She knew I hated what she was doing, which might have been why she continued. "Suki get off. I don't care if you tell Mom! Please, please, get off..."I began sobbing. Maybe I had been turned on a bit for a few moments, but not anymore. I didn't want this, and she knew it. I was afraid, and it just felt wrong.
"Oh Sakura, you're so cute when you beg." She took her mouth off and smirked at me. "Bet you Sasuke would love watching this."I thought on it for a while. If he did, would he like me? I shook it off and shook my head.
"No, Suki, he wouldn't. Just get off." I cried, pushing her away.
"Not until I get what I want." She replied, taking my nipple in her fingers and twirling it around. I sealed my lips, not letting out my moan of pleasure or pain, which I wasn't sure. She couldn't think I enjoyed it. She bent down and stuck my breast inside her mouth. It was warm and wet, and I closed my eyes tight. She massaged the other one with her left hand, then pinched it really hard.
"Owww.."I whispered, arching my back. I saw her mouth curve into a smile as my breast pushed farther into her mouth. Her tounge flicked it a couple times, then circled it. She then nipped at it. Her mouth came off and then she took it in her hand and squeezed it."Suki..Please..Don't.."I begged, pushing her face away.
"Sakura, look at yourself. If you didn't want this, you would've left a long time ago. I know you are holding in a moan. Let it out. It's just you, me, and the darkness. It will be our secret."She scooted to the edge of the bed.
"Suki, I would have left, but you won't let me." I explained unhappily.
"Fine. Leave me. You've never liked me, why would you like me now? No one has ever loved me. You've always been Mom and Dad's favorite, and that won't change." She stared at me as I put my bra and shirt on. I got up and was walking toward the door when I stopped. I felt sad eyes boring into my back. I blinked, and without turning back or saying another word, I left and closed the door behind me. I felt her watching me as I made my way down the hallway, down the steps, into the kitchen. Somewhere, deep inside me, I felt a little pity for Suki. She had spoke the truth. But I couldn't pleasure her by giving up my virginity.