasn't fair!
Damn the fact that I was half and half…damn that I was now becoming more human!
Was there a chance that it could happen now!
Before I could finish my thoughts Edward was behind me. "Absolutely not!" he yelled.
"Why not?" I asked, this was the perfect time to do it, and I wanted Bella to do it. I trusted her with all my heart.
"Sweet, I don't want you to become a vampire now; I would be taking too many human experiences from you. I'm not going to do it now, especially not at your age." she said
I groaned again.
"You know why we can't change you now, Renessmee…" said Carlisle.
"There are three main reasons behind it…Number 1, if we changed you now, you would become an immortal child, and that would bring an excuse for the Volturi to come. Number 2, you are too young to be changed, and not in the age in which you can find your love or soul mate. And number 3….." I caught him off, knowing what he'd say next
"And number 3, you need to investigate my case."
He nodded and went straight to his office.
I sat next to Jacob as he rubbed my arm. Could anything worse happen now? Why was this happening, how could my human characteristics suddenly just kick in?
"It's going to be fine Nessie, I won't let anything happen to you, I'll always make you happy." said Jake. I looked into his eyes, and read his face; he looked like he really meant it. I literally felt exhausted, and laid against Jake's shoulder.
"That's right honey, go to sleep, we'll get this sorted out sooner or later." And after he spoke, I fell deeper into unconsciousness.
This dream seemed more unrealilistic than ever. This time the voices were in my dream.
"Any news with Nessie?" asked Edward
Why were they talking about me in my dream?
"Nothing yet, I asked Alice to keep in eye on anything new, but she can't see everything." Carlisle and Edward both sighed.
"But isn't there anything at all you can tell? Anything that might happen next in her behavior?"
"Nothing that I can see yet, it may just be an on and off cycle, like I said before, every six years she's more vampire than human, then reverse."
Stupid, stupid memories. I tried to focus on something different, but the voices never went away.
"Is there any danger that can come form this?" asked Edward anxiously.
Carlisle sighed, "The Volturi may not be able to read her mind, and might come just out of curiosity, and if she's more human, well…" he caught off, he didn't need to say more.
"But that may not be a problem..." he continued "But there may be some medical issues, like rapid growth, or even…." He stopped again.
"Transformed into a total human, or vampire."
Edward growled, that was exactly the last thing he wanted for me right now.
At least I wasn't going to die. And that was probably the only good thing that came out of this.
I wasn't going to die.
I finally ignored the irritating voices in my head, and fell asleep on my bed.
