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Hayleys POV
There were only two people who were on my mind. The first one was Chris, his adorable smile, the way he looked at me and his sweet voice. The second was the man who ruined my life, and abillity to love. I had so many memories of his rough hands touching me, and forcing me to do things I didnt want to do. I was so young and I thought I loved him. If he had waited I might have given myself freely over to him but he was everything but paitent. A knock at my door interrupted my thoughts. Of course of all people, it was him, standing on my porrch staring at his feet.
"Can you please give me another chance?" He said. I didnt know what to do, I wanted to cry, run away, lock myself in my room, scream at him but for some reason I wanted to talk to him too.
"Why?"
"Becuase I love you," His gaze moved to me, based on how he was looking at me, he really did love me.
"Please, I just want to prove myself to you," He continued to beg for another chance. I just nodded yes and he took me into his arms. All I needed right now was someone to hold me, a part of me regreted this decision but i did feel just a little bit happier. I decided not to bring up what happened last time I saw him, I wasnt in the mood to be hurt again. I invited him in and we just sat on my couch to talk.
"So, Mark, what do you want to talk about?" I asked him.
"Well what have you been doing latley?," Mark asked.
"Not much, I did date this guy recently," I really didnt want to talk about Chris, I was still confused about the whole situation.
"Then tell me about him, how did you guys meet?" We sat there about an hour, I told him about how Chris was in a band and I met him through my work. I decided to leave out the part that involves waking up in his tour bus. Mark didnt seem to like Chris after the conversation, probibly beacuase he made me cry so many times.
"Yep, thats my life story," He looked confused like he didnt understand why I was so upset.
"Your not telling me everything..." He was right, I didnt tell him everything. How would I tell him that the reason why I can never let a guy touch me is becuase he forced me onto that bed, three years ago. And everytime Chris tried to get closer the memory came back and I had to force him away. I really do like Christofer but I couldnt take all the stress.
"No, thats it," I said plainly, trying to sound like I was telling the truth.
"Really? Ok," Looking over at him, I noticed somethig dark red smeared on his pants. The same dark red smear was on his hand, it was just lighter and starting to rub off. I grabbed his hand to look at it.
"Is this blood?" I asked, afraid of the answer.
"yes." He replied, staring off into space.
"What happened?" I asked, It took him a while to answer, it seemed like he was thinking about an excuse.
"I Had a, um...Bloody nose." I knew he was lying, but I was afraid to ask what the truth was. I had to admit, he still scared me, he still gave me nightmares but I still loved him.
Christofers POV
A quick trip to the gas station to get more ciggarettes only took ten minutes. Slipping the unopened pack of ciggarettes into my pocket I walked toward my small house. A neatly folded peice of paper was taped to my door, Unfolding the paper I saw it was a letter adressed to me.
Stay away from hayley, you've already caused her enough pain. She keeps crying everytime she mentions the night you broke up, so do everyone a favor and dont talk to her. If you do, I gaurantee I will know, and you will regret it.
My immediate thought was that it is from the guy at starbucks, that had shoved me into the wall. My nose still hurt from yesterday and a large black and blue bruise had formed on my cheek and nose. Who ever this guy was, I couldnt let him any where near Hayley.
