This is my life

Chapter 14

EPOV:

As soon as Rose gave the signal I ran out and rushed to grabbed Bella. Emmett, Alice and Jasper followed me but ran over to help Rosalie. I picked up Bella, pushing Charlie out of the way and ran to my car.

As soon as I got in a floored it all the way to the hospital; they needed proof that Bella was poisoned. As soon as I got there Carlisle ran out with a stretcher and another doctor.

I put her on the stretcher and he raced her in. I followed until he got to the emergency room. I walked over to the waiting area and sat down. About 10 minutes later Alice and then everyone showed up. Charlie was in jail and Varick was killed. All I had to do was wait for Bella. Alice sat down next to me and grabbed my shoulder.

Edward, she does live, I'm just not sure when she will wake.

I just sat there, waiting, while everyone else just stood in front of me. We waited for three hours; Emmett pacing, Rosalie sitting with Alice, Jasper and Esme standing next to my chair. Me just sitting there; waiting for the horrifying sound to echo across the hall: the sound of a flat-lined heart. Every minute that I did not hear it, I calmed down a bit.

Finally after another hour of waiting, the door opened and Carlisle walked out. I rushed to him and he walked up to me. He was smiling so I knew that had to be good news.

"Well Edward, Bella is doing okay, she should be fine. She was close to not making it but I got her" he said. I grinned relieved. I ran back to Rosalie, hugging her tightly.

"Thank you Rosalie! Without you, Bella would not have made it! I owe you my life" I yelled. She just smirked and pushed me towards the door.

I turned around and looked at Carlisle expectantly. He nodded and I rushed into the room. I looked around for a bit until I caught a whiff of her scent; she was down the hall at the end. I ran back and opened the door. Bella was laying down, resting.

When the door opened she opened her eyes and looked at me. I walked over and sat down near her head.

"Well Bella, you gave me quite a scare" I said "How are you?" I asked.

She just looked at me, scared, shocked and depressed. I tucked a piece of hair behind her ear and looked into her eyes.

"I feel disgusted Edward. He raped me, I feel all broken and used" she confessed. I just looked at her and then gave her a smile.

"Bella you don't need to be disgusted. It was not your fault. You had no power over what he did" I reasoned. She just nodded slowly. Then a thought struck me…Rosalie had been raped…maybe she could help Bella!

"Bella hold on for one minute" I said. She looked at me confused. I ran out and rushed up to Rosalie "Hey Rose, I need your help".

She nodded for me to continue on. "Bella's been raped…and since it happened to you I was wondering if you could help her out?" I asked.

Rosalie looked so sad and depressed but nodded anyways, but I knew it was because Bella was raped and beaten like she was. She walked into the room and closed the door, I sat outside and waited. I heard bits of conversation "…it's hard at first but…" "…will the feeling go away?" and I just wanted to go in there and hold my Bella in my arms and tell her how much I love her! She needed to know; but I am not sure if now is the right time…

Edward she's ready for you.

It was time. I got up and walked into the room. Rosalie stood up and walked out. I sat down next to her bed and just stared at my love. She stared back and blushed. I smiled and took her hand in mine.

"Hey love, how are you feeling now?" I asked. You idiot, she's obviously doing horrible if she's in a hospital I thought to myself.

Bella smiled "I'm doing better". Her smile faded away and she leaned back, resting her head on her pillow.

"What's wrong love?" I asked. She turned her head to me.

"I just feel so disgusted and dirty right now" she said, wincing.

I nodded my head "it's okay love, you are anything but disgusting. You are the most beautiful, kind and generous person I have ever had the privilege of meeting. You are like an angel, a beautiful angel on earth. My world revolves around you my love! I would not be here if you were not in my life" I yelled. She just looked at me with tears in her eyes.

I grabbed her and pulled her into my arms. She started to cry into my shirt murmuring "Thank you Edward, thank you". I held her close until she was stopped about ten minutes later. I heard Carlisle walking down the hall and moved away. He walked in and approached the bed.

"Well Bella, looks like you woke up. Let me just check you out, fill out the medicine prescriptions then you can go" she nodded and sat still.

Carlisle checked her over and declared her fine. I picked her up and Alice brought her clothes to wear. Jean shorts and a long sleeved top (pics on profile). After she changed she walked with me to my car. We went over to the Sav-on pharmacy to get her prescription medicine. I stood in line while Bella sat down, much to her distain, and handed to pharmacists her prescription.

"Bella, you need to eat so you can take you r medicine. Let's get you something from the kitchen. Later on tonight I want to take you on a date" I said. She just blushed.

"Edward you don't have to do that" she said. I laughed.

"But I want to Bella. So I am taking you to Port Angeles for dinner. You can go upstairs and take a nap and Alice will help you get ready for dinner. Sound good?" I asked. She nodded.

I pulled into the driveway and got her out of the car. We headed over to my room and I pulled her down onto my bed. I tucked her in and she snuggled under the covers.

"Sleep my Bella, sleep" I said. She instantly fell asleep.

I got up and went downstairs to play my piano.

-3 hours later-

I walked upstairs to wake Bella up since it was getting close to our date. I pushed open my door and walked inside. Bella was still on my bed sleeping. I didn't want to wake her up but I had to if we were going to go out on our date. I gently shook her awake.

"Bella, wake up" I cooed in her ear. She rolled over and groaned.

"Edward not now, sleepy" she murmured into the covers. I chuckled.

"Bella, love, if you want to go out to eat then you have to get ready. Or just freshen up. You look beautiful either way but please?" I asked. She just nodded and got up.

I changed my shirt into a nice button down blue shirt and kept my Hollister jeans the same. After I finished I waited for Bella to come out. When my bathroom door opened, Bella walked out and I almost kissed her right there.

She was wearing a nice blue bubble sleeved dress (pics on profile). It looked stunning on her. I loved it on her. Blue definitely suits her. I have to remember that.

She headed over to me and I meet her half way. She looked up at me waiting for me to lead her out of the house.

"You look beautiful Bella. Absolutely stunning" I complimented her.

She smiled and blushed. I kissed her on the cheek and we walked down the stairs to my car. I opened the door for her and walked over to my side in the time span of a few seconds. I started the car and drove off.

-BPOV:

I was in the car with Edward when I finally decided to look at the speedometer…WTF?! Its 140!!!!

"Edward! Slow down! You are going over the legal speed limit! And put your seat belt on mister!" I yelled, going into panic mode.

"Bella, I don't need a seatbelt. I'm perfectly safe without one. I can fly through the window into a pile of glass and I would be fine" he said. I turned pale…I couldn't imagine him doing all that and still being safe.

"Edward! Don't joke about that! It's not funny!" I yelled, panicked.

"Okay, I'm sorry Bella. Just relax and I'll get us to the restaurant soon enough" Edward said. I nodded and tried to relax.

We drove down for about 20 minutes before we stopped in front of a restaurant. The name said La Bella Italia. Oh great a fancy restaurant…just what I needed to brighten my day. I just got out of the car (with Edward's help of course) and walked into the restaurant.

Edward walked up to the podium and said "Hi, I'm Edward Cullen and I have a reservation here at 7:00".

"Oh okay…oh uh it-it's over he-re" the hostess stuttered. I just giggled. He had dazzled her…but I couldn't help but be jealous. I hated how everyone always looked at him. It made me sick.

"Come on Bella. Our table's over here" Edward whispered. He grabbed my hand and pulled me after him.

I blushed and followed, sitting down in a booth in the back of the restaurant. He could have caught me. Shit, I better stop doing that.

"Your waiter will be with you in a second, unless you want me to do it for you?" she hostess said, trying to be coy. I almost gagged. If she thinks Edward can like her, then she has another thing coming. I thought.

"No thank you. We'll let the waiter do his job and you do yours" Edward replied. I almost lost it there. I had to stop myself from laughing like a hyena on crack.

She just glared at me and walked (more like stomped) off to the front of the restaurant. I opened our menu and tried to decide if I just wanted spaghetti or the mushroom ravioli. Hmmm, this is tough.

"Hello, are you two ready to order?" a voice asked. I looked up and saw a guy about my age, maybe a year older standing next to our booth.

"Yes, we are" Edward said. He just looked at me. I was starting to get a little uncomfortable with the waiter staring at me and Edward staring at the waiter, trying not to kill him in a public place.

"Um, I want the mushroom ravioli with a coke please and Edward will have to spaghetti with a coke" I told him; might as well get both since Edward won't be eating his food because of his current situation.

He just nodded and stood there. Edward was getting madder by the second. I got fed up and walked off to the back room where the manager sat.

"Excuse me; it seems that one of your waiters won't leave me or my boyfriend alone. He took our order but is not leaving. Can you do something about it?" I asked. The manager was an older man, looked to be about in his name plate said Mr. Jameson. He nodded and stood up, following me to my table. The waiter was still there having a glaring contest with Edward.

"Johnson! What is this talk I hear about you harassing my customer?!" Mr. Jameson yelled. The waiter shot around and paled. I went to my side and sat down. Edward looked at me with a look of relief. We was just as glad as I was that the waiter was being dealt with.

"Sorry sir. I didn't mean to! I will get right back to work" Johnson stammered. He rushed off to the kitchen. Mr. Jameson turned to us and said "don't worry I'll make sure you get another waiter" and walked off.

I just sighed. Edward was silent. I peeked up at him and saw that he was breathing in and out trying to calm himself down.

"What now Edward?" I asked. He just nodded.

"Nothing love, I'm just trying to calm down that boy's thoughts. I just smirked. another waiter arrived, carrying our food on a tray. He set down the ravioli in front of me and the spaghetti in front of Edward. I started eating while Edward just twirled his noodles on the fork.

"Hmm yummy. This is really good ravioli" I said. Edward just looked disgusted. I laughed and continued eating. I finished a little more than half before I got really full. Edward called the waiter back and asked for boxes. After the whole pack –the-food-in-boxes business was over with we left the restaurant.

"Thanks Edward for a wonderful first date. I actually had fun" I said, giggling, thinking back to the whole situation with the waiter.

Edward looked pleased "I'm glad Bella. Now let's get you home so you can sleep" he said. I nodded and headed to his car. He opened the door for me and I smiled at him. He got in on his side and started the car, driving off with a squeal of his tires. He drove around 140 once again, leaving me hanging on for dear life. Due to his speed we ended up at the house in about 15 minutes. I got out and he walked me to the door. I opened the door and walked over to my room and turned towards Edward.

"Thanks Edward, once again; I had fun" I said. This was my first date, and I'm glad it was with someone I cared deeply for…Edward.

"Once again, no problem Bella. I'm glad you had fun" he smiled. I was about to turn to open my door when he leaned down and kissed my cheek….well he was aiming for my cheek, when I moved my face forward and he kissed my lips. He pulled away and smiled gently. I smiled back and leaned in for another kiss. After about five minutes of losing oxygen I pulled away.

"Night Edward" I whispered.

"Night love" he whispered back. I walked into my room and got ready for bed; showering, brushing my teeth and hair ect. I plopped down onto my bed and stared at the roof. All I could think about was Edward's kiss…

…Oh boy, am I gonna sleep good tonight…

A/N: hey guys! Sorry I took so long! I got so busy with hmwk, school, tests, and everything else. I had no time to write for a while. XD well I hope to write one more chapter before I leave for Texas once again. My aunt is sick so we are going to see her just in case something happens. While I am there I have to study for finals and I will hopefully type two chapters so I can update. Merry Early Christmas guys!!! Love ya!