Chapter 14:Hikaru's misery

Hikaru's POV

"I hope she didn't talk to that guy," I told my brother Koaru.

"I know that guy has bad news writen all over him," Koaru said eating his dinner.

I couldn't eat or sleep since we meet Kenji. All I could think about was Kazumi's next move. I didn't want her to go to that place but, I think she didn't. Dangit Kazumi what on earth are you thinking about? I asked myself as I at my dinner.

"So I see your still worried about that Kazumi girl," my dad said with his head inside the news paper.

"Who wouldn't be dear?'' my mom said.

"I am going to go up stairs," I said getting up.

My parents were silent until I left the dinning room.

"What on earth should we do?" I heard my mom say.

"I don't know dear. This sort of thing is out of my expertese," My father said. "Plus I don't know what a girl is thinking because I am not one."

"Oh and you expect me to know what she is thinking becasue I am one," my mother argued.

"Mom, Dad this isn't going to help Hikaru out," Koaru said.

"Your right. I will send word to the sports industry to my good friend and ask him what he knows of this place," my father said.

Then all of the other words were lost as I got up stairs. I opened the door to my room and walked in with out turning the lights on. I laid on my bed looking at the sealing and just wondering about Kazumi. The only thing I wanted to do know was holder in my arms maybe go out with her to the fair this coming weekend, but I knew the way we were going it was never going to happen.

I turned to my side and looked at my phone. She didn't call me what so ever. I dialed her number but didn't press the send button. My finger hesitated pushing the button. I tried really hard to press the button but my arm took control and laid the phone down to my side.

Then all of a sudden I stood up and I listened to the wind.

"Goodbye Hikaru," I heard the wind say with Kazumi's voice.

I turned around to look out my window and opened it hoping to see Kazumi look at me through one of the trees but all I saw was a cat jumping out of the tree and on to the ground.

I could feel that something bad was going to happen. I wasn't sure what but, something was.

"Do you think she would do something that stupid?" Koaru said out of knowhere.

I turned around and faced him.

"You know it is bad if you keep the lights off. Especially when you are down like this. You will have really bad nightmares," Koaru said sitting on my bed.

''Sorry I dosed off," I told him.

I looked out the window once more hoping to at least see her face.

"What are you looking at?" Koaru said coming to look out the window with me.

"I thought I heard Kazumi's voice,'' I told him not caring if he thought I was being silly.

"What did she say?" Koaru asked.

"She said goodbye," I said sadly.

"That isn't a good sign," Koaru said looking at his fingers.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"Because it is a bad omen if you hear someone you love and is worried about really bad. It could mean that they are headed ot to something dangeours," Koaur said.

"Is that ture?" I asked looking at my fingers as well.

"It may it may not. But just keep hoping that everything will be alright," Koaru said trying to keep my hopes up.

"Thanks Koaru," I said looking at him.

"Hey it is what I do," Koaru said smiling at me. "You should get some sleep."

"Okay."

I just laid on my bed unable to sleep. All I could think about was Kazumi. I remember when this first happened when I first meet her. It bugged me the whole night. I had a hard time sleeping because all I could think about was her. I had always thought to myself Why am I thinking about her? Why is she always in my head? Were only friends and that is all we can ever be.

Then stupid Koaru made us go on a date, which I never regretted, but know I can't imagine being without her.

After a week without talking to her is like a day without sun; having no air; not being able to drink food or water for months or a year. I just feel so strong about her it makes me feel rediculaus.

With all of these thoughts in my head I finally went to sleep hoping that tommorrow would be a better day.

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The next day I woke up to Koaru shaking me like crazy. After a minute or so I got up annoyed.

"What is it Koaru?" I asked sitting up.

"Hikaru it is about Kazumi. She's gone," Koaru said panicking.

I quickly got out of bed and started shaking Koaru.

"What do you mean she is gone? Did someone kiddnap her? Does she have her cell phone? Do you know if she is alright? Come on Koaru tell me," said getting angry.

"Hikaru don't shake your brother like that," my mom yelled coming into the room.

I let go of Koaru and started getting a new pair of clothes on so I could go out searching for her.

"Hikaru what are you doing?" Koaru asked me as I was changing.

"I am going to look for her," I said rushing.

"How are you going to look for her? You don't even know where to start looking for her," Koaru said.

"I don't care. I need to find her. She could be in trouble," I said about to head out of my room.

"Hikaru stop," my father said blocking my way.

"WHY?!" I yelled.

"Haruhi and the others are coming so they can help you find her, so just calm down," my father said.

"How can I calm down when my girlfriend is out there somewhere getting killed," I yelled so angry.

I heard the door to my house open. I knew who that was so I sprinted down stairs and I saw Haruhi crying.

"Why?" I started yelling at her. "Why didn't you stop her? Why didn't you do anything. WHY?" I asked crushing her arms.

"HIKARU," Tamaki yelled at me as he squesed one of my arms. "That is enough. It isn't Haruhi's fault."

I looked at her treary eyes and then let go of her.

"We will find her. My troops has gone searching for her," Kyouya explained to me.

"Hikaru...she left you...sinff...this," Haruhi said crying giving me a folded up note.

I opened it.

Dear Hikaru,

By the time you get this I have already gone. Tell Kyouya it is impossible to find me. I cannot be found or at least by anyone that you know of. I am sorry Hikaru but, I should have never gone out with you. Forgive me that I have broken your heart. You all should forget about me and move on because where I am going time will never go on and my heart will have to stop loving. I love you and I hope you find the right girl.

Love,

Kazumi.

I read through the letter to many time that I lost count. All I could do was cry and cry until I yelled Kazumi's name like I was a mad man. A man that had lost everything. I felt my body take a lot of weight and fell to the ground. My heart felt like someone was crushing it within the palm of there hand.

Everyone tried to comfort me but, they couldn't do nothing. As I cryed so did the heavens and as I screamed so did the clouds.