This is my life
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Chapter 19
JPOV:
"Hey Bella! You finally got out!" I yelled.
"Well sorry! I was changing" Bella yelled. I laughed. Bella had finally got out of the shower and changed, which took like a year and six months.
"Well now that Bella is out of the shower we can start eating" I yelled in joy.
"Jacob Black calm down" Sam said sternly.
"Okay so now that Jacob is done being rude I can tell you what we have. We have tuna, salad, chicken, ribs, potatoes, and rice. So now you can dig in" Bella said.
I grabbed a plate and stuffed three pieces of chicken, a spoonful of rice and a spoonful of salad onto my plate. I saw Billy roll his way down the ramp attached to the back door.
"Let's all thank Bella here for making all the food on this table. While you all were hanging out in the garage or playing video games, Bella here was cooking" Billy said.
"Oh…sorry Bella" I said guiltily.
"It's fine Jacob, just eat" she said. I grabbed a chicken thigh and started eating. Jared grabbed some tuna and just stared.
"Oh Jacob, Lori is going to come over here later and check up on me. I also have to sign my name on something having to do with the legal stuff" Bella said.
"Oh okay. What time is she coming over?"
"Around 6" Bella said.
"Okay that should be fine" I said.
"Yum bum bumble bee bumble bee doo da. I love bumble bee bumble bee tuna. La la lalalala la la lala"
"Who the hell!" I yelled.
"Jared…what are you singing?" Bell asked Jared, who was sitting next to her.
" I am singing the "Bumble bee tuna" song!" Jared said.
"I'm sorry, but I have no idea what that is" Bella said. I turned towards her.
"It's the bumble bee commercial song from TV" I said.
"I don't really watch TV Jared…I'm sorry"
"WHAT!!!!!" Jared yelled "HOW CAN YOU NOT WATCH THE MAGICAL INVENTION THAT IS TV?"
"Yea…I don't watch TV" she said.
"Don't tell me you don't watch Dancing with the Stars!" Jared shouted.
"I'm sorry…but what is that?" Bella asked curious.
Jared turned white and started banging his head on his table. Bella stared at him shocked, Seth and I started laughing.
"Did I say something wrong?" Bella asked innocently.
"Apparently you did. Dude! Stop doing that, you are going to hurt yourself!" Embry yelled.
Jared stopped banging his head and reeled on Bella "Don't tell me that! I went into shock! Do you even watch TV?" he asked. Bella nodded.
"If you do where do you watch it?" He asked again.
"I watch them online. I usually watch: America's Next Top Model, CSI Miami, CSI New York, Crime Scene Investigators, Supernatural…um that's about it" Bella said.
"Yet you don't watch dancing with the stars!!" Jared yelled.
"Not really, I only know that people that were on the show because Jacob told me. Which star is your favorite?" She asked.
Jared's face suddenly got serious "Shawn Johnson" he said "I am a dedicated Shawn Johnson supporter. I even made a shirt for it." I choked on my soda and started coughing. Bella burst out laughing while Seth pounded my back to help clear my throat.
"It's not funny man! I am dedicated!" Jared said sternly.
Bella patted him arm "It's okay! Just don't show the girl you date your Shawn t-shirt or they might be offended" Bella said, bursting into a laughing fit. Jared just pouted.
"Gee Bella, thanks for laughing at me…that did not hurt my feelings" Jared said, suddenly bursting into laughter. I smiled and punched his arm playfully.
I had a feeling that Bella was fitting in here with everybody in La Push. It made me happy that she felt at ease around us and around here without her leech of a boyfriend. I felt sorry for Jared. I knew that he cared about her so much, but she was with someone right now, but she seems to be hanging out a lot more with him that she does that bloodsucker. I'm glad.
-The next day, which was a Sunday-
BPOV:
"Hey Bella, I was wondering if you wanted to go shopping with me...you know...hang out at the mall?"
I looked at the phone in my hand and knew my face had a shocked expression. He wanted to go shopping with me? He actually wanted to go shopping?
"Edward...you want to go shopping with me?" i asked
"Yea. We haven't spent much time together in ages so i wanted to hang out for a while. I can get you from the border if you like" He said.
Hmm...might as well...I haven't spent much time with him. I've been with Jared a lot lately so maybe some time with him would be good. I mean come on. He is my boyfriend... I thought.
"Alright Edward. Let me just tell Jacob and Billy. Hold on a minute" I said, setting down the phone and walked into the living room where they were watching the baseball game.
"Billy, Edward wants to go hang out with me. Can I go?" I asked.
Billy turned to me "I think you could. You haven't been with him for a while. Just don't stay out too late" he said. I nodded and headed over to the phone "Edward, i can go. Get me from the border please" I said.
"Okay. I'll be at the border soon. Meet you there. I love you" He said.
"I love you too Edward" I said and hung up the phone. I got changed and headed out into Jacob's car. Jake was already inside the car.
"I'll drop you off. Call me if when you guys are done. We have to meet Lori for dinner so hopefully we can eat there" Jake said. I smiled and nodded.
We got to the border and I saw Edward's Volvo waiting pass the invisible borderline that separated Forks from La Push. I turned towards Jacob and kissed his cheek, unbuckled my seatbelt and started getting out of the car.
"Alright now be careful and make sure that you call me when you are on your way home or to the restaurant okay?" Jake asked.
"Okay! Thanks Jacob! I'll call you later" I said, closing the door and heading towards Edward's car. I saw his face in the from window and saw that he looked mad. What now? I thought.
"Hey Edward…what's wrong?" I asked.
"I thought you guys were just cousins" He growled.
"We are Edward. Why wouldn't we be?" I asked.
"Then why did you kiss him?" He asked me angrily.
"Because I was kissing him goodbye! We always do that: he drops me off at school, I kiss his cheek goodbye, he drives away. It's like our routine" I said. What is wrong with him? I thought He never acted like this before until now.
"Well…I didn't like it Bella. I felt uncomfortable" He said with growing frustration. I rolled my eyes at him. He's being ridiculous! I thought to myself.
"Well I'm sorry Edward, I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable but it means nothing. It's like a family thing you know? When you walk up to a family member and kiss their cheek, it means nothing. That is what that was" I said, getting annoyed by every complaint. This was getting ridiculous.
"Never mind Bella, let's just go" He snapped, speeding off towards Seattle. I rolled my eyes again.
"Okay then" I said, turning towards the window. I felt Edward's hand slide towards mine, encasing it in his own. For some reason it felt weird…like it didn't belong. Maybe it's because I haven't held his hand in such a long time…since we all went shopping a week or two ago.
We drove to the Seattle mall and parked. I got out and grabbed Edward's hand in my own. We strolled up to the entrance and headed to the hot topics nearby. I walked in with Edward following me and headed towards the shirts. I grabbed a Tokyo Hotel Shirt and held up. It was black and had the Tokyo Hotel symbol on it. I decided I liked it.
"That looks cute on you Bella. You should take it, and get something else if you like. I'm paying for everything" He said. I nodded my head. Might as well. He will still buy everything even if you put up a fight so there really is not point.
"Okay Edward. Thanks" I said.
I grabbed a Metro Station shirt that was purple and a paramour shirt that was yellow. I also grabbed hair clips and bracelets and gave them to Edward, who walked to the register and paid for them. We headed out and went to Forever 21. I went in and looked for a pair of skinny jeans. I decided I wanted dark washed jeans and headed over to the corner of the store where the jeans were. I grabbed a few pairs of jeans and went to try them on. Since they all fit I walked out to find Edward waiting for me in a chair.
"Hey Edward, which pair do you like best?" I asked.
He grabbed the jeans from my hands and walked to the register. Okay…I guess all of them…?
He paid and we headed towards Bootworld shoe stores for a pair of converse for me.
"Hey Bella, what shoes are you looking for?" Edward asked. I shrugged.
"Just converse really"
He nodded his head and I headed over to the stack of shoes. I decided to go with converse and grabbed a pair of them and gave them to Edward. He laughed and said "hey you're getting the hang of things". I smiled and followed him to the register. I waited for him to finish paying and grabbed my bag and headed out, Edward right behind me. I walked pass a stand with flowers.
"Bella, wait" I turned around and saw that Edward had stopped at the flower stand and was buying a mini bouquet of flowers. I smiled a small smile and headed over to him. I stood next to him and grabbed the bouquet.
"Thanks Edward" I said sweetly. He smiled and we went on our way.
Jared POV:
I woke up in the morning with a longing in my heart. I had dreamt of Bella professing her love to me and laying on my bed next to me. But when i woke up i knew she was not here. I grabbed my wallet off my dresser and started counting my money. I had $55 currently saved and i knew i had more somewhere...My secret stash!!!! i thought. I remembered that i kept some money i had earned from my part time job in a secret stash. I got out of bed and headed downstairs.
SLAM!
"HEY JARED!!!!" I winced as Quil's voice rang throughout the house.
"Hey Quil. Did you really have to yell that loud?
Quil nodded "why yes I did Jared" He said laughing.
I snarled at him and he laughed even more.
"Dude what is your problem?" He asked.
"You are my problem" i snapped. He held a hand to his heart
"That hurt man...you hurt my feelings" he said, whipping a nonexistent tear from his eyes. I rolled mine and snorted.
"Weren't you going to the mall today? Mind if I tag along?" Quil asked. I nodded my head and he headed over to get his shoes.
I put mine on and headed out the door with my wolf brother following me.
"Why are you going to the mall?" Quil asked once we had gotten into the car.
"I wanted to get her something…something special…so I can show her how much I care about her" I said to him. He nodded and smiled.
"You do know she has a boyfriend don't you?" He asked.
"Yes…unfortunately I do. I will give it to her once she breaks up with him"
"What makes you think she will dude?" Quil questioned.
"I can tell, the imprinting affect is happening. She never smiled like she does now. She laughs a lot more than she did before; I know that she is warming up to me. I can feel it" I said to him. He thought about it for a few minutes.
"Well then…let's go get her something so she can fall deeply in love with you!" Quil yelled excitedly. I smiled, parked the truck in the Seattle Mall parking lot and hopped out.
"So what do you want to get her?" Quil asked. I shrugged. Hmmm…maybe a necklace or a ring I thought to myself.
"I don't know yet. I'll know when I see it" I said. We headed to 5 different jewelry stores before I found the perfect necklace. It was a wolf necklace with a turquoise stone behind the silver wolf. I thought that it was perfect and bought it.
"Aw that's a nice present Jared. When are you going to give it to her?" Quil asked. I thought for a moment.
"Hmm not sure yet, maybe on her birthday or when she finally dumps her leech boyfriend. Then as soon as I know that they are not together I'll find a way to give it to her" I said.
"Oh…don't look now but I see a leech with Bella" I shot around to my right and saw Bella with the leech at a flower stand. He was buying her flowers" I sighed and continued walking around. I would give her the necklace when I felt it was right.
BPOV:
"So where do I drop you off?" Edward asked. I pointed towards the upcoming restaurant. He pulled up in front and parked.
I got out and grabbed my bags of clothes and accessories, closing the door behind me.
"I'll see you later Bella, call if you need anything" Edward said, after rolling down the window. I nodded and he drove off. I looked around, where is Jake? I asked myself.
Jacob POV:
I ran out of the house, pulling my shoes on and jumped into the car. God damn it. I'm so late right now! Bella's probably already there waiting for me!
I sped off towards Seattle and called Bella
B: Hello?
J: Bella! I'm sorry! I'm on my way, I'll be there in 30 minutes!
B: Oh it's fine Jacob, I'll just wait inside or something.
J: Alright, I'll try to hurry it up. Don't do anything or go anywhere.
B: I won't Jake. See you here.
I hung up and continued driving. When I arrived 30 minutes later, I saw Bella standing outside the restaurant waiting for me. I parked nearby, got out and rushed over to her.
"Bella! I'm so sorry! I fell asleep and didn't wake up until you called me. How was the mall with Edward?" I asked. She blushed.
"Awkward really…" she said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because he was jealous of the kiss you gave me on my cheek and then he was mad that I've been spending time with Jared. I told him that I was spending time with my family and friends and he got all mad and was wondering if I was replacing him or something. It was crazy. Then he was showing he was sorry by buying me stuff. He paid for my stuff and got me a small bouquet. It was crazy" she said.
I laughed "well…what an interesting shopping trip. Let's go wait for Lori in the restaurant or something because I'm hungry!" I said, rubbing my tummy. She laughed and we walked inside. Bella's phone beeped and she paled. I grabbed her phone, read the message and froze.
Help! Help me Bella!-Lori
I rushed out the door, knowing that if Bella was with me that I would be worrying about her safety. I rushed out and began smelling around. I caught a scent and ran towards it. In the alleyway I saw Lori getting attack. I could tell that it was a leech…a human drinking leech. I pounced and ripped his arm off.
I saw Lori's eyes widen in shock and she turned away into the wall. I ignored that right now and focused on finishing up this leech. He dodged my fist, but I ran into him and grabbed his other arm. He bit my hand but I held on. I pulled and the arm ripped off. I gripped his head and yanked it off, leaving him headless. I ran to my car, grabbed the lighter and rushed back. I put the body parts into a pile and lit them on fire.
"Jacob…what was that?" Lori asked. I turned towards her and stopped. I couldn't think…couldn't breathe. I felt like the world had stopped, that nothing mattered anymore. My world shifted and I felt that if anything happened to her…my world would end right there. I knew one thing for certain…
I had imprinted…on Lori.
BPOV:
I was sitting in the restaurant, waiting for Jacob to come back. He had been gone for an hour and I was still at the restaurant. I pulled out my phone and called Edward.
E: Hey Bella!
B: Hey Edward, um I'm by myself right now…can you come and hang out with me while I wait for Jacob or someone to call me?
E: Oh yea sure. Let me just get into the car. I'll be there soon.
B: Thanks Edward. I'll be inside the restaurant sitting at a booth.
E: Alright, be there soon love.
He hung up and I stayed where I was, waiting for someone to come and talk to me. I waited a total of 25 minutes before Edward walked into the restaurant. I waved my hand, trying to get his attention. He came over and sat with me.
"Hey, what happened with the pup?" Edward asked. I glared at him. He looked at me sheepishly.
"Jake went to go help Lori. She got attacked. He hasn't called so I'm worried right now" I said. Just as I finished talking, my phone vibrated. I checked the screen and saw that Jacob had texted me.
I'm going home, Lori is in shock right now…and…I imprinted on her…
I smiled at my phone and told him that Edward would give me a ride to the border and that he would have to get me.
"Just drop me off at the border or something when we leave. Jake will get me" I said.
Edward nodded his head. I order and we talked contently until 9:00 at night. I decided it was time for me to go.
"Hey Edward, I have to go…can you drop me off?" I asked. He nodded and got up. I headed over to his Volvo and climbed in. He started the car and we drove off.
-A few days later on Saturday-
BPOV:
"Hey Bella! It's Jessica"
I smiled into the phone "Oh hi Jessica! How are you?" I asked politely.
"Oh I'm great. Listen I'm having a party tonight! And guess what...you're invited!!!!!" She squealed into the phone. I laughed.
"Oh thanks Jessica. Let me ask my uncle first, hold on" I held the phone to my neck and walked into the living room "Hey Billy, Jessica invited me to a party...can I go?" I asked.
Uncle Billy thought about it for a minute "Of course you can go" he said.
"Okay Jessica. I can go to the party" I said.
"Well...Edward, Alice and Jasper are going to be there so come over" Jessica said.
"Oh thanks Jessica, I'll be over there soon. See you there" i said, hanging up the phone.
"Okay Jacob...I'm gunna need a ride to Jessica's house...can you take me?" I asked. He nodded and went to get his shoes.
"Let me change into something nice then we can go" I said, running upstairs. I heard Jake say "this is going to take a while dad". i laughed, not really I thought to myself.
I rummaged through my closet and found a casual shirt and a pair of skinny jeans. I slipped them on and went to do my makeup. I put some mascara, chap stick and powder on my face and headed downstairs to see Billy and
Jake back on the couch.
"Alright I'm done!" yelled happily.
"Wow...for once it didn't take an hour for you to get ready!!! A new world record!" Jake teased. I stuck my tongue out at him and he burst out laughing. Nice going Bella, way to look mature I thought to myself.
"Oh shut up Jake" i said and walked out to the car.
"Awww is Bella being a pissy pants?" Jake asked.
"Shut it! Dad Jake's bothering me!!!" I yelled without realizing that I called Billy 'dad'
"Jake stop it will ya! And Bella, dont forget to call when you want to get picked up alright?" Billy asked, wheeling himself out onto the porch. I nodded my head and got into the Rabbit.
"Come on Jake!!!!! HURRY YOUR BUTT UP!" I yelled. He started heading to the car and made a show of walking slowly towards me.
"Alright here I am. Now you tell me where this house is okay...I don't know where half the stuff is in Forks so just tell me where to go" Jake said, starting the car. We drove out of the driveway and onto the highway heading to Forks. I sat back in my seat and listened to the radio that Jacob turned on. I heard the lyrics of Akon's "Beautiful" come on and started singing along with the lyrics:
When I see you
I run out of words to say (oh oh)
I wouldn't leave you
'Cause you're that type of girl to make me stay (oh oh)
I see the guys tryna' holla
Girl I don't wanna bother you
'Cause you're independent and you got my attention
Can I be your baby father
Girl I just wanna show you
That I love what you are doin' hun
I stared off into the distance, singing along with the music. Jake joined me on the refrain
I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you
You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
I laughed and ocntinued with the song:
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful
Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away (yeah)
And like the sun you
Brighten my day, you brighten my day (yeah)
I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
When we got to the party, I could see that half of Forks was there. There were so many cars in the driveway. Jake pulled in and parked.
"Okay thanks Jacob. I'll call you or something when I want a ride home or I'll ask Angela becuase I think I see her car right over there" I said pointing to a silver Saturn car parked near the front of the driveway. He nodded, kissed my cheek and waited for me to get out of the car.
As soon as I was out of the car I was tackled by Angela in a fierce hug. I hugged her back and smiled.
"Hey Angela! How are you doing? How's Ben?" I asked, letting her go.
"He's great. I'm perfect! I've missed you so much Bella" She said. I pulled her to my side.
"I've missed you too Angela!" i exclaimed, squeezing her closer to me. She hugged me again.
"Is Edward here?" I asked. She nodded and grabbed my hand; leading me inside. I smiled at the thought of seeing Edward again but I felt as if it wasn't a true smile...like something was missing in my emotion. Do I still love him as much as I did before? I thought to myself. Of course I do! HE's the love of my life. I should love him.
Once we got in I saw there it was almost as if the whole population of Forks was at the party. I saw Edward, Alice and Jasper near the drinks and started heading over. I failed to notice Jessica heading over straight towards Edward.
I saw her out of the corner of my eye and stopped walking. What is she doing? I thought. She went right up to Edward and brought his mouth to hers in a heated kiss. I stiffened. Edward put one arm around her waist and another around her head, cupping her head. I felt my eyes tear up. Angela turned towards where I was looking at and frozen.
"Oh my gosh Bella! I'm so sorry! I didn't know about this at all" She said. I nodded and turned to run out the door. I faintly heard Edward yell out "BELLA!" but I kept running. I kept running until I got to Angela's car. Angela unlocked it and I opened the door only to have it shut on me by a white hand.
"Bella, we need to talk" Edward said. I shook my head.
"I don't have to say anything to you!" I snapped. Edward looked shocked.
"Look Bella, I know you're mad..But I swear that I had nothing to do with this at all. She came up and Jasper felt her lust and projected it on accident. He did not mean to do it. I didn't want to kiss her!" He yelled.
I rolled my eyes "yea right Edward! I'm not stupid! I know what I saw!" I yelled. He sighed.
"It's not like that Bella; it never was and never will be. I don't love her, I love you!" Edward shouted. I rolled my eyes. Of course he does. One side thought to me. Then why did he kiss her back? And how come that whenever you are with him now things are awkward? My other side asked.
"Oh so that wasn't you who grabbed her around the waist and held her to you when she kissed you?" I snapped. He shook his head.
"Jasper projected the lust Jessica shot out and it hit me...i didnt want to do that but it happened. I'm sorry Bella!" He yelled. I snorted.
"Oh please Edward!" I yelled. (FYI: Edward never told her that Jasper can project emotions to other people. Only that he can sense them.) He glared at me, almost snaring "I cant believe you Edward. Not right now"
"Bella don't be stupid!" He yelled. That got me mad.
"Oh so now I'm stupid! Just because you hurt me now I am the stupid one. You can say that you didn't like the kiss but that doesn't make it any better Edward!" I snapped at him.
He ran his hands down his face in frustration "Bella you are really losing it right now! Just stop before you say something that you will regret. I love you and all but you are making it hard to right now" he said. I could feel my heart breaking at this point. Tears began to fall from my eyes.
Edward freaked out at what he just said "Bella! I didn't mean that!" He exclaimed wide eyed.
"No Edward...you did. Well fine then. Don't love me!! I'm not making you stay with me! I shouted.
"Bella stop it okay! I know I don't have to love you but I am! Deal with it" He yelled. I saw red.
"No Edward! I won't deal with it. You don't want to be with me, then fine! I'm taking myself out. We are through!" I shouted in his face, turning and getting into the car.
Edward pressed his hand on the window "Bella, don't do this!" He pleaded. I almost cracked but I felt that what I was doing was the best thing to do. Angela drove off and we left him standing on the gravel.
"Where do I drop you off?" Angela asked.
"The La Push border please" I said. She nodded and headed northeast. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. I felt something touch my hand and saw that it was Angela's hand gripping my own in comfort. I held on to her's and kept my eyes closed.
"Thanks Angela" I said.
"Everything will be alright Bella" She said in a soothing tone.
"I hope so" I replied.
We were silent the whole way to the border. We reached the invisible line and I got out of the car.
"Thanks for the ride Angela. I got it from here" I shut the door and walked past the line and got out my phone. I only wanted to see one person tonight.
"Hey Jared...Can you pick me up?"
EPOV:
I was standing by the punch bowl waiting. I don't know why Alice dragged me along but as long as I can see Bella again then it's worth it. Alice was standing beside me with Jasper on her other side, holding her hand. I wish Bella would get here now! I missed her so much. I just wanted to hold her to me. I could hear in the background a song from some guy named Flo Rida coming on.
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Ke$ha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
Hey
Walk out my house with my swagger
Hop in that with dough, I got places to go!
People to see, time is precious
I looked at my cotty, are ya outta control
Just like my mind where I'm going
No women, no shawties, no nothin but clothes
No stoppin now, my Pirellis on role
I like my jewelry, that's always on whoa
I know the storm is comin
my pockets keep tellin me it's gonna shower
Call up my homies it's all
Then pop in the next 'cause this mix'll be ours
We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin
it's platinum patron that be ours
Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers
Girl you drink with all that goodie power
Alice started dancing along with the song. Careful not the spill her drink on her dress. Jasper just stood there, looking at everyone, making sure that no one got close enough to touch Alice. I could hear his thoughts and I almost burst out laughing.
Jasper-Too close to close! NO TOO CLOSE! MOVE TO THE RIGHT IDIOT! PERSONAL BUBBLE HERE!
Wow...Jasper is...stupid I thought to myself.
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Ke$ha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
From the top of the pole I watch her go [down]
She got me throwin my money a[round]
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be [found]
It's goin down down.
From the top of the pole I watch her go [down]
She got me throwin my money [around]
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be [found]
It's goin down down
Hey
Shawty must know i'm the man
My money love her like a numba one fan
Don't look at my mouth, let her talk to my fans
My Benjamin Frank-a-lins
A couple of grands, I got rubber bands
My paper planes makin a dance
Get dirty all night, that's part of my plan
We building castles that's made out of sand
She's amazing, the fire blazing
Hotter than Cajun
Girl won't you move a lil closer?
Time to get paid, it's maximum wage
That body belong on a poster
I'm in a daze, that bottom is wavin' at me
Like da** it, I know you
You wanna shoot like a gun out of holster
Tell me whatever and I'll be your roper
"Hey Edward...I see Bella"
I shot my head towards where Alice was pointing and saw Bella standing at the door with Angela. She still looks amazing I thought to myself. I began to walk over to her but failed to see Jessica walk over to me, nor did I see Jasper stiffen. All I felt was the lusts hit me like a ton of bricks. I looked at Jessica, and when she grabbed my face to kiss me, I kissed back; making Alice and Jasper gasp in shock.
"Edward!! That's not Bella!" Alice exclaimed. I ignored her, thinking to myself of course that's Bella! I wouldn't kiss anyone else besides her! But one part of me knew that they were right, but that part of me died down.
"Edward stop!" Jasper snapped, pulling Jessica off of me. I looked at him then at Jessica...Shit! It wasn't Bella! I looked towards the door and saw Bella turn and run out the door. I ran after her at human speed.
"Bella!" I yelled. She opened the door to Angela's car and started to get in. I grabbed her and closed the car door.
Bella, we need to talk" Edward said. I shook my head.
"I don't have to say anything to you!" I snapped. Edward looked shocked.
"Look Bella, I know you're I swear that I had nothing to do with this at all. She came up and Jasper felt her lust and projected it on accident. He did not mean to do it. I didn't want to kiss her!" He yelled.
"Bella it wasn't my fault. I wasn't me!" I said.
"Oh so that wasn't you who grabbed her around the waist and held her to you when she kissed you?" She snapped. I shook my head.
"Jasper projected the lust Jessica shot out and it hit me...I didn't want to do that but it happened. I'm sorry Bella!" I yelled. She snorted.
"Oh please Edward!" I yelled. I glared at her, almost snaring "I can't believe you Edward. Not right now"
"Bella don't be stupid!" I yelled. Okay...maybe that wasn't the smartest thing to say to her I thought.
"Oh so now imp stupid! Just because you hurt me now I am the stupid one. You can say that you didn't like the kiss but that doesn't make it any better Edward!" she snapped at me.
I ran my hands down my face in frustration "Bella you are really losing it right now! Just stop before you say something that you will regret. I love you and all but you are making it hard to right now" I said. I saw her freeze and tears began to fall from her eyes. Oh crap...
I freaked out "Bella! I didn't mean that!" I exclaimed wide eyed.
"No Edward...you did. Well fine then. Don't love me!! I'm not making you stay with me!" She shouted.
"Bella stop it okay! I know I don't have to love you but I am! Deal with it" I yelled in anger.
"No Edward! I won't deal with it. You don't want to be with me, then fine! I'm taking myself out. We are through!" she shouted in my face, while turning and getting into the car.
I pressed my hand on the window "Bella, don't do this!" I pleaded. I could tell that it almost got her but she held firm. Angela drove off and they left me standing on the gravel staring at them.
I felt Alice come up beside me "I'm sorry Edward. I know how much she mattered to you". I sighed and headed over my Volvo. I got in a waited for them to finish up partying. Nothing mattered to me anymore now that Bella was gone from my life.
Jared POV:
I was sitting on my bed watching Dancing with the Stars with my 'Team Shawn Johnson' shirt on when my cell phone rang with Bella's favorite song
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
I picked up my cell phone off my bed and answered "Hello?"
"Hey Jared...can you pick me up?"
"Bella?" I asked.
"Yea...I'm at the border right now and I want you to get me. Can you?" She asked. I looked at the TV with Shawn and Mark dancing and I decided that Bella was more important than watching Dancing with the Stars.
"I'll be there in 10 mins. Don't go anywhere. Just wait for me there" I said, getting off my bed and grabbing my keys.
"Okay thanks Jared" Bella said, then hung up.
I ran outside to my car, hopped in and drove off towards the border. I was thinking to myself the whole time, wondering why she's not at the party at her friend's house and hanging out with the bloodsucker like Jake said she would. Oh well, she'll tell me when she when she's ready. I made it there in 10 and saw her sitting on a rock. I parked the car and got out.
"Jared...can we go to the beach? I need to talk to you" she asked. I nodded, grabbed her hand and lead her to the car. She got in and we were on our way. I drove the 5 minutes to First Beach and parked the car. I lead her over to a fallen log and sat down.
"What's wrong Bella?" I asked. She sat down next to me. Bella had her phone out and was texting Jake, telling him that she was with me and that she was fine. Oh I know she's fine...actually she's more than fine...she hot! I thought to myself.
"Bella, what's wrong?" I asked again.
She turned to me "Edward and I broke up". I almost jumped for joy but I knew that that was not something Bella needed right now.
"Oh...I'm sorry. What happened?" I asked. She looked towards the ground.
"He kissed Jessica...well she kissed him but still, he held her around her waist and didn't let go! I felt hurt and he just said I was stupid and that I was being hard to love or something!" she yelled. I sighed.
"Bella…I don't know what happened…all I can do is help you when you need it" I said.
"Am I really too hard to love Jared? Is that why he can't love me?" she asked me, close to tears at the moment. I shook my head.
"No Bella, he would have to be crazy not to love ya! I do!" I clamped my mouth shut. Shit!!! She wasn't supposed to know right now.
Bella stared at me shocked "You do?" she asked. I slowly nodded my head. She grasped my hand in hers and I calmed down.
"Jared…I know this is unusual for me…since I believed that Edward and I would be together…but I find myself drawn to you. Is it part of the imprinting thing?" She asked. I nodded again, knowing that the power of the imprint was taking place.
She rested the palms of her hands on my cheeks. I felt myself lean into her touch. She kissed my forehead and I smiled, knowing that she was not done yet. Her head leaned forward towards mine and I leaned towards her. I prepared myself and…
A/N: Hey guys! I am finally done with school! YES! So excited. So now I can update my chapters more often. XD so what do you guys think of this chapter? Please review…I need it right now. Thanks. :D