RENESMEE

If Jacob didn't want me to be his girlfriend, I'd do exactly as he asked. I was furious as I stormed over to the main house still in my pyjamas and of course Jake was right behind, following me.

'Ness, honey, don't be mad please stop for a minute' he pleaded. I turned around angrily and stopped.

'What do you want Jacob? You kiss me then you say we can't be together. I can't deal with the mixed messages, stop listening to my dad, maybe it's about time you chose what you wanted to do instead, unless of course you don't want to do this.'

His eyes were pained 'Nessie how could you even think that? Of course I want you. Only you forever and ever and always.'

I couldn't be bothered to listen to his stories, he needed to be more of a man and make his own decisions.

'See you later Jake' I snapped and turned back but obviously he was going to follow me to the main house. Ugh he was so annoying sometimes.

When I got to the house I was greeted by Emmett who picked me up and spun me around in a bear hug.

'Hey Ness, it's good to have you back' he laughed. I smiled, my family always put me in a better mood.

'Nessie, my beauty!' Rosalie shouted striding towards me to embrace me in a hug and I hugged her back. I saw Jacob nestle into a chair and put his feet up, grabbing the TV remote.

'Hi guys, but I'm sort of looking for my dad, where is he?' I said, but before they could answer my dad came gliding through the back entrance. I frowned at him and was just about to start my torrent of rage when he silenced me and lead me out towards the back with him and I followed reluctantly. When we were outside he turned to face me, his eyes soft.

'I know what you're going to say Renesmee and I know how angry you are but trust me, this is in your best interest.'

'How is it in my best interest? I'm sick and tired of you and mom always making decisions for me. I'm perfectly fine.'

'You see Nessie, you have all the time in the world to be mature and an adult, I just don't think you're ready' he said miserably.

'Let me tell you something dad' I said walking forwards towards him. 'It's not me who isn't ready, it's you. You just don't want to let your baby daughter go but I am not a baby anymore dad and it's about time you stopped treating me like one. You and mom always taught me to be independent, to do what's best for me and being with Jake is what's best for me. I am nearly seventeen years old and I'm sure about what I want. You need to trust me to let me make my own decisions and let me grow up.'

His face was conflicted, I could tell he knew I was right; he just wasn't sure what to do. I walked closer to him and wrapped my arms around him.

'Daddy you need to trust me, I'm not a baby but I'll always still be your little girl' I whispered and he hugged me back and kissed the top of my head.

'I'm sorry Renesmee, you're right, you are absolutely right. I need to trust you. But please, just do one thing for me' he said and he pulled back to look into my eyes.

'I know the times have changed but I really would like if you, just wait until you're married, you know, to um' he stuttered and I pulled back from him.

'Please don't try and have a sex talk with me dad!' I gasped, covering my eyes with my hands and he laughed.

'Okay, okay, just try and do that for me, I think you should go talk with your mom' he said still laughing.

'Yeah, yeah I got it' I said loudly with my hands covering my ears as I walked back in.

'Forget talking to your mom, you can do that later, you're coming to talk with us' Alice appeared suddenly out of thin air grabbing me by one arm whilst Rose grabbed me by the other and led me outside towards Rose's car.

'Were going shopping!' Alice chimed.

JACOB

I'd just heard Nessie's conversation outside with Edward. It was amazing how much she had him wrapped around her little finger because he'd just granted us permission to be together. Of course though, Blondie and pixie dragged her away to go shopping and to talk about things I'd probably be better off not knowing.

I didn't know how long Nessie was going to be so I got up off the couch and bid my goodbyes and decided to go spend some time with the pack. I hadn't done that for so long. In the last few years a lot had changed, since Emily had given birth to her twins, Sam had decided to stop phasing and settle down with her. He wanted to live as long as she did; he wanted to grow old with her so I had become alpha of the whole pack. Since I had been dealing with Nessie, I gave my role to Seth for a while. My beta.

When I got down to the reservation I was jumped on and tackled to the ground by Paul, Embry, Quil, Jared and my favourite, Seth.

When they finally let me up I was laughing. It was good to be around some guys for a change. Of course I mean I loved Nessie with everything I had in me but it felt nice to be around some human guys, my age, my family.

'Where have you been?' Seth asked, patting me on the shoulder.

'Yeah man we thought the Cullen's had turned you or something' Paul chimed in. I laughed, 'well things have been pretty busy lately' I replied 'what with Nessie's no emotion thing. It's been a difficult time.'

'Yeah we heard about that man, how is she?' Jared asked.

'She's okay now. She's gone shopping, so I decided to come show my face.'

'Well we were just heading up to the beach, Colin and Brady are there and I think Leah is aswell' Quil said 'come on.' And we all headed off for first beach.

It was a bright day, the sea was blue and the air was warm. Leah was indeed there lying down reading a book and warned us not to interrupt her and Colin and Brady were throwing a ball around. Quil went to join them and we all sat down.

'So Jacob' Paul started fiddling with the sand 'how are things with you and Nessie?'

I looked up at him, his tone was different.

'Things are fine' I answered and he shot a look at me smirking.

'Oh come on, she's older now…' he continued eyeing me levelly.

'What Paul is trying to say' Jared piped in 'is have you jumped her bones yet?'

Paul laughed and so did the rest. Oh, now I got it. Same old Paul, same old pack. I laughed.

'No, I have not' I answered him.

'Why not?' Paul said 'you know you want to'

'Yeah man, she's yours forever' Embry added

'If she's mine forever I don't need to rush into things do I?' I answered and he just smirked again.

'Yeah, yeah always the moral one Jacob' he said.

'If you don't, I will' Embry laughed and I shot a look at him. 'What?' he asked innocently 'you're all about soul searching you are Jacob but don't tell me you can't see that Nessie's hot. She's slim; she has one of the most stunning faces I've ever seen. She's fucking sexy! ' And the others started to laugh.

I glared at Embry. He hadn't imprinted so I knew for certain how he thought of Nessie. My Nessie.

'In all seriousness though Jake, if you don't fuck her soon, she'll think you don't like her' Paul said. I cringed at his crude choice of words.

'Yes Jake, you need to. Make her forget her own name. Do her so hard that…'

I cut him off. At first it was a joke, now I was getting angry. They were talking about Nessie like an object for pleasure and I wasn't having any of it.

'Don't talk about her that way' I said harshly and they all fell quiet 'shut up about her, and Embry keep your thoughts about her to yourself okay?' I said and they went completely silent.

A few moments later Paul spoke up 'hey I'm gonna go play ball, anyone want to come?' and they all got up and followed him except from Seth.

We sat side by side watching the sea. I was annoyed, frustrated and angry. I just wanted to go home to Nessie. Technically I still did live at Billy's although I was never there except to change, shower and pick up fresh clothes. I went wherever Nessie went, slept wherever Nessie slept. I always had.

'Look man, I know you're annoyed. I think they had a bit to drink earlier, they didn't mean anything by it.' Seth said calmly.

'I know I'm just so protective over her. I used to hate it when they talked about girls like that but just now when they were referring to Nessie, it just pushed me over the edge.'

'I know, but I do think Embry's kind of right.'

I looked at him abruptly and he hastily continued, 'I don't mean about you know that stuff, but maybe you should see her in a different light. I'm no expert on girls but I do know that most teenage girls are insecure. Maybe you should comment on her actual appearance, you know her body, or something. Make her know you're attracted to her physically not just mentally.'

I nodded at him; I guess he did have a point. I made a mental note to take more notice of her body and her clothes and such.

'So have you kissed her?' he asked in a whisper. I laughed quietly.

'Yes'

'How was it?' he pressed

'It was amazing Seth, honestly it was the most amazing moment of my life'

'I'm happy for you Jake. Nessie is beautiful and you deserve her as she deserves you.'

'Thanks mate' I said playfully punching his arm.

And this was why Seth was my best friend.

Aww I was feeling cute, love a bit of brotherly bonding :}}