Bills POV
Finally finishing the eye liner on one of my eyes, I started the next as Tom walked in the bathroom. The bathroom on the tour bus was pretty small, definitely not big enough for the two of us. As tom was reaching for his hat that he left on the counter, he bumped my arm which resulted in a long line of eye liner down my cheek.
"Thanks Tom, so much." I said sarcastically.
"Always glad to help!" He said while laughing. While he wasn't paying attention i quickly drew a black line with the eye liner on his face.
"Hey look Tom, were twins," I could Gustav laughing from the front of the tour bus. Tom grabbed the roll of toilet paper and ripped off a couple sheets to rub the eye liner with. He ended up smearing it and making it worse.
"You suck!" He yelled. I handed him my large tube of make-up remover after getting some myself. We both wiped the dark line from our faces. Tom left the small bathroom as I finished up my makeup and sprayed my large hair once more with hair spray just to make sure it stays in place. Sitting down next to Tom, a random thought popped in my head.
"Do you know what we need? "I asked.
"To get laid?" I couldn't help but laugh at how seriously he had said that.
"Yeah I guess, and a vacation." I said, "We need just a couple weeks of nothing music related."
"Sounds fun, tell me when you can actually find a time that were not in the studio, on tour or writing more music." Tom was right; we were way too busy to ever take a break. I could live without a vacation but my busy schedule also prevented me from having a normal relationship. I've wanted a girlfriend, just someone to call mine but it's hard to find the right one when everyone knows you as the guy from Tokio Hotel. And nothing but that. Especially when so many people are convinced you're gay. More than anything I want to fall in love, I've even said multiple times in my music that I do but it hasn't worked out for me yet. And what happens if i do find the right girl? What would we do, there would be no time to see her, or go on dates. Everything is just so complicated now; I never thought our bands fame would stop me from doing so many things. Tom is better off than me, since he's ok with doing one time thing with girls; not having a relationship doesn't bother him as much. I could never just have one night stands; I would feel far too guilty.