A/N: Hey, a shout out for Cassie finish ur damn story or il hunt u. loll and for Maryea aka what if im the bad guy? U 2. FInish. Well we saw bella's suicide, but we never saw how Edward took it. Here's our chance.

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Ch 9 Memories.

Edward's POV

I walked in my room and lay down on the couch. Annabella. Something about her is off. I sighed closing my eyes only to be filled with the most horrific memories of my life

Flashback

"No! Bella!" I yelled running towards her house. Her truck was in the garage. I hope I wasn't too late.

I broke the door and ran into the kitchen. There she lied.

"B-Bella." I choked, seeing the horrific sight in front of me. Bella's back was against a counter, her wrists bleeding non stop, with a knife on her side.

I ran to her and cradled her in my chest. "No, Bella. Why did you do this? I left to keep you safe, not for you to kill yourself." Just then a note fell on my head.

It was directed to Edward.

I opened it and started absorbing the words.

Edward,

You are and will always be the love of my life. These last months I shared with you were the best moments of my life. I'm sorry I did this. I needed to release you from this burden and I couldn't take the pain.

I wasn't going to force you to stay with me, so this was the easiest way. I love you so much. Tell Alice I love her too. She was my best friend. Tell everyone I will miss them, especially Emmett. Edward, don't feel guilty. I died yes, but at least I died loving you, because even after death I will love you.

Love you with all my heart,

Bella.

I sobbed tearless sobs as I put the note to the side, and kissed her forehead. I saw the blood, but it didn't even bother me. I had just lost my life; something insignificant was not going to control me.

"Bella, you were never a burden. I love you with all my life. Please forgive me. I will never forget you." I said, leaning down to give her one last kiss on her lips. I got up and left.

End of flashback

I opened my eyes and saw my little pixie sister sit on the edge of my couch. Damn! How long was I remembering for? I know we have super speed, but damn!

"Hey Edward." She greeted. I smiled.

"Hey Alice. You guys came back?"

"Yeah! The Sienna coven just left." She said, but her smile became a frown. "E-Edward?" She chocked. What happened? I tensed up.

"Yeah?" I asked anxious now. Was something wrong?

"I don't know if I should bring it up, but do you have a feeling you know Annabella from somewhere?" She asked, pulling her eyebrows together in thought and frustration.

Now that she mentions it yeah. I have been feeling that since yesterday. "Yes. Like I know her, but I just don't remember meeting her."

She nodded. "Edward, when I came in you didn't even hear me. Were you thinking about Bella?" Alice knew me too well so there was no way of hiding it.

"Yes." I sighed, closing my eyes and pinching the bridge of my nose.

Alice looked at her hands, "I miss her so much." She said.

"I know. I don't even know why I'm still in this world. Why didn't you let me go to Italy?" I asked turning to her. Her head snapped up and she glared at me with fiery eyes.

She slapped my face. "Alice, what the hell?" I asked rubbing the spot on my cheek she hit.

She put her finger in my face and started to threaten me. "Don't be an idiot, idiot! If you even make a decision of going, I will personally rip your head off."

I nodded. A little scared, someone so small could be so scary, maybe that's why Jasper is so docile.

Her face became pained. "I can't loose another person I love." I felt sorry in that instant.

"I'm sorry Alice. Please forgive me." I said, feeling guilt for making Alice feel this way.

"It's ok. Just don't do anything stupid." She stated. "Now find something to do. We have school in a couple of hours."

I nodded and went to my piano.