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Ch 45 Goodbye

The first days of October…

BPOV

"Thanks Ang, it means a lot that you are coming." I said sincerely. I was walking over to Edward's Volvo while talking to Angela. She assured me that she was coming to the wedding and was gushing about how she knew we would end up together. I laughed.

"No problem Bella. You're my friend and I love you." She said. I smiled and hugged her.

"Thanks Angie, see you…soon." I whispered the last part. It might be a long time before I see Angela again. With me being a newborn and all.

"Bye Bella." She waved and ran off to her boyfriend, Ben. I walked up to my smiling fiancé and kissed him.

"Hello, love." He greeted.

"Hey Edward." I said. "C'mon let's go." I said jumping into the car. It was a quiet ride to the Cullen's. Today was my last day as a human. I already told Charlie I was staying over at Alice's for the next two weeks and he agreed since he himself was going to stay at La Push.

Edward grabbed my bag and slung it over his shoulder and led me inside to the house. I was greeted by a bear hug.

"Em…can't…breathe." I chocked out.

"Oops sorry Belly." I blushed at his stupid nick name for me and he laughed.

"Ha ha, I got to make her blush once more. Ha!" He wiped a fake tear from the corner of his eye away.

"Bella, dear." Esme and Joy greeted. I ran to them and hugged them. I looked back to see Edward looking pained.

"You ready Bella?" He asked.

"Wait, can I have a chocolate chip cookie before? This will be my last one I taste." I asked and the whole house erupted into laughter.

"Sure, love." Edward breathed out after he caught his breath.

After I ate my chocolate chip cookie—which was delicious considering vampires don't eat.—I walked over to Edward and hugged him from behind.

"I'm ready Edward." He looked at me and kissed me passionately, before he called Carlisle.

"I love you Bella." He said resting his forehead against mine.

"Love you more Edward." I replied with a giggle. He shook his head and smiled. Carlisle appeared right in front of me and led me to the couch.

"Alright Bella, are you ready?" He asked. I nodded. "See you soon." He whispered with a smile before letting Edward take his place. Alice skipped over to us and removed my hair from my neck, giving full view of it.

"See you soon Bella, love you." She hugged me and skipped away to stand next to Jasper.

Edward bent down and placed a small peck on my lips. "I love you Bella." He said one more time.

"I love you too Edward." I said as I closed my eyes and arched my neck a bit more. Suddenly I felt a something razor like sharp cut through my flesh. I gasped in pain, but that's all I felt.

Edward's POV

"I love you too Edward." She said before closing her beautiful eyes and arching her neck towards me. I took a deep breath and lowered my lips to her neck "sorry" I mumbled too low for Bella to hear and sunk my teeth into her neck. I heard a gasp while her blood flowed into my mouth. It tasted so good that instantly I wanted more. I had forgotten how good her blood tasted. When I was about to swallow more of her blood I took a glimpse at Bella, suddenly she turned back to Annabella. The Bella that was depressed and almost hated me. I didn't want to kill Bella. I loved her too much.

I watched as I saw my Bella again, her brown hair sprayed on the right side of her neck, her eyes shut tightly and her fists clenched in…pain. That was enough to stop my bloodlust. I didn't want Bella to be sad, I didn't want to see her in pain, and I loved her. I pulled back and concentrated on biting her ankles, wrists, and her inner arm that had James' scar.

Carlisle and Alice came over to me. "You did well son." Carlisle complimented while patting my shoulder. Alice squatted so that her face was at my level. She was smiling like mad.

"Don't worry Edward, you did fine. I already saw the outcome. It will only be two day in a half." She said.

"Really Alice?" She nodded and pointed to herself.

"Psychic duh!" She joked and we chuckled.

"Thanks."

"No problem, but I am going to change Bella. Be right back!" She called and ran to her room. I shook my head and grabbed Bella's hand.

Bella's POV

There was so much fire and pain. I felt like death would be so much easier and painless than this. It felt like I was being burned alive very slowly while being stabbed, shot, and dismembered at the same time.

I gritted my teeth and locked my jaw so I wouldn't scream. I will not make this harder on them. While I was writhing I heard a familiar echo in my head.

"Bella" The voice called to me.

"Yes?" I asked.

He chuckled. "No matter which path you choose you always end up a vampire."

I laughed a bit and forgot the fire that became even…hotter? "Sometimes I think I was destined to become a vampire." I joked.

"Indeed you were Bella."

"Say what?"

God chuckled lightly. "Bella, I have made two futures for you. One, you become a vampire. Two, you live a human life that was not meant to be yours, die at an early age and have a horrible marriage. But in truth you were destined to become a vampire."

"Nice future you had planned for me God." I mumbled sarcastically. He chuckled again and then his voice faded. When his voice faded the fire came back and I thought I was going to scream, but I just ground my teeth even harder and held completely still.

I will not ruin the control I have. I spent years—well it felt like it—burning in agony. The fire got so strong at one point and my heart started to pound so fast and strong that my back arched in response. That was the only movement I allowed from my body. I then started to hear voices and light footsteps.

"Alice, please do that later." A velvet voice said annoyed.

"Do you think she will let me? No. So let me have my chance." A voice that was like singing said. "Kat, Rose go get my bag." I heard light running going up the stairs and rummaging.

I was surprised I could hear all these things. I felt something go through my hair. It felt nice.

"Carlisle listen." The velvet voice said. I heard a pair of footsteps sashay away from me and sit on the stairs, followed by another pair of footsteps coming closer to me.

"Ah, almost done." The voice said. Suddenly I noticed the fire retreat from my palms leaving them nice and cool and my heart beating its final beats. With it last 'thump' I easily opened my eyes.

Everything seemed so clear. There were colors I didn't even know existed present. I suddenly felt a warm hand squeeze lightly over mine and my body stiffened. In about a second I crouched on the couch and snarled. When I saw the cause of my defense I immediately loosened up and sat back down with an 'oof.'

"Bella, love?" The velvet voice, which belonged to my favorite person, Edward, asked. I didn't respond, I just grabbed his hand and entwined our fingers. He smiled and I opened my mouth to say something.

"Edward." I surprised at how beautiful my voice sounded. It was like bells. "I love you." His smile grew wider and he flashed me his beautiful white teeth, before he crashed his lips to mine. This kiss was fierce, hungry, eager, yet passionate. He had hold back so much when I was human. If I would have known this is what I would've gotten if I were a vampire I would've begged to be changed sooner.

"PDA people PDA!!" Someone boomed with laughter, followed by a 'thwack' and a "C'mon Rose, what did I do now?" I pulled back to find all the families staring at us. If I would've still been human I would've been the color of a tomato by now. I noticed Jasper stood in front of Alice protectively, but with a kind smile, as did Emmett and Collin to their mates.

"The lust guys, you've gotta watch it." Jasper teased and I stuck my tongue out at him, as he chuckled.

I was attacked by two overly hyper vampires and another two model-looking vampires.

"Bella! Oh my God finally!" Alice screeched. I covered my ears and looked up to see Katelyn on my stomach yelling.

"Anna!" Geez still Anna, oh well. "I am so glad you're awake, I was so lonely without you. Annabella I was about to die of boredom, until Alice let us dress you…" She trailed off when my eyes widened. I looked down to see myself in a blood red spaghetti strap dress that went up to the knee and black 4-inch stilettos. I. Am. Going. To. Kill. Them.

"Whose dress is this?" I asked. Rosalie smiled at me and raised her hand.
"Mine Bella, I saw it and you had to wear it. It compliments you nicely by the way." She said propping her elbow on my abdomen.

"So baby girl what you going to do?" Catherine asked.

"Well first—" I was cut off by Alice.

"Wait you have to see yourself. Edward promised I could be the first to show you."

"Well I need to get up for that." I said sarcastically and they all got up until Emmett gasped.

"What the fuck man?" He looked at me wide eyed.

"Emmett McCarty Cullen! Don't swear again or I will make you eat human food for a month!" Esme yelled.

"Sorry Esme…" He mumbled. Jasper turned to him with an expression that said 'are you crazy?'

"Why were you—oh my fucking Jesus!" He yelled.

"Jasper Whitlock Cullen Hale!" I was surprised that this time it wasn't only Esme, but Alice too. She yelled at him and slapped him upside the head, before walking over to me with a huge—maybe double her size—mirror.

"Seriously guys what are you—Oh my God!" Edward exclaimed. What the hell? Am I an ugly vampire? What's wrong? I looked into the mirror and gasped.

"T-this can't be me." I stuttered. Collin and Cobbie stared at me wide eyed and Edward still hadn't shut his mouth. I looked back to the mirror and studied myself more clearly. I was beautiful! I looked much more than myself, like in a way I brought some of Annabella with me. My hair darkened up a shade of brown that reached my elbows in waves. My body had filled up with the curves that I needed. My skin was white and my eyes were red, but that's when I really noticed it. At the edges of my eyes they weren't just red, they were rainbow.

I turned back to see Edward smiling at me. "You look gorgeous, love." I smiled and kissed him passionately.

"Thank you. You want to hunt?" He nodded, but then he gasped.

"What now?" I asked scared. Then everyone gasped. I ran back to the mirror and gasped myself. I was now standing there as a beautiful blonde, with blue eyes. "H-how?"

Carlisle came to me smiling. "You're something like a shape shifter, who can change their appearance. Try again. Think of a person you want to look like." I nodded and closed my eyes.

"Oh for the love of all that's holy!" Edward exclaimed.

"Anna!" Kat ran to me. "You're back." I turned to look in the mirror and saw that I was Annabella again. I laughed and changed back to myself.

"That was the coolest thing ever, I swear!" Emmett boasted. I shook my head and grabbed Edward's hand and pulled him out into the forest.

"You ready, love?" I nodded.

We spend most of the time hunting and laughing as we talked. When we got home Alice pulled me upstairs to finish with the wedding plans. I couldn't wait until I was finally Mrs. Bella Cullen. I hoped August 13 would come soon.