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Nessie
Ch 40 Please I'm begging you.
"Um… I have to go." I lied so I could get as far away from him as possible. When I got up, someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me back.
"No Bella." Edward said seriously.
"What do you mean 'no'?" I asked. He can't seriously stop me can he? He smiled at me crookedly and picked me up.
"W-what are you doing? Put me the hell down!" I yelled kicking him. I might as well been kicking a boulder. He didn't even budge; he just scaled down the window and ran in the forest.
Edward's POV
I have to get Bella to listen to me and this is the only way. She's still struggling to get free.
"Edward put me down!" She yelled.
"Bella stop struggling please." I said. She sighed and stopped screaming. Finally I was getting a migraine and last time I checked we couldn't get migraines.
We finally arrived at the place. It was a little cottage Esme re decorated for her own purposes. It has never been used, and she encouraged me to use it. I ran into the cottage and put her down. She gasped and looked around like a little kid in Disney. I had to chuckle.
"This place…is beautiful." She breathed. I smiled Esme would love to hear that.
"I'm glad; Esme would love to hear you loved it." She turned around to look at me with narrow eyes.
"Why the hell am I here?" She asked. I put my hands up and walked towards the couch.
"Care to sit?" I asked. Her eyes narrowed more but she sat. "I'm kidnapping you."
Her eyes blazed with fury. "You're what?"
I shrugged. "Since you won't listen the easy way, I'll make you listen the hard way. We won't leave until you have listened to me."
"You know I hate you." She declared crossing her arms across her chest.
"I love you too Bella." I joked.
"Alright what do you want?" She asked.
"Bella, why don't you believe that I love you?" I asked. Her eyes let go of her fury to be replaced by sadness.
"Because…you don't." She stated and walked to the kitchen. I got up and followed her. She was sitting on top of the counter dry sobbing.
"Bella I do love you." I stated. She looked up startled.
"How can I know that for sure? You left me once because you didn't want me—" I cut her off.
"What makes you think I didn't and don't want you?"
"When I told you I was going to go with you, you said no." I flinched away from the harshness of her words.
"Bella," I touched her cheek and her bottom lip trembled. "I didn't want you to go with us, because I was trying to protect you. You coming with us would've defeated the whole purpose."
"Edward I can't believe you. Why did you leave me if you loved me?" She asked leaning into my hand.
I sighed. "Bella like Rosalie said, I was trying to protect you. I thought that me and my family were finally able to control our bloodlust for you, but on the day of your birthday after the incident, I was proven wrong. Just one drop of your blood made Jasper crazy." She looked down and I continued. "While I watched you sleep I realized that even though I loved you with all my being, your safety was more important. I didn't want to loose you and just by you hanging around us put you in even more danger."
"But Edward, I was always a danger magnet. I was always surrounded by danger." She said still looking at the floor.
"Yes I know, but you hanging around us put you in even more danger than before. Any of us—including me—could've lost control with you. Bella I wanted your safety and for you to have a normal life. And with me, those things were impossible for you to have."
Her head snapped up and she spoke a bit angry. "Edward, I didn't want a normal life. I just wanted to be with you and nothing more. Why couldn't you understand that?"
"Bella I am so sorry that I left and lied to you, but I thought you would forget me as the time went on."
"I could never forget you." This time her voice was softer.
"I'm sorry Bella, can't you forgive me?" She looked away and fidgeted with the radio. Oh she can be so…grr. The radio landed on a song that might help me convince Bella.
Bella's POV
I fidgeted with the radio until Edward put his lips by my ear and whispered the lyrics to the end of the song.
"I've been away for far too long. So keep breathing 'cause I'm not leaving you anymore. Believe it hold onto me never let me go. Keep breathing 'cause I'm not leaving you anymore. Believe it hold onto me never let me go. Keep breathing hold onto me never let me go. Keep breathing hold onto me never let me go."
He pulled back and smiled while I stayed in shock. He grabbed my hair and removed my black hair from my eyes.
"Bella I hope you understand now that I'm never going to leave you again and I love you so much." I stood there shocked at what just happened.
"Y-you love me?" I stuttered. His smile got even wider, flashing his white teeth.
"More than anything in the world." With that I threw myself on him and hugged him.
"I love you too, I'm just afraid of getting hurt again." He pulled back and stared into my eyes.
"Bella, I will never hurt you again. I swear. Will you forgive me?" I didn't answer; I just crashed my lips on to his. Our lips moved in perfect synchronization. I poured all my love and adoration I had for him in this kiss. When we pulled back we were both gasping for air.
"Does that tell you anything?" I asked mockingly. He put a finger to his chin and smirked.
"I don't think so, can we try again?" He teased. I slapped his arm slightly and rolled my eyes. "Bella!" He whined.
"Edwarddd" I said back and he laughed. "Let's get back." He nodded and picked me up again. I yelled at him to put me down but this only caused him to laugh.
"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen if you don't pull me down I am going to kill you." I threatened. He laughed and set me down in front of the house. We opened the door and were attacked by the families.
"Bella, where were you?" Katelyn asked. I rolled my eyes.
"Ask Mr. Bossy pants there." I said and she giggled. Alice ran over to me and hugged me as did Rosalie.
"Bella thank God you forgave him." Rosalie joked. I laughed.
"Yeah the crazy ideas that boy had. He probably would've gone off to Volterra to ask to get killed again." Alice's eyes went wide at what she just said and Rosalie and Esme stared at her startled. "Oops." He what?!?
"He what Alice?" I asked anger rising in me.
"Oh Esme why don't we go plan to decorate my room again..." She chanted changing the subject.
"ALICE!!" I yelled. She winced and looked back at me.
"Alice dear, answer Bella's question." Esme said smiling at me.
"Um…Well see, when Edward saw you dead he, uh kinda, went to the Volturi to get himself killed." She finished.
I looked back to see him playing Gears of Wars 2 with Collin, Jasper and Emmett. I stalked over to him and yanked the remote from his hand.
"Heyy!" He protested but that was cut short with the good slap I gave him.
"Edward Cullen." I said through gritted teeth. He gulped.
"Yes?"
Emmett and Jasper were snickering in the background. While Collin just shook his head and Cobbie made a stupid comment, "Damn, I'm pretty sure every girl has slapped Edward now."
"You went to the Volturi to get yourself killed?!?" I yelled. He looked behind me and glared at someone.
"Thanks a lot Rosalie." He said sarcastically.
"Whoa, don't blame me there Edward that was all Alice." She said pointing to the guilty pixie.
"Oh my God the pixie did it?!? Oh I love our family." Emmett commented shaking his head.
"I AM NOT A PIXIE DAMN IT!!!" Alice screeched, but I ignored it.
"Edward how dare you?"
"Bella I'm sorry, but I wasn't going to live without you."
"Next time you make that decision, I will personally rip you limb from limb. You won't have to travel all the way to Volterra." I threatened glaring at him. How dare he?
He nodded with wide eyes. "I'm sorry love." He said looking guilty.
My eyes softened up and I gave him a passionate kiss. After what seemed like hours, two people cleared their throats, Mark and Carlisle. They were both like fathers to me and I guess making out in front of them wasn't a good idea.
"Hey watch it pretty boy, that's our little sister." Collin said, while wrapping his arm around Catherine's waist.
"Ours too." Emmett raised his hand.
"Yeah even if she's Annabella or Isabella or even is her name is Fried Fish, she's our little sis." Cobbie added.
I rolled my eyes and looked at Edward's new shining face. When I just found them again, Edward's hair had no shine, he was always a grump and he dressed like he didn't care. Now his hair had its beautiful shine back, he's laughing once again, and he dresses like he used to.
He leaned his forehead against mine and gasped for air. Jasper and Emmett went back to playing their game while shouting into their x box live headset. I swear I am going to break that stupid machine.
I looked into his golden eyes and for once in 100 years, I was happy. Our sweet moment was interrupted by my four 'sisters'.
"Ohmygodwehavetogoshopping!!!" A squeal who was Alice and Katelyn was heard. (Oh my God we have to go shopping.) I groaned. I am the happiest woman alive (well not literally alive…) and they have to come up with the worst way to torture me?
"Yeah I need a new outfit anyways." Catherine said shrugging her shoulders. I turned around and looked at her.
"I will never understand your love for shopping." I said shaking my head.
"Bella, we will never understand your hatred for shopping." Rosalie joked and Edward laughed. I turned and glared at him.
"Care to share what's so funny?"
"Vampire or not, you are still my old Bella." He said simply, kissing my cheek. All the girls 'awed' while the boys made gagging sounds.
"So Bella let's get going, it's a brand new day." Catherine said happily. I looked out the window and was shocked to see it was the morning. Damn how long were we talking for?
"It's the morning?" I asked dumfounded. Everyone chuckled.
"Yeah Bella, its 10 am to be exact." Alice said looking at her imaginary watch and then looking shocked.
"What's wrong Alice?" I asked.
"It's 10 am? Oh my God, I'm not shopping? Let's go people I cannot miss an hour of shopping."
"But Alice." I whined stomping my foot. Edward chuckled and started playing with my hair. "I don't want to go shopping."
She turned and glared at me. "Isabella Marie Swan, in about a second I am going to kill you. Do you know how many people are shopping and I'm not?"
"Alice then go by yourself. I want to spend to with Bella." Edward said kissing my neck. I shivered in pleasure until I saw Alice. I have never been so terrified of her in my life until now. She turned her deadly glare on Edward and it scared the crap out of me.
"She's going." She said through gritted teeth. Katelyn put an arm on her and smiled then walked over to me and started pulling me.
"Oh God is everyone going to kidnap me?" I asked being pulled. Alice giggled while Emmett laughed his butt off.
"We're taking my convertible." Rosalie said. It all happened so fast, I don't even remember. The strumming in my head got louder and the pain worse. Before we could pass the door I yelled in pain.
Esme and Edward ran to my side. "Bella dear, what's wrong are you alright?" Esme asked worriedly, while placing her hands on either side of my face.
"Bella? Bella love? What's wrong?" Edward asked like a madman.
"I-I…my head." I managed. They all shared a confused look since vampires couldn't get headaches my sentence sounded off. Carlisle walked up to me with an alarmed expression.
"You must relax Bella." He said. I nodded but was cut off by another scream. The pain was increasing and it was killing me. I then heard another scream, but this time it wasn't from me, it was from Jasper. He was sitting on the chair clutching his head.
"J-Jasper you have to leave." I said. He looked at me through pained eyes.
"Bella…what's this?" He asked, pulling at his hair.
"I-I don't know, but you must leave." If he didn't leave he would project the pain to my families, and the last thing I wanted was the people I loved in pain, especially Edward.
"But Bella—" He protested, while gasping for air.
"Now!" I yelled. He nodded and walked over to Alice. She looked at me torn between her decision.
"Go." I chocked, before I yelled again. She nodded and ran as far as possible from the house. I groaned at the pain and collapsed on the floor.
"Bella? Please speak to me." Edward begged while he picked me up and placed me gently on the couch. It pained me seeing everyone like this, but I just couldn't will my mouth to move and whenever I opened it, screams were heard.
Carlisle tried to calm me down, but I couldn't even hear him over the loud strumming in the back of my head. I eventually blacked out in the real world and started hearing yells in my head.
Edward's POV
What's wrong with Bella? She's on the couch screaming her lungs off and clutching her head. Everyone is hovering over her worried sick.
"Carlisle, are you sure we can't get migraines?" Emmett asked, looking up from Bella. Carlisle nodded. "Then what in heavens name could be wrong with her? She sure looks like she's having one." Rosalie smacked the back of his head. "Ow Rose."
"Emmett now's not the time to behave like an idiot." She sneered, touching Bella's forehead. He just nodded and walked to the door.
"I'm going to find the pixie and emo." He thought as he ran. I nodded and looked back at Bella.
"Ahh! Stop yelling at me. It's not my fault!" She yelled. I took her face in between my hands and got nervous. We're not yelling.
"Bella, we're not yelling, please what's going on?" I asked hopelessly to receive another scream.
"I had to, I love him. Stop, I'm sorry." She's sorry? For what? What's going on? Suddenly Katelyn's head snapped up and she ran over to Bella and grabbed her hand.
"What's wrong Kat?" Joy asked. She looked up at us through pained eyes. I started to get worried. She knew something we didn't.
"Katelyn dear, please let us know." Esme said touching her shoulder. She shook her head and that's when Rosalie got pissed.
"Katelyn listen to me, and listen closely." Rosalie turned to glare at her. Whoa, Rose did change. Bella yelled again. "We don't know what's going on with our sister and you do. So if you want Bella to stay in pain then leave!" Katelyn cringed at Rosalie's tone while Bella yelled once more.
"Fine!" I sighed. Thank you. I looked back at Bella and cradled her in my arms. She started to 'shiver'? Since when do we get cold? Then I noticed one more thing, her breathing was slowing down. I started to panic. Bella's dying. "Remember the story Bella told us? The one about how God warned her she must not reveal her identity or tell anyone her past except me?" We all nodded. She closed her eyes and continued. "He told her there would be a consequence if she defied him."
"What type?" I growled. She started dry sobbing onto her mate's shoulder.
"I'm not sure. He never told her."
Is she having a conversation with God now? Maybe if I could read her mind.