Hey guys I have taken a break from this story and have been reading other fics about of course river and the doctor to try and get the hang of writing because i am still new to this but im starting to get a feel on what direction i want to take this story in and i hope you guys like it and please feel free to leave suggestions they really do help and or just reviews on what you liked it really helps. Also this chapter is going to be the doctors point of view but hes not really the one telling the story and the next chapter will be rivers if this is confusing dont worry about it you will be able to tell what im doing by the next chapter. But for now Enjoy!

"River" he sighed reaching out to the monitor as if he could somehow touch her through the screen , where he watched her as she sat on her bed in her small but comfy flat a gift the tardis had gave her after being pardoned from stormcage. It even had a tardis blue door he smiled sadly at that It must be just as hard for the tardis as it is for him to see River in so much pain as she sat on the edge of her bed right knee tucked under her chin where her curls rested as her tears caused them to stick to her cheeks witch had lost their usual color and was replaced by paleness. River was still grieving over their child,Anabella he still blamed himself for he death of his infant daughter but still questioned why River was avoiding,him ever since she had came back from the library. Maybe she thought it would be best to leave him be with Clara someone who he can show the stars to someone who he could easily impress.

What a clever girl she is she had saved River better than had or could ever do rather when she jumped into his time stream she had made a stop in this huge place full of books, the biggest library in the universe she walked around until she recognized a mop of blond curly hair wearing what she called a marshmallow suite as she strapped herself to the wires on the chair water like liquid falling from her emerald eyes flowing rapidly. It was then that clara new what she had to do she one more death couldnt hurt right.

The doctor would not have known that River was alive if clara had not given him Rivers diary.

Where did you get this how did you get this why do you even have this." His blue eyes flared with anger, confusion and so much sadness.

" When i jumped into your time line I landed into this huge library it was on the banister so I grabbed because it looks like the tardis and i thought you might be able to give it to professor song thought she might want it.

"What do you mean? River song is dead saved into a library computer.

"River song was saved"

"By whom"? he raised his eyebrow

"By Clara oswin oswald." she replied. After that he dropped her off and went flying into the vortex landing in Rivers backyard. But his mind was still puzzled on one thing why hadnt River contacted him. he just didnt understand why River had not tried to reach him sanding him a flirty message on the physic paper or carve his the ever classic 'hello sweetie into the great wall of china or something. Maybe she just did not want him to find her but that was not going to stop he made up his mind he was going to go out their and comfort his wife she needed him. taking a deep breath combing his hair to one side with his fingers and fixing his bow tie he headed out of the tardis walking up the rocky steps and knocked on the blue doors.

The door opened with a creak followed by a small gasp.

"Doctor?"

If you had not noticed this was my attempt to leave you with a cliff hanger but anyway let me know how you like the story