Come break me down bury me
Bury me
I am finished with you- thirty seconds to mars, the kill.

I walk downstairs and look for snape, he isnt here, i cant find him.

I just cant belive he would leave me in a house on my own without protection?

"Ruff." What on earth is that? I hear a loud whining coming from behind the pillow of the couch.

I grab my wand and jab at the pillow to move it, I see the cutest little ball of fur behind it.

It jumps at me wagging its little tail and starts to lick my face as I pick it up and cuddle it to me "AWWWWW! Hello, arent you the cutest little thing I have ever seen in my life!"

Snape suddenly appears out of nowhere and grins, a grin that only I really see because he doesnt like anybody, "Well I guess you met the new member of the family, her name is nakita and shes a japanise akita, she is going to be a very big dog and the best thing is she is allowed as your familiar."

I hug him then take his hand and drag him into the fire place "Weasley house!" I shout then we close our eyes and i hug nakita closer to me.

I open my eyes and run into their big kitchen to see breakfast being put out and all eyes were on us.

"Oh hello professor, hello leanne what a surprise, do you want to stay for breakfast."

"Ok!" "No thankyou." I look at snape and give him a look to say yes we are staying.

He sighs and sit down on the two extra chairs that appear at the table "What is that you have in your hands?" Ginny asks, I put nakita in ginnys open hands and watch her coo over my puppy.

Back to school today but snape isnt coming with me to the train station, he would rather get arthur weasley to drop me off.

He also lectured me on my timeturner usage because with all the times ive used it over the holiday, i look older and that shouldnt be allowed to show.

I just cant get to sleep sometimes so i make it the previous day and go over again not to mention school usage aswell.

Technically i should now be nearly 15 physically which is pretty cool because ive always wanted to be an adult.

I grab my suitcase and give it to arthur and jump into the ministry car provided and find myself sitting with fred and george who show me their products for the joke shop they are making, they give me a wand...which turns into a rubber chicken which squarks as it goes.

I laugh and stroke nakita who has set herself up in my pocket till we get on the train and i can let her play.

"Lee are you ok, your so quiet." Ginny asks and I look at her in surprise because i hadnt realised how quiet i am "Yeah i just dont feel like it at the moment if you get me." She nods and understands my jist, i dont want to go back to the world where a crazy man wants to get hold of me, poor severus has started going into meetings with them, i am to be practically brainwashed into thinking that the death eaters are actually trying to help everyone and voldermort is some sort of saint.

Yeah right.

I just cant be bothered with this again, ive had a year to sort myself out and i cant even get out of not being a death eater because snape will get hurt if i do.

I sigh and look out of the window to find we are at the train station, i guess all my thinking has just distracted me.

I wait untill everybody is out of the car and follow them, i pick nakita up and start stroking her and she kisses my cheek before relaxing in my arms.

I walk through the gate and jump on the train, i sit down in a large compartment and wait to see if anyone would come in.

Most people look at me like im crazy and walk off to find their compartments and i start humming a song i recently heard and loved.

Draco, Blaise, Crabbe and Goyle walk in and stop suddenly as they see me, but i carry on humming and stroking nakita and try to ignore them as they hesitantly sit down.

"Hello leanne. You ok?" I hear and i look up to see blaise looking at me to answer "Im fine zabini thank you for asking, how are you?"

He shrugs and i just know "Are your parents ok?" He looks at me and answers "They were punished just like every other death eater not in hogwarts and were told i had to join."

"Ah i see, tattoo hurts like a bitch doesnt it?" He nods and rubs his left arm absent mindedly, the others do the same, suddenly the door flies open and pansy walks in and nakita starts barking.

"Keep you dirty little rat under control and get out you stupid little griffindork, leave my drakey alone!"

I laugh "He wasnt wanting me to leave this summer were you draco?" He smirks and sits closer to me, pansy didnt take the hint and climbs onto his lap...bad choice.

I push her off and for the joke of it sit there myself still stroking my dog.

"That little bitch, draco tell her to leave." She whines and pouts ugly like, when he just smiles back she huffs and sits next to goyle.

The meal was ok but i just dont want to eat so i sit there and watch people as they eat and talk quietly to neville.

I sigh then get up and he gets up too wanting to walk with me to the common room.

I talk about my fears to him and he just listens and offers me comfort and says he would rather die than let me get hurt and i take comfort in his protection and we just sit there and chat.

"So why dont you live with your parents?" He stiffens and answers slowly "Well, when i was a baby voldermort had belatrix lestrange and her little cronies to torture my parents till they gave me up, they went mad and now live in st mungos, they dont know who they are let alone who i am, my gran still makes me visit them every holiday."

"Oh neville thats so horrible, if i ever get a chance i will hurt her like she did to them."

He smiles but shakes his head "Your better than that leanne."

I smile and we both go to bed before everyone else comes in because i just dont want to talk to people hyped on chocolate cake and toffee marshmallows.