RENESMEE

I kept admiring myself in every shop window I walked past, It felt so good to be this free without all the pesky emotions attached to me, I was going to go out and get drunk and flirt with a bunch of guys and I didn't care. Whoever happened to find me whether it be Jake, Edward of Emmet they could take me home I didn't mind much. Men eyed me up and down as I walked down the street and I smiled flirtatiously back. When I reached a club named OCEANIA I walked right up but the security guard stopped and asked me for ID but he was shaking as he looked me up and down. I gently placed my hand on his chest and smiled and his heart was racing. His breathing accelerated, 'right through this way mam' he motioned for me and I smiled back waving a kiss. The guy was like 40, he was so old and gross but it was so funny watching him get worked all up like that, I could work wonders.

When I got inside, it was dark; flashing lights, bright colours and it was loud, ten times as loud to me because I was half vampire. I didn't have to wait long before two guys approached me; one was about 18, the other around 21.

'I'm Heath' the younger one said to me, 'you here by yourself?'

I looked him up and down, he had sandy blonde hair and blue eyes, and he was that all-American football player type. I just smiled and raised my eyebrows at him. His older friend stepped in, 'we can't have a beautiful girl like you alone out here, the men can be dangerous' I laughed mentally at that. I doubt that very much but I let them have their fun.

'Come and dance with us' Heath said to me. I shrugged, why not; I needed to get some fun in my life. I followed them out into the dance floor. It was a fast song, not sure what it was but I just started moving with the music, I could dance (ish) I was just moving my hips. It seemed to be doing the trick. Heath and his friend and well pretty much everyone watched me lustfully; the guys wanted me the girls wanted to be me. I felt fabulous.

'Please tell us your name' Heath shouted over the music coming close to wrap his arm around my waist.

'Vanessa' I shouted back at him as I continued to dance, he couldn't have my real name for obvious reasons.

'Well okay then Vanessa' he said breathing on my neck, 'let me buy you a drink.'

'Okay' I said and he towed me over to the bar with everyone's eyes watching me. I must admit although I felt nothing for this guy it was nice to get guys fawning over me I mean the only guy I'd ever been around was Jake and he didn't fawn all over me like these guys. Sure he was protecting my 'innocence' he wanted to convince me of 'real love' but he was just so boring. If he wasn't so uptight he could have came with me, I would have much rather been grinding against Jake than Heath. Oh no, scrap that, I needed to push my feelings back before they came back on. Nuh uh, I was not dealing with all that crap right now, I needed to feel free so when Heath bought me a sex on the beach I didn't refuse. I downed it all in one go. Soon there were a crowdful of guys buying me drinks and I was definitely drunk. If I was human I would have worried about them taking advantage of me but even on my worse days I could kill them all in a flash. Drunk and carefree I glided back out onto the dance floor with Heath and a few other guys dancing. I could do this until I passed out; I'd never had such a good time before.

JACOB

I was personally going to tie Nessie to the bed with shackles when I found her. This no emotions crap was getting old real quick, I knew Nessie inside and out, she was such an emotional person there was no way she felt nothing, I didn't buy it for a second. The minute she jumped out the window I looked out but as I guessed she had gone, I raced down the stairs but he was one step ahead of me and he stopped me as I was about to barge past the front door.

'What the hell?' I asked him 'didn't you see, she just disappeared she's gone we have to go find her.'

'Sit down Jacob' he said matter of factly

'The hell will I sit down! Nessie's out there and she's not herself, it's too dangerous, we have to go and find her!'

'That's what she wants Jake, that's what she's expecting, if we don't go after her she'll wonder why, it might trigger some emotions.'

'I couldn't give a damn about that right now, we'll get her humanity back without trying this method' I said furiously.

'Jacob calm down now! We will NOT go looking for her. That's exactly what she expects. Always there to rescue her, if she thinks we don't care she'll feel something. Sometimes we have to do things the brutal way, it's the only way or she'll never be fixed.'

I calmed down somewhat and I knew he was right but I still didn't like it. My voice was quiet when I spoke again 'what if something happens to her.'

'She's half vampire Jake, give her some credit besides we'll secretly follow her and watch her from a distance but we won't let her know. We'll wait to see how she reacts when she realises nobody cares and nobody is following her. Remember Jake we have to be brutal. She's gone too far running out like that.'

I nodded, 'come on lets go' and me Edward and Bella took off, we got a call from Emmett saying he wanted to join us after he witnessed Nessie jumping out of the window. Edward agreed.

It wasn't very hard to follow her sent but we took the car to be inconspicuous. She had gone to Port Angeles and had gone into a designer shop. We parked at the side of the road watching her. Gosh she was beautiful even with the horrible blonde hair and cruel eyes as a result of no humanity. She was such a skinny little thing and she waltzed in and out of that shop like she owned it and when she came out she was dressed in a different outfit. I gasped. She had on a black sparkly dress, strapless and so short it barely covered her ass and her heels were ridiculously high and she had on a necklace, it looked real expensive. She tossed her hair back and forth and she walked down the high street. I longed to go after her, wrap her up in my arms, get those awful clothes off, and stop the men from leering at my angel. I nearly lost it in the car. Bella reached behind and put a hand on my shoulder.

'It will be okay Jake, I promise' and if she could cry she would have been.

'Damn, Nessie looks like she's going off to a strip club' Emmett teased trying to lighten the mood.

'I'm not sure strippers dress so expensively' Edward growled. 'She stole my credit card and just spent nearly a million dollars in there.'

'What?' Bella gasped 'on what?' she said

Edward was outraged 'the clothes were designer but mostly that damn necklace, it's an emerald'

Ahhh that would explain it. 'She is going to be in so much trouble, how dare she?' Edward seethed.

'She doesn't care Edward so we have to pretend not to either' Bella spoke softly and he nodded and somewhat calmed down. I was busy wondering how she stole the credit card; it had to have been when she walked in from the car earlier. Was that just today? The day had been awfully long and I just wanted it to hurry up and end. So much had happened in one day I didn't know if I could cope anymore.

Edward told us she was heading to a night club and I had to sit there and painfully watch from a distance as Nessie stroked the security guard's chest just to get in. None of us knew what to say, not even Emmett we all just sat there in silence.

It could have been hours later but the sky was now an inky blank when Edward's head shot up.

'She just went with a guy out back' Get out the car; we need to keep an eye on her.' Nobody had to ask twice, we got out and walked into the club without any queries and tried to find the back entrance. The place smelled like booze, sweat and sex. It was disgusting, the worst type of club.

'Over here' Edward motioned for us to follow him when he found the back entrance. With her hair a knotted mess and her dress stuck in her underwear, red silk I noticed, I quickly shook that thought from my head and looked at her. She was clearly drunk and heavily drunk at that slurring all her words. She had the guy in a vice like grasp and it broke my heart when I saw her kissing his neck. Reading my thoughts Edward replied to me 'she's not kissing him Jake' he said and he just stood there numb. I then understood why everyone was so quiet and still and then I smelt it. The smell of human blood. Nessie was not kissing this guy, no definitely not, she was standing there out in the open feeding off him and he looked close to death.

Mean Nessie is breaking Jake's heart, what is he going to do next, what's the next plan?...