WOW chapter 2! i want to get upto atleast 30-60 chapters, just bare with me and i only get a certain time on my laptop, strict parents :) lucky they wont read this lol otherwise they are guna explode, the later chapters i mean! something to look forward to 3 xxx

I eat my toast and sip my orange juice smiling at ginny who was talking about who she really loooovvveeeddd but wouldnt tell me a name so obviously it was harry, leen agrees and chuckles at the red head in front of me "I had always wanted a daughter but i just didnt want to bring a baby into our horrid family!" I nod frowning at her memory, I subconciously look at him as he looks away, i blush and face ginny again.

"Hello lee." a voice i recognise very well whispers.

"Draco!" I laugh and hug him roughly he chuckles and hugs me back. He is so funny and i have so much in common with him such as music and my sudden love to draw.
We are practicly family.

After my sucessful attempt at reading i decided to follow draco to potions to see what my classes will be about "my child you will not need this lession, you have me, however i do want to see my son." she sounded excited and nervous at the same time. (come on now everyone knew who her son was, leen is short for eileen prince ;) )
As soon as i walked into the room i felt the uncomfortable heat, but i carried on and sat with draco the table opposite harry, who was giving draco death glares.

Snape looked around the class untill his eyes stop on me, he walked towards the table and then i heard him speak for the first time. "Miss evans I do not belive that this is your class." I scowl and say "show me a potion i can't do, sir." i said sir very sarcasticly and leen smiles proudly.
Snape smirks and then says to the class "young miss evans believes she can do potions at this level without any proper practice, so i say this lession i shall test her and we can all judge whether she is worthy to be here!"

I smile, he was being playful, and stand up to bow at the class who clap and woop at me.

He picked a book out at random and told me to open the book to a page, i laugh and open it to page 232, the Draught of Peace. "ooohhh, i used to love making that, the potion if brewed right turns white, like your hair!"

"Sir where are the ingredients?" He smirks "Use my special storage cupboard at the back." I walk to the cupboard and grab moonstone, syrup of hellebore, powdered porcupine quills, Valerian root, and powdered unicorn horn, oh poor unicorn.

I borrow dracos cauldron and get started, i completely remember the instructions and leen helped me to set everything up.

I could still see the writing and I started.

Add powdered moonstone until the potion turns green.Stir until the potion turns blue.Add powdered moonstone until the potion turns purple.Allow to simmer until the potion turns pink.Add syrup of hellebore until the potion turns turquoise.Allow to simmer until the potion turns purple.Shake powdered porcupine quills vigorously until they are ready and then add until the potion turns red.Stir until the potion turns orange.Add more porcupine quills until the potion turns turquoise.Allow to simmer till the potion turns purple.Add powdered unicorn horn until the potion turns pink.Stir until the potion turns red.Allow to simmer until the potion turns purple.Add more powdered moonstone until the potion turns grey.Allow the potion to simmer until it turns orange.Add more powdered porcupine quills until the potion turns white.

I got up to the powdered quils when i decided my hair should be put up, it took a second and i was back to it.
I look up to snape a little later on who was looking at me proudly and slightly in awe, I leave the potion to simmer and cleaned up leaving the powdered porcupine quills out to finish the potion, everyone is looking at me in disbelief, the first serious potion i ever made and im doing it better than them, i laugh and add the quills and my potion turns white and misty, i woop and the class joins in, even snape is smiling, oh he looks nice when he smiles.

"Well miss evans you have proved yourself quite professionaly, i belive that you are too good even for this class, i would like to offer you a place in the NEWTs level class, which is the highest you can go without actually doing apprentaships."
I blink in shock and smile widely, nodding like a fool, turning around i run into draco who hugs me and spins me around giggling like a fool.

I walk around the lake in a white dress, im alone and laughing at someone who was just out of sight, im not scared, all i feel for the silhoette is love, complete love, he is my life, my love, my everything.
I would die to ensure this silhoette wouldnt see pain again, like the pain he suffered in his youth.
He seems dark and controlive and very very sexy, oh he makes me wet, i just want him inside me, at that thought he stepped forward into the moonlight and i saw his beautiful face, my severus snape.

I woke up suddenly "WHAT!" i cry!

Ginny wakes up and grumbles about me being too noisy then goes back to sleep but i couldnt, i had to get up and walk.
Putting on my new shorts and t-shirt with my flats and scarf i walk out of my dorm and off around the school.

I think about my dream freaked out and curious about what it was "Oh my dear i belive you have a crush, on my son too! How cute!" leen teases, i grin and tell her to hush as i accidentaly woke up a picture of an old scholar "sorry" i mutter even though its an hour till breakfast starts.

I sit down in a dark corridor and feel glad of the cold air on my hot skin.

"Miss evans what are you doing wandering about the castle at this time, you should still be asleep."
I smile "so should you sir, i couldnt sleep whats your excuse."
He smiles and sits next to me "Me too and its too warm in the dungons ironicly."

I laugh at him and sigh, he looks at me "How are you?" I blink at his question and he looks surprised "What? are you not ok?"
"Im fine, its just too much sometimes, im not used to all these people giving me attention and talking about me, do you know 8 boys have asked me out! Im so glad i have draco, he somehow scares people but i dont know how he does it!"
He chuckles and then we just sit in silence, but it was comfortable.

In no time at all the sun came up and we made our way to the great hall "I dont understand why everyone calles you names and hates you sir, you happen to be my favorate teacher." he smiles at me and thanks me before sitting down, his onyx coloured eyes bright as though my comment has broken through the cold hard stone that was him.

I know how it feels to feel dark, my green eyes look warm and beautiful however underneath is cold ice, ice that seems impossible to thaw, break or melt.

I shudder at the thought that he could feel the same dark cold abyss that i do, the abyss that seems never ending, i sigh and tuck into my cereal.

Ginny was walking in in her comfort clothes as i made my way out "Lee how could you look so good this early in the morning, ive had over an hour longer and i still feel like shit."

I grin "Im just used to it i guess, maybe im just a freak but yah know, you love me." she grins "woo lucky you, i only have a V.I.P. heart and your deffo in." I walk to the lake and sit down and just look at the beautiful scene around me, the pinky-yellow sky which reflects of the lake making it glow, i smile and lay down and look at the sky wondering what else could be so beautiful.

My life at the moment was perfect.