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Nessie.

Ch 41 A hope?

Bella's POV

I blacked out from the real world and started hearing yells.

"YOU ISABELLA MARIE SWAN, ARE A TOTAL DISASTER! HOW DARE YOU DISOBEY ME?" God yelled.

I can't believe this. Oh no.

"I am sorry. Please forgive me?"

"I will give you no more chances." I flinched, what does he mean? "You are going where you should've been before I interfered."

Wait, I hope he doesn't mean my grave? I have to let someone hear what's going on. I tried to concentrate on my unmoving body. I was stuck inside my mind with really no control over the outside. I have to concentrate to move at least one inch. I felt my hand move and placed it on someone's soft hand. With that I pulled down my mental shield.

Edward's POV

When we saw Bella's hand move to us, we all gasped. It landed right on my hand and suddenly my head started hearing things. I looked down and noticed Bella let her shield down for me. I concentrated hard on what was going on.

"Yes I mean your grave. Do you think I can let you go on unpunished after what you did?" Someone—I'm assuming was God—asked.

"Please, I am so sorry I never meant for this to happen. I just found my happiness, don't take it away." My angel begged. But this was Bella, my Isabella. She wasn't Annabella and her chocolate brown eyes were filled with tears.

"I am sorry but I am going to. I am going to fix the problem you have caused."

Bella kneeled down on the floor and begged.

"Please I don't want to live another day without Edward." I was outraged. He can't let an angel humiliate herself like that.

"You should've thought of that before. I am going to make your death slow." I saw the fear in her eyes when she heard death. "By the end of tonight you will be gone." With that the voice faded.

Bella started to cry uncontrollably and I left her mind. "Edward?" Everyone asked. I looked down at Bella and started to cry tearless cries.

"Dear, what's wrong?" Esme asked running over to me. I held onto Bella tighter and leaned into Esme's shoulder.

"Edward what's going on?" Rose asked. I couldn't find my voice.

"Ok pretty boy." I looked up to see Cobbie looking murderous. "Tell us what happened."

I took a deep breath and kissed Bella's forehead. "B-Bella's going to die."

Everyone gasped. "What?" Matthew asked. I nodded.

"When she touched me, she let her shield down and let me inside her mind. She was having a conversation with God." Kat looked up at me with terror filled eyes.

"Her punishment…" She thought. I nodded.

"He's going to send Bella to her grave and make it a slow painful death." Cobbie growled at the same time Emmett entered the room with Alice and Jasper. Alice ran to Bella and held her hand.

"How is she?" Jasper asked looking straight at me.

"She's going to die." My voice broke on the last word. A life without Bella seemed totally impossible.

"No!" Emmett roared. "Eddie you're lying." I shook my head and he started banging the walls with his fists.

"Emmett dear stop." Esme yelled. I turned to everyone.
"Please leave me with her." They all nodded and left. I sat down on the floor staring at my beautiful angel that was on the couch. I closed my eyes and let memories flood my mind. The ones of me scaling her window late at night to hear her mumble my name in her sleep. The kisses we shared and then one very specific memory showed up.

Flashback:

I took Bella out for dinner at our meadow, under the night sky. She wore a dark blue dress that clung to her body and silver 3-inch stilettos. Her hair was curled and put into a side ponytail. She looked absolutely gorgeous. After she ate I gave her a try of wine.

"Is that any good?" She asked wrinkling her cute little nose, as I poured the wine into her cup.

I chuckled. "You will just have to try it." She stuck her tongue out at me, but took the cup.

"If I puke I'm holding you personally responsible." She threatened and took a long sip. She looked up at me and smiled. "It's good."

I rolled my eyes. "It's better than today's wine, I'll tell you that much." She giggled, but then started to laugh. I raised one eyebrow. "Uh care to share the joke?"

She nodded. "Imagine blood in a bottle of wine for you. That would be just so damn funny." I laughed. That would save me the hunting trips.

After a while we got up and slow danced. Of course Bella still has two left feet so I put her on top of mine. "Edward?" She looked up at me.
"Yes?"

"I want to be a vampire." I stopped twirling and stared at her. Not this again.

"Bella I am not having this discussion again." Her eyes saddened.

"Why don't you want me to become a vampire? Is it because you don't want me to be with you for eternity?" A single tear made its way down her cheek. I instantly kissed it away and stared into her eyes.

"Don't ever say that! I would love to be with you for eternity, but I'm just not taking away your soul. That's not fair I love you way too much for that."

"I love you too Edward. But don't love me too much if that's what it takes to be a vampire." She joked. I chuckled and kissed her.

"I can't stay away from you any longer Bella." I told her.

"Then don't, because I would rather die than be away from you." I looked up at the sky and thanked heaven for my angel. I looked back down and kissed her passionately. Her arms went around my neck and into my hair in an instant. I loved her and she loved me, maybe our love can survive and overcome our difference.

End flashback

I opened my eyes when someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around to see Katelyn. "What are you doing back so early?" I asked. The words coming out harsher than necessary. She looked at me and smiled.

"It's been 3 hours Edward." My face fell. Three hours on one memory? I looked at Bella and saw her breathing even slower and her eyebrows knitted together in pain. My head fell in my hands and I turned back to a saddened Katelyn holding something. "Maybe this can help." She placed the object in my hand and closed it into a fist. "Fight."

I nodded and she walked away. When I opened my hand, I had the silver heart shaped locket I gave Bella. I opened us to see our picture and our motive. "Forever and Always" I looked at Bella once more and put the locket around her neck, I then bent down to whisper. "Don't leave me, we said Forever and always." I gave her a long peck and sat back down. Suddenly her breathing came to an abrupt halt and I started to panic

"Carlisle!" I called. He came rushing in with Alice and Rosalie.

"What happened?" They asked.

"I don't know." Carlisle checked her quickly but soon slowed down and turned to me and my sisters. Rose and Alice were holding hands while I just wanted Bella to awake.

"I'm sorry Edward, but she's gone." He whispered. I immediately ran to Bella and started yelling.

"No Bella!!" I cradled her in my arms and rocked back and forth. When I looked down again something funny happened. She was changing from Annabella to Isabella back and forth. Like a hologram with a glitch and she was fading. "Alice what's going on?"

She ran over to me and kneeled down eye level. "I-I don't know. She's fading, but keeps switching appearances."

KPOV

"Come on Kat, let's go see." Cobbie insisted. I stopped pacing and nodded. We all entered the house to see so many things at once.

Edward was on the floor with Bella in his arms. Alice was speaking so fast, I couldn't catch a word she said. And what we thought was Bella kept switching appearances.

"W-what's wrong? Who is that?" Catherine asked. Edward turned around to speak to us.

"This is Isabella Marie." He said. I stared at the rapidly changing girl. Annabella was beautiful, because of her vampire appearance, but Isabella was simply gorgeous, and she was a human.

She had pale skin, full lips, dark thick brown hair, and what seemed like a bite mark on her inner arm. I couldn't tell exactly as she kept switching.