A/N: ok my reviewers i love you guys so muchh!!! One thing though, this answer is for newgirl5: YES EVERYONE KNOWS ITS BELLA NOW! loll so i am being nice for 2 reasons. 1. my laptop got fixed and im back and 2. Well i just finished typing my story, all i gta do is update!!! So i hope you guys like this chpt and the following all the way up to the end!!

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Ch 39 Everything comes with a consequence

The first thing I saw was the bright white lights. I hissed as they were too bright. Then I heard a voice of music cry out to me.

"Bella!!" I turned and saw Edward, looking like Adonis. His eyes were bright as though he just won the lottery. "You're awake!" I nodded. Why did I have this little strumming in my head?

"You've been unconscious for 3 days Bella, are you alright?" This time it was Carlisle who spoke to me. He had a huge smile—one I hadn't seen in a while—on his features.

I smiled. "I'm fine just feeling a little woozy." I stood up off the table, but was caught by strong arms when I wobbled. I mumbled a thanks and straightened up.

"Let's go, everyone has been on the nervous edge." He said to me. I nodded and walked downstairs, only to plug my ears.

"BELLA!!!" The Cullens shouted on one side.

"ANNABELLA!!!" The Sienna's shouted on the other. Oh gosh!

"Hi everyone." I muttered. A little pixie ran up to me and wrapped her arms around my waist.

"Oh Bella, I've missed you. I can't believe I couldn't tell it was you from day one." She gushed. I sighed and kissed her black, spiky hair.

Then a bear attacked me. "Bella I can't believe this."

"Hey Em…can't breathe." I said breathlessly. He looked up at me and smirked.

"Too bad, I haven't hugged you like this in 100 years. You can hold two minutes." I laughed.

After I gave a hug to everyone, Rosalie asked me a question. "Why do you look different?"

I looked at her and smiled, but it quickly fell. "I look different because…well it's a long story."

Edward and Cobbie lifted an eyebrow. "We've got time."

I sighed and started my story. "Well, when Edward left me in the forest—" I saw him flinch from the memory. Still not sure why, maybe horrible guilt? "I knew my life ended. So I drove back home and slit my wrists open." My second family all gasped, as the Cullens all looked down. "Well I thought it was the end, but then a white light—not from a hospital—appeared before me, and asked me what led to this. I explained and soon found out it was actually God who was talking to me. I was taken aback but he just offered me a second chance at life. I thought about it for a while and agreed only if I were to come back as a vampire. He was stunned but agreed under some conditions." I could feel the curiosity on me like a living thing. "One, I couldn't appear as myself again. And two, I couldn't tell anyone about me or who I was except for Katelyn. I agreed and he led me to the Sienna's. Which leads me to now." By the time I had finished everyone was staring at me. "What?"

"So you're not Annabella Soraf?" Catherine asked looking at me with a wary smile. I turned to my 'sister' and smiled a sheepish smile.

"No. My name is Isabella Marie Swan. I'm sorry I lied to you, if you guys are mad I don't blame you."

"What?! Annabella don't say that, we love you." Catherine finished with a smile that was ecstatic.

"Really?" I asked through dry tears.

"Why, of course my darling." This was Joy who spoke. I turned to her and ran right into her open arms. She patted my hair and continued. "We can't be mad at you and even though you lied you will always be…" She looked up and smiled. "Our daughter." I knew she directed that to Esme and I smiled. After a while we broke apart and I stood in the middle of the room.

"Bella, why did you decide to tell us now that you were Bella?" Jasper asked. I looked up at him and smiled.

"Because…This—" I pointed to myself. "Is a disguise, and like every disguise it hides who I am and what I feel. But, behind this disguise is a girl who loves unconditionally and irrevocably." I paused and looked at Edward who had a shock look on his face. "When I knew I was going to fight Victoria and not come back, I had to let the family I love so much—and caused so much pain to— know who I am."

"Oh my dear." Esme ran to me and hugged me. I hugged her back and kissed her hair.

"I've missed you mom."

She looked up at me and looked like she would be crying. "I've missed you too my beautiful daughter." Carlisle came behind me and joined the hug.

"It's good to have you back Bella." He whispered.

"Thank you." Then someone laughed like a moron and turned to see it was Cobbie.

"Does that mean we have to change your name for your "The Bachelorette" show?" He snickered and I grimaced.

"A what?" Alice asked.

"Don't mind them, I don't have a show." Then he and Collin started to complain.
"Bella…how could you? We thought you liked it?" They feigned hurt.

"Oh yeah 'cause I love a bunch of vampires walking in my room proposing marriage or taking me on dates." I said sarcastically. I heard a growl.

"What?" I tuned to meet a mad Edward. "Other male vampires proposed marriage?"

I stayed calm. "Yeah, they weren't going to be females now were they?"

"How can you be so calm?"

"Because nothing happened." I stated. He ran a hand through his hair before finishing speaking.

"You went out with them." It wasn't a question, more like a statement. I nodded. What the hell did he want me to do?

"What? How could you?" That's it I kinda snapped at him.

"Yeah and since when does a strawberry haired, curl bouncing vampire, barge in and throw herself on someone?" He had a cocky grin that replaced his grimace.

"You were jealous. Now I understand why you growled at her."

"No, I am not and never was." I contradicted even though it was true. My head almost exploded over the anger I had that another woman or vampire (whatever) had her arms on Edward.

"Sure ok." I narrowed my eyes at him until I heard a stupid question.

"Yo Bella, what ever happened to Jackson?" My head snapped up at that question. I laughed.

"I made him see that I'm not that beautiful, perfect angel everyone thinks I am."

"What you mean Bella?" This time it was my pretend twin Katelyn, who asked me the question.

"We went on a date and he went overboard. He rested his hand on my leg—which I totally wanted to burn off—and somehow mysteriously—like when my clothes went mysteriously missing…" I looked at Alice who had an innocent look on her face. "The hand went up my leg. I naturally told him to get the hell off or he'll regret it, do you think that idiot listened? No. So I lost my temper and fire appeared on my palms. That scared him away."

"No wonder the dude ran like he saw a ghost." Collin concluded.

"Thank you captain obvious."

"Someone touched you Bella?" Of course Edward.

"Yeah, I just told the story."

"Who was he?" What the hell?

"I took care of him; stop worrying it's none of your business. You shouldn't even care." I turned away from him and started to walk to the door, until someone grabbed my wrists and spun me back around.

"Of course I care why wouldn't I?" His face was only inches from mine that my breath hitched.

"Because I have nothing to do with you." Pain crossed his features. "You don't love me, so stop stressing yourself." He smiled a genuine smile, which made me sick. He thought my suffering was funny?

I pulled back and frowned. "You think this is funny?" He didn't answer; he only reached his hand up and caressed my cheek. "Stop. You're making fun of me? I can't believe you."

"Bella be quiet." Oh hell to the f***k no. When I was going to protest he interrupted me.

"How could you believe I didn't love you? I'm so sorry that I left you like that, I am sorry that I lied to you like that. I didn't know you would go to that extreme, I thought you would forget about me." He looked down again looking somewhat…ashamed? "Bella I loved you and I still love you. What I said to you that day was all a lie so you could let me go." I got out of his grip and stared at him.

"Do you actually expect me to believe you?" I asked.

"Bella, he's serious." Alice said.

"What do you mean?" I asked and Esme answered that, while placing her hand over her still heart.

"Bella he's always loved you, and still loves you. When he thought you died, he was devastated. He wouldn't even come down from his room."

"But if he loved me so much like you say he does, why did he leave me?" I asked confused.

"Bella, he left you because of me." I turned to see Jasper's guilty smile.

"Listen to Jasper, Bella. Edward left you because he thought he put you in danger with letting you into our world." Rosalie—did I see right? Yep.—Rosalie started to explain. "He thought him—or even us—could loose control with you."

"He really does love you Bella." This time it was big Emmett who stepped in.

Damn the whole family had a say in this. "Thanks guys, but I think you took all I had to say to her." Edward stepped out with a grin.

"Just helping bro." He shook his head and met my gaze.

"Bella, I really do love you."

"And you expect me to believe that?" I said angrily. He can't lie to me again. I won't let him. Edward's eyes filled with sadness.

"Bella, why can't you believe the truth?" He asked.

"Because this is the truth, you don't love me, you never did, and I get it." I closed my eyes and ran upstairs, to Carlisle's study.

I sat on the table that I had been unconscious on, dry sobbing. He doesn't understand how much he's hurting me by lying. I'm drowning in pain every time I see him and can't kiss or hug him.

"My life is full of crap." I muttered.

"No it's not Bella." A musical voice said to me from behind. I gasped and turned to see Edward sitting on the table with me. How this table can hold us up I have no idea.