And I, I don't wanna do anything but cry

Oh and I, I don't wanna do anything but cry

Alex Calise – Cry

Renesmee

The ideal thing, the rational thing, the sensible thing to do was to just go home but I can't. I can't be around my stupidly sympathetic family and I can't deal with people that keep on telling me that everyone looks at me because they're jealous of me. They look at me because I'm a freak. I started running, in any direction I could and just kept on running and running, I never tired and I never got out of breath. I knew Jake would come and follow me but I didn't really care. I eventually stopped at a deserted side of a road and sat down on the concrete, breathing in the air. I ran my fingers through my hair and took some deep breaths. I knew I was being pathetic but I couldn't help it, paranoia screamed from every cell in my body when I was around people, I needed to just be away other people's voices for a while. I wish my hearing wasn't so good, whispers felt like screams. Most of the time I could tune it out but with certain people it was like it was alluring me closer. Wanting me to hear the horrid things they say about me. I looked down at my watch, it was nearly 8 o clock, and time had gone by fast. I'd been gone for almost three hours now, running away. I bet Jake was scared out of his mind. A while back I'd tried to mask my scent so no one could find me, it was hard though. I knew I should get back soon before my father started his voyage through the world searching for me, he probably already had. I doubt he'd find me for some time if I didn't go back, heck I didn't even know where I was. I got up off the sidewalk and started in the direction I came, walking slowly when I noted a man walking towards me. He was big, bulky, he had a shaved head and he looked more menacing with every step he took. I noticed he had two others flanked behind him, he wasn't alone, and they looked just as scary as him. I wasn't scared though, I sniffed hard, and they were human. A human couldn't hurt me. I walked on confidently and as I expected they stopped abruptly right in front of me. I could smell the alcohol from their heavy breaths.

'Well, well look at you aren't you a pretty little thing' the biggest one jeered. I tried to barge past but the friends stood in my way.

'Don't be like that' the friend sneered 'stay and play with us for a while.'

I tried to keep my voice level and even, 'move now' I said coldly. They sneered and the biggest one grabbed me by the arm and attempted to lift me up but with one hard push I sent him flying all the way back into a concrete wall, he smashed his head and I could smell the blood. They should die, all three of them, I should kill them all now. The worst kind of people out there, rapists, murderers, preying on innocent little girls, they shouldn't get to see another day.

The friends stared at me and as I growled and bared my teeth they staggered back. I grabbed the closest one and bit my teeth into his neck as he cried out in pain, as his struggles cut off I tossed him to the side and stared into the eyes of the horror struck wide eyed friend.

'What the hell man..' he started to run, full speed. I laughed and in two seconds I caught up to him and bit into his neck aswell while he screamed, pleaded and begged. When he was silent I threw him by his friends and wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.

All I could smell was blood, my senses were on overdrive. I stared at the three men at the side of the road, I could hear shallow breaths coming from the two I had bitten and low moans. I looked to the third; the one who I had threw. He was silent and there was no breathing from him. I hesitantly stepped closer; there was no heartbeat, no breath. Silent and cold. The force of my throw and the impact of the concrete wall had killed him. He was dead. I gasped when I realized what I had done and staggered backwards. I fell to my knees and cried for what felt like an eternity.

Jake

Her scent took me to the outskirts of Port Angeles and that's when it stopped, I could sense it was still there but it was masked, clouded like she'd tried to cover her scent with some bad perfume. I knew Edward's senses were stronger so I took off full speed back to my car to go and get him. I hit the engine, I was freaking out, and she was definitely not in Port Angeles anymore. My mind was going into overdrive I needed to find her; she was vulnerable by herself especially when she'd been crying. When I finally got to the Cullen's Edward ran out of the house, panic stricken, probably took him less than half a second to read all of my thoughts.

'Jacob! Where is she?' he shouted alarmed

'She got upset, she ran off, she's not in Port Angeles Edward, I can't get a hold on her scent anymore'

He didn't need any more explanation, he got in the car and we set off speeding.

'Where's Bella?' I asked him

'Out, with the rest hunting, I stayed in case Nessie needed me, a good job wasn't it? Drive faster now Jacob!'

The speed I was going was terrifying but I was scared out of my mind, we needed to find Nessie now.

We stopped at where I had lost Nessie's scent and Edward sniffed the air for several seconds.

'She's masked it, but not well, come on!' he urged and I just followed him as he ran, he had to be slower though or else I couldn't keep up with him.

We ran for what felt like hours but Nessie's scent got stronger and stronger. Edward stopped me when we got to a deserted road; 'Shh' he put his hand up to me to be silent.

He listened hard.

'This way' he urged and I followed him slowly and quietly.

When we got further into the road I saw a sight that completely took me by surprise. It was Nessie, crouched down on the side of the road sobbing hysterically with her head in her hands, I immediately started towards her but Edward stopped short in front.

'Look over there' he pointed, I looked further to the side of the road by some trees and a concrete wall. Three men, covered in blood lying unconscious. I looked back to Nessie who was also covered in blood. I gasped aloud. It didn't take a genius to put two and two together.

Edward stepped forward hesitantly to Nessie but I just stood there numb. Nessie had killed these three men, why? She obviously felt remorse however.

'Renesmee' Edward started quietly. She looked up, eyes wild and staggered back still sitting down.

'It's me Renesmee, dad, dad and Jake' he said quietly reaching forward towards her. She looked hesitant but reached forward and he embraced her in a tight hug stroking her hair. He pulled back to look into her eyes.

'Renesmee, what happened?' he said with obvious disbelief as he looked again towards the three men.

'They're dead' she sobbed incoherently 'they, they… I oh no, I killed someone oh' and she sank to the floor again but Edward pulled her up.

He concentrated for a moment and then turned to me.

'I just read her mind, they were going to rape her and possibly murder her' he looked anguished as he hugged her even tighter. If he could cry he would be sobbing right now.

I was seething, how dare they? How dare anyone think to lay a hand on my Nessie? I was livid; I picked up a stump of a tree and threw it across the road. Hot angry tears spilled from my face. They deserved to die, they deserved to be killed, I just wish it wasn't Nessie who had to do it. I would have happily done it, ripped them limb from limb. I had never been so angry in my entire life.

'Jacob, calm down' Edward chastised me but I couldn't. I breathed in and out deeply and stormed over to Nessie pulling her tightly into my chest. Cradling her. Edward went over to the three dead men. I stroked Nessie's hair and pulled her tighter to me.

'Shh, Shh, I'm here now its okay' I soothed her.

Edward bent down in front of the men 'these two aren't dead' he said his voice even.

My eyes darted towards them 'that's good, they get to die all over again' I started towards them but Nessie pulled me back 'no Jake don't' and she looked so fragile, so breakable. My anger started to fade as I pulled Nessie back to my chest tightly.

'Take her home Jacob, I'll deal with this.'

I nodded curtly and guided my angel back to the car.