A/N: Hey guys, ok i am almost done with this story, buh if u dnt like the ending, leme kno n i will chng it. So review and comment. If any questions ask.
Nessie.
Ch 34 I don't know if I can.
That stupid vampire! He pushed me against the wall again and pushed his lips on mine again. Three times in two days, wow. Yeah 'cause I love getting pulled like a rag doll, slammed against a wall, and kissed like there's no tomorrow.
This time after a while of pushing him, I just gave up. Instead of trying to pull away from his lips, I sighed and leaned into him. Edward seemed to relax a bit, because his lips were less aggressive. Our lips moved in perfect synchronization, just like they had when I was human. How could I live without this for so long? But wait! A voice inside my head said. You just let him know who you are. Do you think you can forgive him? Can you accept him back in your life again? I realized in that second that I just couldn't forgive him that easily.
My eyes snapped open and I pulled away. Edward looked up at me and smiled, thinking I could accept him with open arms after what he did to me. Besides, he doesn't love me he cleared that all up for me.
"Bella." He whispered walking towards me to touch my cheek. I turned my head and walked towards the couch.
"Ok you found out who I am, but Edward, this doesn't change anything." I said.
"What do you mean?" He asked seriously confused. I sighed. Did I need to explain it? My heart was already breaking. I turned and faced the only man I loved and always will love, even if I live forever.
"Edward, I just can't accept you back in my life yet. I don't know if I can." His face changed immediately to one that held pain, and lots of it. Why is he in pain? He left me, he didn't love me. What is he sad for?
"But Bella—" I cut him off.
"No Edward, no buts. I just can't. You hurt me to the extreme…" I was interrupted.
"Bella let me ex—"
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "No. There's nothing to explain. You didn't and never will love me. I get it. So please leave, I need time. Oh and don't tell anyone who I am." When I opened my eyes I found Edward standing there in the corner, by the window where we just kissed, looking like he got electrocuted.
"Bella…" He trailed off.
"No I need time to think." I replied. "Please?" He nodded and walked out the door. I was alone all over again. I sank into the couch cushions and thought of my life. I don't know if I should go back, or stay here forever. It will pain me to see Edward everyday, knowing he's not mine and doesn't even love me. But I can't leave the family that "raised" me. I sighed and let go of my problems, for at least now.
Edward's POV
"You hurt me to the extreme…" Her musical voice echoed in my head. It held so much pain in it. I stopped the car halfway and hit my head with my palm. Why do I have to be so stupid? Why does fate hate me?
If it wasn't for that stupid mistake of leaving Bella, I could've been with her longer and not be in this situation where she doesn't want to see me again. She warned me not to tell anybody, and I knew it would be hard, but it was her wish.
Bella's POV
I was at ease until I heard an echo in my head.
"Bella…" I knew exactly who it was.
"God?" I asked. When he spoke his voice sounded a little disappointed.
"Yes Bella it's me. I am very disappointed in you my child." He scolded. I frowned. Did I disappoint everyone?
"I am very sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen."
"Child, I know what happened isn't entirely your fault, but you must find a way to fix this mess."
How do I do that? I kind of already said I'm Bella to Edward; I just can't go up to him and say, 'Yeah I lied. I'm not Bella in reality I am Annabella.'
"Bella you must find a way." He warned. I closed my eyes and he suddenly faded away. So I don't know how, but I have to do this.
I grabbed my cell phone and dialed the airport.