Chapter 8
Santana walked into McKinley with her head held high. Sure she had a really hard night, but she wasn't going to let people know that. They still feared Santana Lopez.
"San, if you don't feel up to school we can go home. I know seeing her will be hard." Brittany stated with a small smile. Santana smiled back and pulled her into a hug.
"It's okay. I'm fine." Santana murmured into the hug.
Across the hallway Rachel caught sight of Santana and Brittany's hug. She couldn't help but feel super jealous and she felt tears spring to her eyes. Santana pulled away from Brittany and made her way down the hall towards her locker. Rachel's heart sped up and she quickly looked away from Santana. Santana stopped at her locker, which is three lockers down from Rachel's, and avoids eye contact with the love of her life.
"Hi." Rachel says awkwardly.
"Hi." Santana replies sparing a glance at her.
"San, I don't want us to be awkward. We have a baby and we basically live together. Can we stop all this high school drama?" Rachel sighed.
"I know. It's just hard to see you and not hug you or kiss you. It was hard to wake up this morning and not have you in my arms and not be able to see my son. It's hard." Santana told her.
"I told you that this was not a break up. You're still mine and I'm still yours and that's all that matters. I just need a little time. Just a couple days."
"I know, and I'm giving you time and space. Are you staying at my house tonight?" Santana asked successfully holding back her tears.
"Yes, I will sleep in the guest bedroom, and Mario will stay with you. I have to go, but can we please talk at lunch?" Santana nodded and Rachel pulled her in for a tight hug.
"I love you." Santana whispered.
"I love you more." Rachel whispered back. She just wanted to grab Santana and kiss her and forget about night completely, but then she thought about Finn and her mood changed. Did she really want to date Finn again? Did she really want to give Santana up for this?
Rachel finally snapped out of her daze to notice that Santana was gone and she was standing by her locker in a daze. She quickly pulled out her phone and called Kurt.
"Hello?"
"Kurt, it's Rachel. New plan. Meet me in the choir room in five." She said determinedly and hung up. She needs this to be perfect.
~XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOX~
Santana sat in the parking lot alone waiting for her mom to drop Mario off. Since school was over and her mom had some errands to run she thought it would be okay to bring Mario to Glee practice. They weren't really doing anything in there today anyway. Just trying out possible songs for Nationals.
Maria pulled up in her Mercedes Benz and Santana opened the door to get Mario's car seat out.
"Have you talked to Rachel?"
"Yes. She said she wants some time. She's going to stay in the guest room tonight, so please don't make dinner awkward." Santana warned.
"Okay, I won't. I'll see you later, okay Mija? I love you."
"I love you too Mami." Santana grabbed the diaper bag in the hand that wasn't holding the car seat and made her way back into the school. As she walked down the hallway some teachers stopped to admire her son and to give her a few words of advice. She finally reached the choir room and opened the door.
"Santana! I thought you had died!" Puck rejoiced.
"Yeah totally, you really cared." Santana rolled her eyes and made her way to her seat. Rachel walked over and took Mario out of his car seat to say hello.
"Hi Mario! How was your day with grandma?" Rachel asked in a baby voice. Mercedes, Quinn, and Tina walked over to play with him too.
"Where's Schue?" Santana asked.
"He had to get Sue to agree on the assembly we are going to perform at." Blaine explained.
"Oh." Was all that Santana muttered. She looked over at Rachel who was still holding Mario and they locked eyes. At their talk at lunch Rachel told Santana that her feelings for Finn was just fear of being in a relationship that was real for the first time. Though she never said she wanted to go back to normal Santana knew that this wait was going to be over soon so she could finally smile. This break wasn't going to be long because she knew that they were soul mates. It was destiny.
"Sorry guys, Sue was not being very nice. Not like she ever is." Mr. Schue said as he walked into the choir room.
"It's fine Mr. Schue." Rachel smiled.
"Oh I didn't know Mario was going to be here today." Mr. Schue smiled and went to grab the baby. He loved that little boy.
"Yeah, I hope it's cool, because my mom can't take him with her. So he had to come here." Santana explained.
"It's fine Santana." Mr. Schuester started making funny faces at the baby and he smiled.
"Mr. Schue, I have some songs that I would like to sing if that's alright." Rachel asked.
"Go for it Rachel."
Rachel walked up to the front of the room and sat at the piano. She started to play a song that made Santana's heart melt and tears instantly sprang to both girl's eyes.
"Before I start I just want to dedicate this to my soul mate. Santana, I know I hurt you, and I know I was stupid. But I want you to know that I've taken over fourteen hours to think and I know that you are it for me. I'm so sorry that I made the mistake of asking for a break, but I want you to know that I'm done with that. I want to be with you, and I will never let you go ever again. I love you so much. So these two songs are for you. They show how I feel when you aren't with me. You're everything." Rachel cried.
There's a storm coming up
And I gotta prepare myself
'Cause this feeling is getting stronger everyday
Something's creeping inside
Everything is about to change
Gotta face the fact that I can't walk away
This is critical and I'm feeling helpless
So hysterical and this can't be healthy
I can't eat or sleep when you're not with me
Baby, you're the air I breathe
This is critical, yeahh
So stuck on you
Used to have everything figured out
But it's different now
When you came, you saw
You conquered my heart
It's your laugh and your smile
Wanna stay for a little while
I don't wanna go
I just want you in my arms
[ Lyrics from: lyrics/j/jonas_ ]
This is critical and I'm feeling helpless
So hysterical and this can't be healthy
I can't eat or sleep when you're not with me
Baby, you're the air I breathe
This is critical, yeahh
So stuck on you
Used to run and hide
Used to bend our love
But I can't escape this time,
Ohnooo...
This is critical, I'm feeling helpless
So hysterical and this can't be healthy
I can't eat or sleep when you're not with me
Baby, you're the air I breathe
This is critical, yeahh
Baby, it's so critical (critical)
It's so critical (critical, yeahh and I like it)
It's so critical (critical)
It's so critical (yeahh)
So stuck on you
As soon as the song finished Rachel was playing the next. Santana had tears running down her face at the emotion Rachel had put into the song.
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
but You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Bridge:
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go...
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is, incomplete...
Incomplete...
Rachel's hands left the piano and she made her way over to Santana. They kissed passionately because they knew that they were meant to be together. Nothing was tearing them apart. For now…
~XOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXO~
The best part of fighting for Santana was the making up part. After they got home from school they put Mario down for a nap and basically attacked each other. They craved each other.
"Wow Santana, you'd think we were on a break for at least a whole day after that. You were really great" Rachel panted once they had finished.
"Thanks. You were amazing. I love making love to you." Santana sighed and pulled Rachel tightly against her body.
"I can't believe that I was stupid enough to think that I loved Finn. He's disgusting." Rachel shuttered.
"I agree. That oaf is one nasty guy. He can't even make out with a girl with blowing his load." Santana chuckled. Rachel knew this was true considering he would scream "Mail man" and then hurry out of the room every time they made out. Never once did Santana have an arriving early problem. She was able to hold her own until Rachel was fully satisfied.
"I love you." Rachel whispered.
"I love you more. And I love that new little twisty move you do." Santana replied.
"I've been wanting to try that for a while. I read it in a magazine at one of Puck's Glee parties."
"Which one?" Santana asked.
"The one he had when I was like six months pregnant and you kept suggesting that they don't drink and instead we could all play charades, but they ended up drinking anyway and you were play guitar hero with Mike?"
"Oh yeah, that was the day that you wanted to be alone in the den. Puck has dirty magazines up there?"
"Yeah, a few Playboys and a Victoria Secret catalog." Rachel shrugged.
"You like playboy?" Santana raised her eyebrow sexily. The thought of Rachel reading a playboy was a huge turn on.
"Santana I know I'm not a pervert, but I do enjoy the female anatomy. They happen to be very appealing." Rachel explained.
"You know what's appealing to me right now?" Santana asked rolling so she was on top of Rachel in between her legs.
"What?" Rachel purred.
"Round two." Santana whispered and slid slowly into Rachel. Rachel moaned loudly and her back arched off the bed.
"Shh. Mario is still sleeping." Santana whispered. She began thrusting slowly with a little force, panting lightly as she did. Rachel closed her eyes and moaned softly.
"God Rach, how are you still so tight?" Santana groaned. Her thrusts became faster and harder making Rachel bite her bottom lip and dig her nails into Santana's back which only motivated Santana more.
"Santana, that feels so good. Don't stop please." Rachel moaned.
"I don't plan to." Santana moaned. Rachel wrapped her legs around Santana's waist pushing her deeper.
"Oh god." Rachel moaned throwing her head back. Santana peppered her neck with kisses.
"Baby, I'm so close." Rachel whimpered.
"Oh god Rach, me too." Santana moaned. She could feel Rachel clenching around her. Santana knew Rachel was close to coming.
"San, I'm gonna come." Rachel panted screwing her eyes closed and arching off the bed. Santana thrust harder and faster hoping to make Rachel have a bigger orgasm. Rachel's body shook as she hit her climax. Feeling Rachel's orgasm Santana had one of her own and she kept moving in and out in order to drag them both out as long as she could.
"Talk about amazing." Rachel giggled and she unwrapped her legs from Santana's waist.
"Tell me about it." Santana chuckled breathlessly.
"I love you so much Santana." Rachel whispered.
"I love you too. More than words." Santana replied and sealed the sentence with a kiss.
~XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO ~
So how was it? I realize they weren't apart that long, but I didn't want them to spent a lot of time together. So review and thanks for reading!