Previously - Lauren and Whitney make up, lauren sees the doctor, Joey arrives to see Lauren
As Joey and I sat in the living room of my house, we both felt the tension loming in the air.
"I'm sorry, I didn't believe you"
"Are you? because I think that you are just saying this to get on my good side again"
"No, I really do mean it I should never have believed Lucy over you, it was wrong of me"
"Well right now i'm struggling to accept your apologies and forgive you because you thought that I would pick the drink over you".
"And i'm saying that I was wrong to do that"
"I know that it doesn't make it easier to accept does it".
We both remained in silence for a while but then I broke the silence.
"I'm going to see a councellor tomorrow"
"Why, it was Lucy"
"No, it's me I can't remember a day where I haven't had a drink, it's gotten out of control and I can't do it anymore I want to stop and be someone my family can be proud of"
We remained silent for a while and then he spoke "I want to help you"
"You can't"
"Please, I want us to fight this together"
"No this is something I need to do one my own"
"Lauren I want to be with you, I love you"
"And I love you too but I can't be in a relationship with you"
"Because of Lucy"
"No because I need to trust you again and that will take time and also because my mum is thinking about leaving and I think that i'm going to go with her"
"What, no, you can't leave you have friends here and family"
"I know but I think that the best thing for me is to get a fresh start away fromk all the pain that this place filled with"
"I can't lose you"
The front door then slammed and mum walked in and asked Joey to leave "i'll talk to you later" he said leaving the room.
Mum shut the front door and came to talk to me seeing that I was keeping something from her.
"Lauren, what's wrong?" she asked.
"I'm such a bad person mum"
"What no, no your not"
"Yes, I am because after all the lies that have been told in our family now i'm keeping one of my own"
"Okay, well do you want to tell me it as it might be easier to deal with it?"
"Promise me that you won't flip out and scream and shout at me"
"I promise"
"Okay when the doctor wanted to talk to me earlier it wasn't about mt blood entirely, he told me that... that I'm pregnant"
"Ohhh, Lauren, what are we going to do with you, eh"
"I'm sorry, i'm so so sorry"
"It's okay we'll deal with this together, okay?"
"Yeah" I replied as I broke down crying in her arms.
(P.S. sorry that this wasn't up last night i thought that i had uploaded it when i obviously hadn't, if anyone has any names for the baby and whether it should be a boy or a girl please let me know in the reviews)