This is my life

Chapter 11

BPOV:

"V-vampires?" I stuttered

"Yea. We're vampires. You know, 'I vant to suck your blood' kinda thing?" Emmett asked sarcastically.

"What the fuck?" I asked "Okay…so are you going to eat me then?" I asked.

"Oh No! We wouldn't do that! We are not like that!! We are vegetarian vampires! We eat animals" Alice cleared up.

"Oh okay. Well in that case can I still stay here?" I asked.

Carlisle looked like he was going to go into cardiac arrest if he could. I just stared waiting.

"You're not scared of us?!" Carlisle asked while everyone else looked at me expectedly.

"No" I said.

"WHAT?! How can you not be afraid!!!!!! DO YOU WANT TO DIE A HORRIBLE AND PAINFUL DEATH?!" Edward yelled.

I looked at him like he had three heads.

"What does that have to do with living here?" I asked.

"BECAUSE WE CAN KILL YOU JUST BY TOUCHING YOU YOU FOOLISHY FOOLISH FOOL FROM THE LAND OF FOOLISHY FOOLISH FOOLS (A/N: thank you Phoenix Wright)!!" Edward yelled.

I just looked at him with hurt in my eyes and looked down.

"I'm not that stupid" I murmured.

Edward looked shocked for a moment while Alice and Emmett looked ready to kill. Alice walked up to me and took me by the hand and walked me up to a spare bedroom and told me this is my room (pic on profile).

I looked around and nodded and sat down on the bed and looked around at it. Alice stood there for a few minutes then went back downstairs. I decided against following her.

I could hear yelling going on downstairs.

"HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT TO BELLA?! IT'S NOT LIKE HER FATHER DID THAT ENOUGH AT HOME BUT NOW YOU DO IT HERE!" I heard Emmett yell.

"I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT! I WAS JUST MAD THAT SHE WAS ACCEPTING IT SO EASILY!!" Edward yelled back.

"I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW EDWARD!! THAT WAS VERY DISRESPECTFUL OF YOU TO SAY THAT TO SOMEONE!" Alice yelled to him.

I then heard Esme talk in a low voice: "Edward I am so disappointed in you. I thought I raised you better than that. Apparently I was wrong. You march up those stairs right now young man and apologize to her until she forgives you. I don't care if you have to beg on you hands and feet you will do it"

No one talked for a minute until:

"NOW!" Esme yelled angrily.

I heard Edward run up the stairs as if the abominable snowman was after him.

Knock Knock

"Bella I am so so so so so so sorry! I never meant it! I seriously never meant it and I know you were listening but this is true! I was just shocked and freaked out that you accepted this so easily! I am so sorry!"

I just sighed and nodded "I forgive you Edward" I said.

He looked like a million pounds had been lifted off his shoulders and sat down on the edge of my bed. I just looked at him and he turned his face to me.

"I truly am sorry Bella. I really hope that you can forgive me even if I don't deserve it" he said glumly.

"But I did forgive you Edward, did you not remember?" I asked.

"Yea but I thought you didn't mean it" he confessed.

"Of course I mean it Edward" I said.

He smiled and leaned over and put his hand on my chin. I leaned into his hand and kissed his palm. Though it was too soon it felt right. I looked up at Edward.

He looked at me with nothing but concern in his eyes. He then got up and sat right beside me. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me to him. I snuggled into his side…then I yawned.

"I think you need to go to sleep. You look tired Bella. I just nodded and went into the bathroom and got ready for bed. Then I got out and crawled into bed. Edward tucked me in and started to leave.

"Please don't leave. Stay" I said.

He nodded and crawled onto my bed and wrapped his arms around me. I heard him start humming something, I sounded sad…yet peaceful. I fell asleep dreaming of only one thing: Edward.

EPOV:

As Bella lay sleeping I realized that all I want to do is lay here with her for eternity; never getting up. I looked down at her sleeping peacefully and very gently kissed her forehead.

She rolled over and continued sleeping. I just laid there and watched her.

Edward we are waiting for you downstairs. We are having a family meeting.

Alice.

I got up off the bed and walked downstairs into the living room. I sat down on the love seat waiting for them to talk.

Carlisle looked at us and cleared his throat.

"Alright so now that Bella knows about us, we have to make sure that she does not tell anyone about us." He said.

Alice's eyes glazed over for a moment "she's not going to tell anyone. She will keep the secret safe. Trust me" she said.

Carlisle nodded in approval. Rose just grumbled in her chair.

I just glared at her. She glared back.

"WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO STAY HERE?! HUH?! COULDN'T SHE HAVE STAYED AT AN ORPHANAGE WITH THE OTHER PEOPLE LIKE HER?! I DON'T WANT HER HERE AT ALL!" Rose yelled.

I stood up and started to stalk over to her but Alice grabbed my hand and I stopped. I turned to glare at Alice but then heard a Smack!

I looked over at Rose and stood shocked. Esme had walked over and slapped her right on the face! That was big. I think then heard a door upstairs slam shut and open again. Out walked Bella with a suitcase with her stuff in it. We all looked shocked.

"Bella what's all that for?" I asked.

"I'm leaving Edward" she said.

I felt hurt and sadness at that. "Why Bells?" I asked.

"Because I am causing a rift in the family. I am not worthy of all this chatter. I will leave and you guys ca live like you did before. I will not be in the way of everyone's happiness" she stated.

"Bella you are my happiness. I don't want you to leave" I whimpered.

"Edward not everyone wants me here. I don't want that person or people to have to leave or suffer because I am here" she cried.

"But I can not live without you here in my arms! Please love don't leave me!" I cried.

Get over yourself Edward. She's just a human girl. –Rose

That was the last straw! I ran towards Rosalie and tackled her down ramming her through the wall into the outside. I bit into her neck while she clawed at my back. I threw her into a tree and then got kicked in the gut. I then got picked up and I turned around looking into the eyes of Esme.

"That is quite enough Edward. No more fighting" She stated.

I looked down while in my side view I got a look at Emmett picking up Rosalie and Bella was standing there, shocked.

"Edward why did you do that? You tell me now young man" Esme said in her mother tone. I looked up at her.

"Rose made me mad! She was calling Bella a worthless human! I could not take it anymore. I love her! Why can't anyone just be happy for me?!" I yelled in frustration.

"We are happy for you son! Why would you think otherwise?" Carlisle asked. I just looked at him stunned.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOUR HAPY FOR ME?! I FOUND LOVE AND YOU GUYS ARE ALL PISSED OFF AT ME BECAUSE SHE'S HUMAN!" I yelled.

"No Edward that was not us. That was Rose. I was happy for you from the start" Alice stated. I just stared, then remembered...

Flashback-(this is an extra scene that I did not add into the story before so yea)

I had come home from the hospital after another day looking after Bella. I sat down on the piano and started playing something that was in my head for the past few days. It sounded sad yet beautiful. It fit the inspiration perfectly.

Bella.

"That was beautiful. Did you just make it up?" Esme asked. I nodded.

"Kind of. It was inspired by someone important to me. Someone I love very much" I said.

"And who is that?" she asked.

"Bella" I said.

"WHAT?! YOU LOVE THE HUMAN?! HOW COULD YOU?!" Rosalie yelled. I just shook my head.

"Why are you yelling Rosalie?" Emmett asked.

"BECAUSE HE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE HUMAN! THE INSIGNIFICANT HUMAN! THAT IS THE WORST THING HE COULD EVER DO!" Rose yelled.

"Why can't you just leave me alone? Do you have to be so annoying?" I asked.

"Well Edward she has a right to be mad. You are in love with a human. That's big enough" Alice said. Jasper just nodded his head in agreement.

I looked at them shocked "Why can't you guys just be happy that I found love? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO CRITIZE ME JUST BECAUSE OF MY LOVE PREFERENCE?!" I ASKED.

"Edward, this is difficult because she is a human" Carlisle said.

"What? Would you rather have me marry Tanya who I do not at all love?! I can never love anyone other than Bella. I don't want to love anything other than Bella. I swear that if you don't stop this I will run away again. I will not have you criticizing Bella's and my relationship!" I yelled.

Esme looked hurt. Rose looked pissed. Alice looked into the future and gasped "He's right. He will run away. Edward I don't think that this is not a good idea" she said.

"I don't care. You cannot be doing this to me. I think that after living with all you for years and years that I deserve happiness" I stated.

"Not if it's with a human!" Rose snapped.

"Says who? You?! Please! Like I would listen!" I yelled.

Carlisle just looked at me. He nodded "Edward does deserve happiness Rose. He has been with us couples for years and never found a mate. Even if it is with a human I will not forbid him to see her. He deserves this" He stated.

Everyone including me looked shocked "Really Dad? I can still see her?" I asked.

He nodded "Edward, she makes you happy. I have not seen this side of you before. You smile; you play your piano more, you're happy! How can I not be happy for you when you are like this?" he asked.

I felt so much joy swell in my heart. I smiled a huge smile. I got up an hugged him, then ran upstairs to do my homework. While I was doing my homework I heard Rose yelling at Carlisle

"WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!" She asked.

"Because wouldn't you be hurt if Edward did not like Emmett and tried to not let you see him?" he asked.

"This is different. Emmett is not human!" she yelled back.

"But what if he was? What would you do then?" Esme countered back.

Rose was silent. She stormed upstairs and slammed her door. I just finished my homework.

-End flashback-

"If I remember clearly it was Carlisle that supported me. No one else except Esme in the end did but that was it. So don't be lying that you were supporting me and my love for Bella. Why is that?!" I asked.

Everyone besides Bella, Carlisle and Esme looked down. Rose didn't even bother looking down. She stormed upstairs and slammed her door…again. I just shook my head and looked at Bella.

She looked shocked at what had taken place in front of her "You really do love me Edward? Why? I'm broken, useless" she asked.

I walked over to her and kissed her sweet lips and said "Bella, my sweet beautiful Bella, you are not broken. You will never be broken. You were just in a situation that you had no control over" I said.

CPOV:

I studied Bella and Edward studying them intently. I could tell that he really loved him. The way he looked at her proved that. And the way she looked at him after he told her she was not broken made my heart swell with joy for my son.

I looked at Esme and she looked happy that her son found love. I looked back at them and they were still staring at into each other's eyes like they were the only thing on this planet.

Edward why don't you take her back upstairs for a while?

Edward just nodded and picked her and her stuff up and ran upstairs. I turned to Esme and said "Shall we my lovely lady?"

She smiled and nodded. We walked into the living room and sat on the couch. We started watching TV for a few hours. We got up to go upstairs when the doorbell rang. I looked at it and walked over. I opened it and there was a man standing outside with dirty blonde hair tied back into a ponytail.

"Hi, my name is James and I'm looking for Isabella Swan" the man said.

"And why are you looking for her" I asked politely.

"Lori sent me here. I'm her lawyer"

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