I write these late at night because my days are so busy so I cant be bothered checking for grammar or typos if there is any..

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JACOB

It had been about 10 days now since Nessie had turned off her humanity. She'd snuck out several times; she'd got drunk again, she'd attempted to strip naked in front of me before I had to pin her down and restrain her but now she'd given up.

She wasn't allowed to leave; she had been confined to the main house. The only good thing about vampires was that they never slept which meant Nessie couldn't try and sneak out at nights. We had tried everything; we'd all spoken to her, talked about old memories, showed her pictures. Me more than anyone. She just wasn't having any of it, she rolled her eyes, laughed but now her response was the worst. She just sat on her bed like a zombie. Not bothering to get dressed, refusal to eat or drink anything. Her skin was chalky. She wouldn't speak to anybody or even look at anybody. I was in despair and agony watching my angel suffer like this. I just felt completely helpless. Why wouldn't she just turn them on?

'Because she's stubborn, she's angry, and most of all she doesn't want to have to face the fact that she killed someone.' Edward replied to my thoughts sitting on the couch, his nose in a fat book on teenage behaviour. I don't know what he was looking for, none of those things in there would apply to Nessie, she was half vampire. Unless it gave you explicit directions on how to get a human/vampire hybrid to turn their emotions back on it was useless. Edward laughed once with no humour in it.

'I know, you're right' he replied putting the book down, 'I'm going to get some fresh air. It's two o'clock, time for Nessie's next visit and it's your turn.' He walked out slowly leaving me alone. The rest of the family had gone hunting but they'd be back in time for their sessions with Nessie.

We all had timed sessions with Nessie to try and coax her, it wasn't working but we had no other options, it was all we had.

I sighed and ascended the stairs to Nessie. I opened the door and as usual she was sitting on her bed, eyes wide open playing with her promise ring bracelet. That was a good sign; usually she didn't do anything at all. The blonde had begun to fade out of her hair and it was a weird light coppery colour and she hadn't straightened it so it was long and curly. She was beginning look a little more like Nessie again, not quite yet but more so. She didn't even look up when I walked in; I closed the door and sat on the end of her bed.

'Hey Ness' I greeted her. She didn't even acknowledge my presence but I pushed ahead. 'You remember when I gave that to you huh?' she still didn't answer.

'Do you plan on staying like that forever? Cooped up in your room, not feeling anything? Come on Nessie, I know you inside and out. You're beautiful, don't ruin yourself like this, please angel.'

'Can I ask you a question?' she said, looking me square in the eyes. Her eyes were cold but she had spoken to me, I couldn't believe it. For days Nessie hadn't uttered a word to me. I was overjoyed, even if her voice was hard and unfriendly, it was still her voice. My gravity holding me to the earth. I just wanted to hug and hold her. But she'd never allow it.

'Of course' I told her.

Her eyes narrowed and she tilted her head to the side.

'I wonder' she spoke, slowly as she lifted her head back up to look me in the eye 'if you would still like me if I wasn't so beautiful.'

What a weird question, more like a statement. I think I had explained the imprint to Nessie at least a thousand times, I mean did she not get it? I loved her, not her hair or her face, they were just added bonuses. I loved her, her beautiful soul. She was my soul mate, my everything; I'd die for her right now if I had to. I looked at her baffled.

'You only love me because of the imprint' she continued dangerously.

'What? The imprint drawed me to you because we were destined for eachother. The imprint just showed me who I really was, the girl who was truly made for me. It just opened my eyes to you, you're being silly Nessie. I love you for you, not for the damn imprint.' I was getting angry, how could she possibly believe that?

'You can leave now' she said once.

'Turn your emotions back on now Nessie' I said angrily.

'Get out' she barked, and that's exactly what I did. I thundered down the stairs angrily. Being nice just wasn't working anymore, there was going to be a little bit of tough love. If Nessie wasn't responding to the nice way, she'd sure as hell respond to the cruel way.

RENESMEE

He left angrily, slamming my door on the way out. I knew I was hurting him but I didn't care. I had been like a frozen statue all week because I had being imprisoned in my own house and I was starting to feel angry. Anger was an emotion and once I could feel anger I knew other emotions would follow such as guilt, despair, sadness. But I couldn't help it, I was feeling angry and I couldn't hold it in any longer. I felt like if I kept all of these emotions in any longer I would explode. I needed to get out of this room before that could happen I'm sure that was their plan and it was going to happen if I didn't escape. I suddenly decided to just take a shot, what was the worse than could happen? I put on a pair of converse, brushed my hair and bolted out of the house, down the stairs and out of the front door. I could feel them behind me shouting but I kept on running, right into the woods but my dad was right on my trail and he was faster than me. I tried to make diversions but he read my mind. I could hear Jake and Emmett and everyone else not much further behind. I ran and ran but I tripped on a twig and that's when Edward grabbed me and I fought him with everything I had in me. Everybody slowed down and faced me. My dad had my arms behind my back, not hard but hard enough so I couldn't move an inch even though I was thrashing around.

'Let go of me' I screamed

'Renesmee stop it! What's wrong with you?' My mom shouted. Jake looked at me, his eyes were filled with pain; I think that he was crying.

'Turn your emotions back on now Renesmee' my dad said harshly.

'No' I screamed 'get off me' but he ignored me.

And then suddenly out of nowhere, Emmett grabbed Jacob, and held him in a headlock, hard and tightly. He wasn't in his wolf form so Emmett was ten times as strong as him and he couldn't move an inch. What was he doing? My thrashing stopped.

'If you don't turn your emotions on right now Nessie, I will make sure you have something to feel about. If you don't turn them on right now Renesmee I swear to god I will kill him whilst you watch' Emmett snarled.

Jacob was struggling to get free, keeping his eyes locked with mine.

'No Emmett what are you doing?' My mom screamed but Alice and Rose held her back.

I looked at all of their faces. Emmett was definitely bluffing. He wouldn't kill Jacob just to get me to feel. I laughed once.

'You're a liar, you won't hurt him' I said looking him straight in the eye.

'One' he started and I just waited, he just wanted to scare me, he wouldn't hurt him.

'Two' he continued but I still stared at him, wondering how he was going to get out of this one.

'Three' he said and that's when I heard the most sickening crunch. I gasped out loud. Jacob's eyes rolled back as he looked at me and then he fell to the ground. My world stopped spinning.

OMG. IS JAKE REALLY DEAD? HAS NESSIE FINALLY TURNED HER EMOTIONS BACK ON? REVIEW TO FIND OUT…

(This chapter was inspired by my favourite ever tv show the vampire diaries which I will be starting new projects on soon)