Dying to Live Again Chapter 2: Every Heartbeat, Every Breath: Addicted, a twilight fanfic

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Chapter Two: Every Heartbeat, Every Breath. Addicted.

I was such a fool to hurt you

'Cause you're the one I always turn to,

When I'm going out of my mind.

I just wiped the hand that feeds me,

Instead of loving ones that need me.

But I wanted more this time.

Bella POV

I got back home just in time. Charlie would be home in about an hour so I had just enough time to cook a decent dinner for us. I decided on chicken and potatoes. Cooking dinner was uneventful and soon I was setting the table and Charlie was hanging up his gun.

"So how was your first day Bells?" He asked while he cut up his chicken. I thought for a moment.

"Well... it actually wasn't as bad as I thought it would be." He smiled as he took a bite.

"Meet anyone nice?" I nodded slowly, still in thought. These Cullen's really had my mind boggled.

"Yeah. Do you know the Cullen's? I have a class with each one... they are really nice. Alice actually asked me to go shopping with her this Saturday." He smiled even more, which was completely uncharacteristic of Charlie.

"They are good kids. Never give me any trouble. You know, it's a real shame people only notice that they are different and not from here. Great people. Dr. Cullen and his wife have raised those kids right, I don't care what anybody says." I smiled softly, inwardly happy that my judgment had been validated. They were strange... but they were good people.

"So you have no problem with Alice and I going shopping Saturday?" He chuckled.

"Bells, anyone that can get you to agree to go shopping is either a psychological genius or really has your interest. Go ahead, I'll be fishing down at the Res anyway. Go out and have fun. Just remember it's the city so be careful okay?" I nodded and we finished our meal in comfortable silence. Once we were finished I did the dishes and cleaned up. Then came my favourite part of the night, watching the game with my dad. This time, he invited his buddy Billy Black and his son Jacob. I remembered them from my previous summers here so we all settled in easily.

"Come on ref!! Give me a break. That was such a foul!!" Yeah. That's right. I like football THAT much. Jake just laughed at me, and Charlie yelled with me. We both were big Seattle Bears fans. Call it some... "home town love".

"Jeez Bella. Rage problems much?" Jacob snickered and I lightly punched him in the shoulder. He just laughed and popped another chip into his mouth.

"So Bella. How you likin' it at Forks High?" Billy asked me with a sideways glance.

"Oh it's not bad I guess. I met some real nice people." I smiled at Charlie and he gave me a warning look. 'What's that about...?'

"That's good. Just so long as you stay clear of those Cullen's. Bad news I'll tell ya. Bad news." I looked to Jake and Charlie. Jake wore a look of understanding... and Charlie just gave me a sympathetic look before addressing Billy.

"Now Billy. The Cullen's are good people. And I trust Bella's judgement. Now let's not let this come in between us again." Billy huffed but nodded, putting a smile on for Charlie. For some reason, Billy thinks that the Cullen family is no good. Charlie thinks I have good judgement, and supports me befriending them. But...why would Billy have reason to believe they were trouble? Charlie knows the ins and outs of this town and the people in it. But... is there something that Charlie doesn't know? Billy isn't the type to overreact.

Soon Billy and Jake were leaving, and I was heading up to my room to do my homework, though it was useless. I couldn't get the Cullen's out of my head. I was intrigued by them. They were adopted, yet...all had miraculously the same eye colour. They were all ridiculously beautiful and smooth. All so graceful and silent. Everyone steered clear of them, and I could see why. It was intimidating to talk to people who seemed so...perfect. Almost dangerously perfect. And then there was Edward...whose eyes went almost black in biology...and ...changed right back to their golden colour right in front of me. I have heard of people's eyes changing in different light though. And maybe... maybe they all wore contacts? Maybe they think it would be funny to all look similar even though they aren't all blood relatives. And then there was that Rosalie girl. She was... well, she hated me. She was the only Cullen I haven't spoken to yet.

Her boyfriend, Emmett though. He was such a nice guy. I know everyone avoids him...them... but I just found them all so easy to talk to. All but her. 'Hopefully she doesn't keep them from talking to me.' Other than Eric, Tyler and Angela, the Cullen's are the only people I can stand. 'Go figure. New girl gets chummy with the five people in the school no one will bother with.' I could see why kinda... Alice was so excitable it was almost frightening. She seemed very... enlightened. Like she knew things you didn't. Edward was the brooding type and seemed frustrated when he looked at me, though nice just the same. Jasper looked like he was in pain and deep in thought constantly...almost as if he was reading into your eyes. Emmett was huge and that deep booming voice he had was startling. As for Rosalie... well... good luck getting close to that one.

I gave up on my homework, deciding to just wake up early when I could actually focus. It was only 10:00 but I needed a break from thinking about my new aquaintances. The only way I felt I could do that, is in my sleep.

Alice POV

I got home and Rosalie was already filling Carlisle's ears, trying to get him to forbid me to talk to Bella anymore. 'What a fucking bitch!!' Jasper got me to sit on the couch with him. He must have felt my fury and didn't want me to rip her arms off or something. Soon we were greeted by Carlisle standing in front of us. I looked around and Rosalie was standing in the doorway next to Emmett. Edward stood behind the couch with Esme next to him. 'Great. This will be interesting.' I had seen a family meeting, just wasn't sure how it would come about.

"Alice, Rosalie has told me about your new...friend." I looked to Jasper, who held my hand comfortably. I felt a wave of confidence flood my body, I knew he was on my side. I smiled and turned to Carlisle.

"Yes. Bella Swan. I know that you have probably just heard about how ... risky this is." I threw a glare at Rosalie who glared right back. "But I know what I'm doing. I've seen it. I can't deny this path, I know where it will ultimately lead. It's best for all of us. Please, dad. Just trust me on this." I knew calling him dad would soften him up a bit. He had always thought of me as his baby girl, and Rosalie was like... the older sister. The "baby" of the family is always the best at buttering up the parents. I heard Edward chuckle behind me, hearing my thought process. And I heard him snicker as Carlisle smiled down at me, barely even worried about the situation. 'Works every time brother.'

"Of course I trust you daughter, never doubt that. But what is this vision you had? Are you sure it is certain? You know how easily the future can change." I nodded to him in understanding.

"I know, but this is working out exact so far. I need to give this future a fighting chance, and I'm sorry if that means we need to be a little out of our comfort zone... but ...I can't tell you the vision. The only way it is going to work out right is if everything is spontaneous... new and fresh. I have had so much practice in my existence with letting things happen as they need to... but if I tell you all... things will change. I need to keep this one a secret." I saw contemplation in Carlisle's eyes, and heard Rosalie huff from the doorway. I turned to her as once again she opened her mouth.

"Alice this is stupid. Our existence is not meant to cross with those pathetic humans. We are better off without the little brat. You can't make us do anything alright? I most certainly will not help you ruin everything we have built here. So grow up. Stop acting like a foolish five year old alright? Life isn't all sunshine and rainbows for us, like it is in Alice land." I stood up ready to flip out but Jasper grabbed my arm, probably feeling my urge to kill once again.

"YOU are the only one that is being difficult about this! You just don't want to bring her into our lives because you don't like me and you're jealous of her!" Emmett held Rosalie back as well.

"UGH! Give me a break. No one wants this but you. Guys. Seriously. Just tell her how unreasonable she is being so we can get this dumb idea out of her pixie head." I looked to Jasper, Edward and Emmett.

"Guys?" I asked in a small voice when they were silent for what felt like ages. Jasper must have felt my disappointment and nervousness because he hugged me from behind.

"Alice, I trust you. That Isabella is a really nice girl. Doesn't ask too many questions, and actually really relaxing to be around. I'm with you 100%, my love." He gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and I smiled at him lovingly.

"Thank you baby, but, it's Bella. Not Isabella. She'll claw your eyes out if you call her Isabella." I told him with a smile and he laughed at me, amusement dancing in his eyes. I looked to Edward.

"Alice... I was a little undecided. I can trust you completely though. You know I'd follow you into whatever crazy idea you come up with. Just... only if you can promise this won't hurt us." I looked him dead in the eye.

"Edward, we are all happy in my vision. I only have bits and pieces of the future...but I would never lead us into something that would hurt any of us. I know this will work...I can see us all individually smiling..." I showed him just part of my vision with each smiling face, careful to leave out anything revealing. He smiled at me.

"Alright you crazy kid. You have my vote. For now at least." I smiled a little bigger thanking him. I then turned to Emmett. This one would be difficult.

"Well good luck. Emmett and I will NOT stick around to wait for the destruction." Rosalie turned on her heel and was halfway to the stairs when Emmett spoke.

"Ummm... actually, babe...this could work." Rosalie was in front of him in an instant.

"WHAT?!" I felt a shiver run through my body from her rage. Which is weird, considering we don't shiver.

"Uh... I kinda just thought... well... Bella seems really cool. And I trust Alice. She was right, Bella is very observant and perceptive, but she doesn't ask many questions at all. I think we could keep this from her. I was thinking... that maybe I'd like to see how this plays out." The living room went dead silent. Which is ironic considering we are all, technically, dead. I looked to everyone. We were all in shock at what had just happened. Emmett had just went against his mate's wishes by supporting me about Bella.

Rosalie looked infuriated. Edward looked like he was trying to ignore everyone's thoughts, which were probably going a mile a minute. Jasper looked like he was trying to control the rage Rosalie was probably giving off, he held me a little tighter to stay calm. Carlisle looked shocked, our family vote had just excluded a key member of this family, a mate. Esme looked worried, she never did like us to argue. And no one, not even I, knew where this discussion would put our family. Rosalie's mind was changing constantly so I couldn't get an accurate reading. I knew that I looked hopeful. I needed them to be behind me on this. I couldn't hurt my family, but I needed to bring Bella close to us.

"You...how couldyou Emmett?" Rosalie's voice was low and quiet, dripping with rage. Emmett looked nervous... but hopeful.

"Rosie, come on. Let's give this a chance... I would never let anything hurt you or our family, and neither would Alice. How bad could this be...Bella is a good person. She is in my gym class and it's easy to get along with her. You would like her if-"

"NO. I will NOT get to know that little brat. I can't even believe you spoke to her. You knew I didn't approve. You betrayed me Emmett. You are going against me. And by doing that you are going against us. Now, I can't leave. You are my mate, and I am bound to you. But you better get your shit straightened out. I will not support this and I will not be nice. If you guys insist on bringing her around, I will try to scare her off. Don't think I will let her come in and ruin our family. It's me or her Emmett. You can't support both Alice and I. Pick. Until then, you and I will have a real problem." And with that she was up the stairs and slamming her bedroom door. I was sure it had a crack in it. We all looked to Emmett. He looked a little shocked, but still hopeful.

"It's okay guys. Rose will come around sooner or later. And she can't stay mad at me, things will work out. It's alright Alice, I trust you." We all heard a dangerous growl from upstairs. We tried to ignore it.

"Well... alright. You all believe this girl, Bella is it, is no danger? Are you all on the same page?" We heard a snarled 'NO' from upstairs. He ignored it. We all nodded.

"Okay. Alice, I'm trusting you with this. Be careful, pay attention to your visions, and please go with your instincts. I'll allow you all to befriend Bella. But keep in mind that Rosalie will be hurting, try to be sensitive?" I couldn't help but bounce up and down, grinning.

"Alright, but Alice? I'm going to have enough murderous thoughts coming from Rose, please try to keep yours in check? You are the one getting your way here..." I nodded to Edward, too happy to have any murderous thoughts. I pranced to hug Emmett and he laughed his booming laugh at my happiness. They would not regret this. I wasn't exactly sure how Bella fit into our existence yet, but she would have a huge impact on each of us.

Bella POV

My first week went by in a blur. Just one big blur of Cullen after Cullen. For a family that was used to people straying from them, they sure did welcome me happily. I was getting to know them all pretty well. All except Rosalie. Her glares actually grew more intense day by day. I wasn't sure, but I think that had to do with her family growing closer to me. Jasper, Alice, Edward and Emmett all held steady conversation with me in class and in the halls. I sat near or beside all of them and was partnered with a few of them for class assignments or for me to catch up. Alice was going to help me catch up on my reading list this weekend for English. Today is Friday, and I am going to her house tonight to do the homework thing, so we would have our weekend free for her plans. I knew she had a lot of shopping in store, but I couldn't be bothered with that at the moment.

"Alice, um... are you sure I should be coming to your house?" I asked her when she met me at my locker before lunch. She gave me a kind smile.

"Of course Bella it will be so much fun! Our parents have been dying to meet you." She giggled to herself. 'Am I missing something?'

"Well... okay... but, what about Rosalie? I don't want to cause problems for your family. And she really hates me." She took a deep breath and I could see her forced smile.

"Yes, Bella. It's alright I promise. We have dealt with her problems as a family and we have all decided she will get over herself soon enough. Don't let her get to you, okay? We all really like you so don't go ditching us." She nudged me as we entered the cafeteria. I shivered at her cold touch and I gave her a smile and nodded. How someone could stand being that cold was beyond me. Then again, being so tiny she probably always had cold hands. We said our goodbyes and I saw the Cullen table all waving and smiling at me. I gave them a wave back and was greeted by Mike Newton stepping in front of me.

"Hey, Bella! So... I was thinking. We are pretty decent friends after this week right?" I walked to the lunch line and he followed. I looked at him sceptically.

"I guess you could say so...we don't really talk much...at lunch I guess, why?" He smiled nervously at me. 'Great, just what I need.'

"Well yeah, I was thinking maybe tomorrow night we could go to the movies or something in Port Angles?" He sure did look hopeful. I looked towards the Cullen table and saw them all watching us intently, as if they knew I was uncomfortable. 'Weird.'

"Actually, Mike, I'm going shopping with Alice tomorrow. Not sure when we will be done." He shook his head.

"Cullen? What is it with you guys. Each and every one of those Cullen's are freaks. You don't want to get caught spending too much time with them Isabella." I stopped in line and turned to him.

"Look, Mike. Don't you dare call any of them a freak. They are really good people that, in my opinion, aren't given a fair shot around here. Don't talk about them, you don't even know them. And if this is how you are going to act I'd prefer it if you didn't speak to me either. And it's Bella. Get it right." I turned and finished grabbing my lunch without a second glance to him, and walked away. I saw Alice frantically waving me over so I ditched my usual table with Mike, tossing a smile at Angela. I sat down in between Alice and Edward.

"Thanks. I don't care to sit with them today."

"Bella! What was that all about? You got so angry!" I looked to Alice uneasily, giving her a confused look.

"Yeah, ol' Mikey boy looked pretty devastated that you snubbed their table. Atta girl Bella." I smiled at Emmett, only for a moment though. I caught Rosalie's glare for looking at her boyfriend. Big mistake. I didn't want to cause problems for their relationship like I already am for their family. I immediately felt horrible and my head shot down to my salad and I took a slow bite. Not long after, Alice's musical voice took me from my guilt.

"So Bella, I saw your truck in the parking lot, would you like me to follow you home and bring you to my place? Or would you like to drive? Or..." I nodded, swallowing my food.

"Yeah actually, my friend Jacob and his dad will be at my house tonight and he is going to take a look at my truck for me."

"Oh is it acting up?" I looked to Emmett briefly and nodded. I made sure I spoke to Alice though.

"Yeah... it keeps clicking and making funny noises. I know Alice, don't give me that look. My truck is ancient. But I love it. It's my little antique." I smiled at her and she rolled her eyes laughing with the others.

"Alright. Luckily, I drove today so I'll come and bring you back to our house." I laughed at her, holding my next bite up to my lips.

"Oh Alice, it's like you just knew. You always just know. It's frustrating at times." I took my bite and watched as everyone but Rosalie laughed. Again, I felt like I was missing something, but I didn't like to pry.

Emmett POV

We listened to Bella talking to Mike in the lunch line. I got a little protective of her when that jerk asked her to a movie. I knew how he treated girls. I wasn't sure Alice could handle it if Bella got hurt. She seemed very connected to this particular human. We were all watching and kicked ourselves when she looked over and caught us. It couldn't have looked good that we all seemed in the know. Alice smiled all big at Bella when she mentioned their plans this weekend, and then it happened. He called us freaks. Bella went off on his ass.

"Look, Mike. Don't you dare call any of them a freak. They are really good people that, in my opinion, aren't given a fair chance around here. Don't talk about them, you don't even know them. And if this is how you are going to act I'd prefer you not speak to me either. And it'sBella. Get it right." I'm sure Jasper would explode with how proud and surprised we were. She wasn't loud or anything, but obviously we could hear every word, every breath, every heartbeat. She turned out of the line a few seconds later and Alice began waving her over.

"Told you Jasper, don't call her Isabella." Alice giggled.

"Alice what the fuck are you doing. She is obviously too attached already. Don't bring her over here, I'm warning you." Rose hissed quietly. Alice ignored her, and I felt a little bad. My Rosie still won't talk to me much... won't be alone with me... we haven't had sex all week! Usually we are locked in our room most of the night. 'She'll get over it Em, give her some time.' I looked down at my still full tray of food momentarily, when Bella came and sat down beside Edward and Alice. It felt weird to have someone with her scent and sounds at our table. Her heartbeat filled our ears and I felt hypnotized by the sound. I could hear it all, the blood rushing through her veins, her beating heart, each breath. I could see why Rose didn't like her, sure. Even I was jealous, what I wouldn't give to have blood rushing through my veins again...to have my heart beating out of my chest when I'm anxious. To be able to blush like Bella... just to have breathing as a necessity again would be...indescribable. I watched Bella for a few moments and I found myself wanting her around us more and more with every passing second. She changed things up a bit in our dead existence.

"Thanks. I don't care to sit with them today." I heard her faintly say. I was too busy in my thoughts to really pay attention. I did notice Edward glance at me though with a small, sad smile and a nod as if he agreed. Alice certainly got my attention though.

"Bella! What was that all about? You got so angry!" Uh oh. Alice dear God she isn't supposed to know we could HEAR her. I was sure anxiety sparked in all of us, and I wished in this instant, Alice was the one that could read minds. Bella seemed a little confused, but of course, Bella seemed like the type that didn't want to pry if she could help it.

"Yeah... how did you... never mind. Doesn't matter. Yeah, Mike started laying into me about being seen talking to the 'freak Cullen family', so I gave him a good dose of reality. You guys have been more than helpful and friendly to me. I couldn't let him talk about you guys like that. I hope that's okay..." She really is great. I don't remember the last time someone could stand to talk to just one of us, let alone sit at a table of five of us, defending us. Edward nodded to this as well and I couldn't help but feel a little worried. What if we scare her away? I stole a glance at my wife, and she was looking anywhere but at our family or the "brat" as she put it. I wish she would see how great Bella really is. I didn't want to fight with my beautiful wife anymore. Maybe she would warm up eventually?

"Yeah, ol' Mikey boy looked pretty devastated that you snubbed their table. Atta girl Bella." She looked up at me and smiled, only to look away quickly. I heard her heartbeat accelerate and her emotions must have spiked because Jasper looked on edge looking around at us to see what must have caused it. We all caught Rosalie glaring at Bella's figure. She was now looking down at her salad. 'Great. Rose doesn't want me to have any contact with her now. Why is this so complicated Ed?' I caught him slightly shake his head, must be hearing Jasper's update, and reading Rosie's mind too. He gave me a hopeless look.

"So Bella, I saw your truck in the parking lot, would you like me to follow you home and bring you to my place? Or would you like to drive? Or..." If she even wanted to be around us now. I love my Rosie more than my own existence, but sometimes she made things a lot more dramatic and complicated than they needed to be. This was really important to Alice. The little pixie doesn't ask for much, I don't see why we can't help her now. Plus I now knew Edward agreed. We all really like having her around.

"Yeah actually, my friend Jacob and his dad will be at my house tonight and he is going to take a look at my truck for me."

"Oh is it acting up?" This time she barely looked at me, and wouldn't even respond to me. She responded to Alice.

"Yeah... it keeps clicking and making funny noises. I know Alice don't give me that look. My truck is ancient. But I love it. It's my little antique." I had to smile a little at this. Alice hated old things, well besides Jasper. Edward laughed a little more than he already was.

"Alright. Luckily, I drove today so I'll come and bring you back to our house." Bella paused in taking her next bite.

"Oh Alice, it's like you just knew. You always just know. It's frustrating at times." I didn't need to be an empath to feel the amusement and slight uneasiness at that statement. But we all knew how she felt. I couldn't help but laugh one of my big, booming laughs. Only to get worried glances from the other tables. Bella laughed at the scene.

"It's like they think you guys are dangerous or something. Geez, maybe you guys should put up posters around the school, 'We will NOT kill you! Sincerely, the Cullen family.'" I laughed even harder at this. We all cracked up, well, besides Rose. Bella smiled real big, probably glad she got the reaction she did. Little did she know, the irony dripping from her statement was part of the amusement.

Bella POV

The rest of my day went by fairly normal. I spent bio working with Edward and chatting like usual, and history was spent working on an essay about wars of the past, to which Jasper was a lot of help. 'Must be something he wants to specialize in or something.' Gym was spent socializing more than anything. We were still doing volleyball, and I was still too clumsy, and Emmett was still too beastly. When I told him that he got a good laugh.

"Awe Bella. How do two people like us get by. I'm amazed you haven't killed yourself yet."

"You're one to talk. I'm amazed you haven't killed me yet." He gave me a nervous look.

"With your spike? Relax Em. I know you're like a big teddy bear." I laughed and he relaxed a bit. We continued to goof off until class was over. I'm pretty sure neither of us learned anything this week. Not that we minded though, who really needs volleyball when you're a clutz and a giant?

"So you're coming to our house tonight?" I nodded a little uneasy.

"What's the matter?" I hesitated a few moments. How could I tell him his girlfriend terrified me? Looking into his eyes though, I had a feeling he would know if I lied. 'Here goes nothing...'

"Well... it's...Rosalie. I'm sure she is really nice and a great person it's just... she doesn't like me too much." I kept my head down, worried that he might take offence. I don't really know what I was thinking befriending such a family. They would never turn against each other, nor would I want them to.

"I just...don't want to cause problems..." He gave me a sincere smile and ran his hand through his short, dark hair. It really did contrast beautifully with his pale skin. They are all so incredibly beautiful... 'I wonder how I look next to them all...' That thought brought my spirits down a little. I must look so incredibly plain compared to them. Yet... they treated me so...equal.

"Bella, don't you worry okay? Rose is a little rough around the edges...and right now she isn't giving you a fair chance. But she will...you aren't causing problems, we love having you around." I smiled up at him and nodded.

"Okay. I have to meet Alice though, I'll see you later on?" We said our goodbyes and I changed back into my day clothes. Mike didn't wait for me today when he saw I was in conversation with Emmett. I took a deep breath as I passed Emmett and Rosalie arguing in the parking lot. I felt terrible. I did catch the small smile Emmett tossed and I forced the worry from my mind, smiling back. I spotted Alice parked beside my truck and walked over to her, trying to ignore Rosalie's glare. All too soon I would be stuck in a house with my four new friends, and the one girl that didn't want me anywhere near any of them.

Emmett POV

"Rose. You need to calm down. Why can't I talk to her?" I couldn't believe this. She was actually mad at me after hearing mine and Bella's conversation after gym class.

"Because! You tell her I'm not giving her a fair chance. Why should I give some human a fair chance when it could ruin our whole existence. And she can't seem to stay the hell away from my man." I shook my head in disbelief. Is this actually all about jealousy?

"Seriously Rose? What. Don't you trust me? You know I love you..." She hissed low under her breath.

"Yeah and I love you too. I am your mate Emmett. But by befriending her you are hurting me, can't you see that? I'm the one that's there for you. I'm the one you turn to. You seem to think I am overreacting but I refuse to let her rip our family to shreds and I won't let her come between us Emmett. I won't give you up. Fix this. Until then, tell Edward you need a ride home." With that she was in her red convertible speeding out of the parking lot. I hung my head and looked over to Bella who was standing next to Alice. She had such a sad look in her eyes. I knew I couldn't lose Rose. She is everything I have ever known. I can barely remember my life before her. But...Bella... something about her drew our family to her. There has to be a reason for it. Maybe... I could fix this and still keep Bella around?

I tossed Bella a smile before getting into Edward's Volvo with Jasper. I listened intently to the sounds around me. The parking lot was empty by now, and I could hear it all plain as day. Every heartbeat, every breath. I was addicted to that sound. There was no way I could give it up now. We have all been dead for so long... and I needed this. To have real and actual life to hear and smell...addicted.

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By the way. I will be starting each chapter with a few lines from a poem, or song. The last chapter I forgot to reference. So this is for both chapters, same song.

Songs

Dying to Live Again - Hedley