I have been sat in my room for over an hour now. I can hear the pack downstairs talking to my dad and each other.
A door opens and I hear a familiar voice
"Where's Raya" Jacob says "in her room but she isn't doing so good. I had to use my alpha voice so she wouldn't harm herself" Sam says "what please tell me she's ok"
"She thinks you don't love her Jacob. She said it hurts more than when she was away from you. I want my sister back like she was before that bloodsucker arrived" Janet yells
I hear feet running up the stairs and want to run but I just cant be bothered to move so I turn my back to the door as it opens
The bed dips and a hand is placed on my hip in a comforting manner
"Come to rip out the rest of my heart Jake. Go ahead I don't care anymore. I wont kill myself over it, Sam has forbidden me to do so. Go ahead, I'm sorry Raya but I don't love you I love the bloodsucking bitch and I always will. You where just a distraction from my pain until she returned so I could run to her and fuck her senseless" I say with my back still to him
He grabs me and spins me to face him with anger in his eyes "don't you dare" "what don't call your sweet Bella a bloodsucking bitch. Just did" I yell as I go to hit him
He has me pinned to the bed in seconds and is looking down on me
"Don't you dare ever think that I love her? I love you and I always have and always will.
The day your mum took you away from me was the worst thing in the world.
I never loved Bella and I realise that now. She was the distraction from the pain of not having you in my life.
Nobody will ever compare to you and I have told her this"
I look into his eyes and I know he isn't lying to me. I lean up and capture his lips as he kisses me hard
"I love you jakey" "I love you more baby. You're the only girl for me" "can I kill the bitch please"
"I would let you but the treaty is in place" he says as he kisses me again "can I beat on her than" he laughs
"We'll see if Sam will let you" "thank you"
We have decided that I and Leah will return to the Cullen's house but Sam has given strict orders that we can only attack if we feel threatened.
We are once again met at the door by Edward as he glares at me
"I don't want you near Bella" he tells me with a hiss
"I have been ordered not to attack her, unless I feel threatened" I tell him and than Blondie appears by his side smiling and waving at me "hey Blondie" I say and she comes over and hugs me "thank you for hitting her and I'm Rosalie" "its nice to meet you Rosalie and you're welcome" I hear Edward growl at us both and Leah laughs
"I'm beginning to like you leech" Leah tells Rosalie and she smiles "come on inside" Rosalie tells us and leads us in as I grin at Edward and pass him
We enter the living area and the big guy comes over smiling "hey pup" "hi shwartzaneggar" he laughs and hugs me "you guys really like to hug huh" "I like you, you got balls" he says "probably bigger than yours" I say and another guy laughs and I turn to him "you are" "jasper"
"Jazz" "if you like. This is my girlfriend Alice" "you're the one Jake calls a pixie right" "I guess so" "nice to meet you. I like you all which is odd. Well all but Bella and dead boy over there who keeps glaring at me. If you have something to say, say it" I tell him as I face him
"You attacked Bella" "she provoked me. Jacob is mine and I am his. She knew what she said would provoke me and she still did it. So I will not apologize to you or her"
"Why did they send you back" he yells as he gets in my face and I push him away hard as he growls at me
"Do not try to intimidate me. I am not some simple little human who will stand there and take your shit or hers" I yell back at him "Edward you will be polite" a man says
"Carlisle she hit Bella" "yes and Bella provoked her into it. She used the love Raya has for Jake to hurt her and that was unacceptable. So you and Bella will be polite in my home" the man tells him and he nods "Bella come down"
The bitch returns and she is glaring at me now as I stand there with no emotion on my face.
These people, well vampires seem nice and I will not disrespect them in there home again
"What is she doing here again? I don't want her here" she says in a whining tone that has me rolling my eyes
"Deal with it princess" I tell her and she goes to move towards me as Carlisle moves in front of her
"Don't Bella. I will not have this again. Raya is here to finish the job she was originally sent for" he says
"So why send Leah with her" "to keep her under control" Edward says looking at me and Leah nastily
"I won't attack her dead boy so loosen your knickers" I say and Rosalie bursts out laughing at me as he glares at her
"I can't believe you rose" he says "you know how I feel about Bella and how I have always felt. I won't change that just because she's your wife and one of us, so deal with it" she tells him
"Can we just get this over with? The smell is driving me nuts. How can you stand it Raya" Leah says her first words and I look to her
"Smell what smell" "vampire smell, you don't smell them"
"No I have never smelled them. I sort of sense them, but there is no smell that I can define" "odd. Oh well lets do what we came to do"
"How can we be sure Raya won't lie about Bella because of her hatred for her" Edward asks
"Because I am not a deceitful person, I do not lie and I will never lie to my alpha and pack.
Whatever is between the princess and I remains our problem. I am not a bad person.
You may think so because of what happened the first time I was here but that as I said was provoked.
I have my anger under control and I never flip like that"
"New wolves always flip at the little things" he says smugly "but I am not new. I phased five years ago and imprinted upon my best friend Jacob. But was than taken away by my mum and just recently returned. So as I said I can be trusted completely, dead boy" "stop calling him that" Bella says with a hiss
"Make me princess. I'm just itching for a reason to kick the shit out of you" I calm myself and look to Carlisle
"Sorry Carlisle that was rude of me. Now to the business at hand please. We need to be certain she will not attack anyone" I than move closer to her and she snarls
"Don't come near me friend stealer" she says "I did not steal your friend Bella. You made your choice and that lost him. You could at least be happy that he is finally happy.
I didn't come here with hatred for you, Jacob told me of you right before I came here, yet I came with no hatred towards you. But the moment you realised who I was you became angry and felt the need to hurt me.
I am not your enemy; I would not stop Jacob coming to see you. If that be his wish than he may see you all he wants but that is not my place to say, I am here for one reason only and that is the safety of people"
I know my blood smells human to everyone around me, even the pack don't smell wolf on me.
I can see Bella's mouth trembling slightly and her hands are twitching. She suddenly grabs me and sinks her fangs into my neck as Edward and Carlisle pull her away and Leah and Rosalie help me move away from her
"That gives me my answers. She is a danger to humans"
"She didn't bite a human she bit a wolf" Edward says
"A wolf whose blood smells human, I didn't realise till now" jasper says and everyone turns to Bella who is struggling to get to me "Leah its time to go" I say and we head for the door
"What will you be recommending" Rosalie asks me
"She is dangerous to humans, only her. I don't know what Sam will recommend here Rosalie. But I will speak with him" I than hug her as I watch Bella snarling at me in Edward and Carlisle's arms "she should not have been turned and than brought back here. She isn't ready for this" I say as Leah and I leave and head for the woods
Sam is pacing up and down in the yard as we all watch him
"You're going to make a crater if you do that any longer" I tell him and he turns to me smirking and I grin
"So what do we do Sam" Leah asks "I guess we attack"
I stand up and shake my head in protest
"No there not all a danger, just Bella and possibly Edward if we attack her. I like the others and I don't want to hurt them" I say "Raya there vampires" embry says
"I don't care embry. I trust them all except Bella and Edward. Please don't hurt them because of her Sam"
"Than what do you suggest Raya" he asks me and I let out the breath I was holding
"Let me speak with them. Maybe find a way around this somehow" "no way you're not safe near Bella" Jacob says
"Leah can come with me again" "why not me"
"Because you have a past with her Jacob, it may impair your judgement. So I take Leah with me" "you don't trust me" he yells "I never said that Jacob" "didn't have to" he growls with his jaw clenched
I grab his hand and pull him outside into the yard and than turn to look at him
"I trust you Jacob, I don't trust her. She tried to provoke me once already; she will use you against me if you're there. I don't want to start a war between us and them because of her. So please don't be angry with me" I say placing a hand on his cheek "I love you Raya" "I love you to"
"Ok I won't go but you take Leah and Paul with you. I won't chance you getting hurt again" I nod and hug him
Paul, Leah and I head back to the Cullen's. This time they stay in wolf form and I change back
The Cullen's come outside and Edward and Emmett are holding onto Bella as she snarls at me
"What has been decided" Rosalie asks me with worry in her eyes "nothing yet" I tell her "Sam wanted to attack" Edward says watching me with shock and no longer hatred
"You asked him not to why" he asks me "because it's not all of you. The danger is Bella, possibly you when it concerns your mate.
Truthfully I don't trust you or her, but I trust your family and do not want to see them harmed"
"A wolf caring for vampires, what's the catch" Bella growls
"There is no catch Bella" I say kindly and her growling stops as she looks at me in shock "I hurt you and yet you seem so calm" "I understand that it must be hard for you Bella. To be so near humans or in my case, someone who smells like a human. I don't blame you for the reaction you had, but you must admit you are a danger"
She watches me and than nods her head "you're right"
The Cullen's all turn to her in shock at her admittance
"I thought I could handle it but I'm having trouble" she says and I nod, for some reason I want to hug her and tell her it will be ok
Edward looks at me and I smile "I don't advise it Raya"
"Don't advise what Edward" Carlisle asks him
"She wanted to hug Bella and make her feel better" they all look at me and I smile "I'm not heartless I can see her pain and I know what its like to hurt"
Edward looks at me with pity and sadness; I'm having trouble blocking him out of my head
"You where suicidal when your mum took you from Jacob. That's why you reacted to Bella's words the way you did.
You almost went back to that today" he says and I nod
"So you see, I know pain" Bella looks at me and sighs
"I'm so sorry Raya, I had no idea" "how could you. Only my family know and my pack family"
"Why are you being so nice after what I did? I tried to make you think Jake didn't love you and than I attacked you"
"I don't hold grudges Bella, that's not who I am and I have a solution to our problem"
"What is the solution here" Carlisle asks moving closer and Paul growls "Paul be nice please" he nods and stops
"I will help her to deal with her thirst; I will come by each day and help her control the need. It will be hard at first but it will get better. All I ask is that protection is in place for me and her. If she attacks me I won't hesitate to defend myself"
"But if I really hurt you, I can't ask you to help me"
"You're not asking I'm offering. I don't want anyone to get hurt on either side of the treaty. I kind of like some of you, mostly I like Blondie" I say and she laughs and smiles at me "I kind of like you to mutt" "thanks Blondie boo" I say smiling and Emmett barks out a laugh
"Are you sure about this Raya" Carlisle asks and I nod
"I will need to run it past the pack and let you know though" he nods and smiles than Paul pulls me away and we take off into the woods
"Hell no" Jacob yells as he paces back and forth in anger
"I'm not asking for your permission Jacob, I'm asking for Sam's. We don't need a war between the pack and Cullen's because of this.
My helping Bella to control her thirst will save us that war and save people being killed or hurt in any way
Would you let Charlie feel the pain of loosing Bella Jacob? Would you allow Edward to hurt, you and he may not get along but nobody deserves that"
"What if I lose you, I don't deserve that baby"
"You will not lose me Jacob; we will set up all aspects with care. Protection will be needed in case she has a relapse but I can handle it. Please let me do this for her Jacob, she's hurting and it's hard for her but with help she will learn to cope like they all did"
I turn to Sam and he nods his approval "but if anything goes wrong we will attack them Raya" "understood, now who wants to be my protection" I say looking at Jacob and he nods "good boy" I say and he laughs