Sending me a message would be nice, I havent gotten any yet! :(
Hayleys POV
"I love you," The words just came out of his mouth. I quickly turned around to face him, his arms still wrapped around my waist. My eyes were filled with sympathy, I bet he expected me to say it back.
"Maybe you should go," I said. I knew I should be happy becuase he confessed his love, But I just dont feel the same way. We had only been dating for a week, how could he possibly love me. He barely knew me! I could have told him that I love him back but I would only be lying.
"What?" He looked like he might cry, his arms slipped away from my waist.
"Im sorry..." I already missed him being so close to me. Im not ready though, If I cant let go of the past then how am I suppose to live in the present. I did like him alot, but my heart was still broken and needed a little longer to heal. Every night the memories of that horrid boy touching me keeps me awake and causes me to wake up crying. The memorys always came back each time Christofer touched me.
"Its just...just to soon for me," I saw hope flicker in his eyes.
"Its fine I understand, you dont have to say it back, maybe after a few months you will." He said, thinking that I was not ready for love, but its so much more than that.
"No, you dont understand. Im not ready for a realationship." I said while forcing the tears back.
"Oh," Was all he could say. "Then...Is it over?" I nodded yes and we just stared at each other for a few seconds. His gaze turned to the door, slowly he kissed me on the cheek, trying to save the moment. I watched him walk away, out the door and continued to stare at a distance, out the window as his care pulled away. It was over, maybe the pain was over too. But how could I be sure?