This chapter was hard to write because it was so sad but this is really important for both of them and in the world of vampires and werewolves there is a lot of bad things that happen and there needs to be some action. I think this experience will both make them stronger in the end and bring them closer together in a new way. So it's very intense and upsetting but after a few more chapters, we will finally hopefully get over all of these sad bits and bumpy roads and Nessie always running off and we will get to see a real love story.

RENESMEE

He was standing there, tall and lean with no shirt on and just some light sweats. I could guess who his inspiration was. His hair was short and cropped black and his eyes were glistening red. He fed on humans.

'What are you doing here?' I asked, my voice even. I was very aware I was completely alone with him and I was trying my hardest to stay cool and not show him that I was afraid.

'It's Valentine 's Day soon silly and I want you to be my valentine Renesmee' he said inching just a little closer to me.

'I'm with Jacob' I said blankly

'Doesn't seem like it to me, I happened to overhear a little of your conversation. It seems you want something desperately that Jake's reluctant to give you but dear sweet Renesmee, I do not see you as a child like he does, you're a grown woman and you're beautiful and I will give you what you want' he said seductively.

'You've been watching me?' I said angrily. I was thoroughly disgusted that he had been spying on my very private conversation with Jake. I hated Nahuel so much, he had this way of just showing up every once in a while, either at my house to visit the family or at the mall or wherever. I actually just wish somebody would kill him so he would be gone for good.

'Of course I have, you're the most beautiful little thing I've ever seen in my life, you could be my princess, and we'd conquer the world.'

I just stared at him in disgust and disbelief, he was repulsive and he was crazy. I started to stride forward but he blocked my path.

'I don't want you to leave' he said smirking and that's when I choked on my fear. I was strong but I wasn't as strong as him, oh god how I wished Jacob was here, please come and find me Jacob I mentally wished harder than anything ever.

'Move out of my way Nahuel' I said hard but he just laughed and moved close to me and gently traced his finger across my cheekbone.

'God, you're so fucking beautiful, Jake doesn't know what he's missing.'

Fear started to kick in and I tried again to move but he pushed me back hard and placed his hands on my shoulders and smiled cruelly.

'We can do this the easy way or the hard way Renesmee. Your choice but either way I will ravish your perfect body right here in these woods because you're just too beautiful. I wish you'd do it the easy way though because I want you to enjoy it aswell.'

'You're disgusting, I'll never enjoy anything you give me' I shouted trying to break out of his grasp but he was just too strong. I started to hyperventilate.

He smiled widely and leaned forward to my ear, I could feel his hot breath linger on my skin as he whispered in my ear. I felt like I was going to be sick.

'I know you're a virgin, this can be beautiful Renesmee' he leered and at those words I started to thrash and squirm and eventually I broke his hold and ran as fast as I could but he caught up with me quickly and pinned me down onto the floor, holding my arms above my head. I couldn't believe it, this was truly going to happen and there was nothing I could do about it. There was no option but to turn my emotions off, at least I wouldn't be afraid anymore. I wouldn't feel anything so I wouldn't care. I closed my eyes and thought of Jake and then I decided Jake would tell me to keep fighting him, you never give up without a fight. I opened my eyes and as he leaned down to kiss my neck I sank my teeth into his neck, as hard as I possibly could, ripping chunks of flesh out of his skin. Blood drinking could be pleasurable but if the person receiving wasn't willing it was excruciating. He jumped back like he had an electricity shot and I scrambled up. His eyes were blazing, he was furious.

'You stupid little bitch, you're going to pay for that' and before I had time to run he grabbed me and slammed my head against a large rock on the floor hard. So hard I went dizzy, the pain was blinding and now I was weak and I couldn't fight back. I was seeing stars. I screamed Jake's name as hard as I could but he slammed my body hard against the rock again and I felt the pain rip through me. This was it, I was going to die. And then he grabbed me by my neck and sank his teeth into me as hard as he possibly could and tossed me to the ground. My body convulsed and that's when I realised he had bitten me. Nahuel was venomous. I wasn't reacting the way I knew I should be to the change and that was because I wasn't a full human. This venom was poisonous to me and it was going to kill me. Instead of feeling fire course through my body I felt pain. Blinding pain and it was just too much to bear. My eyes closed on their own. My head felt like it was about to explode and I could hear my own heartbeat trying to beat rapidly but I knew it was faltering. I was too tired and I couldn't fight anymore. I felt something pulling me down, something calm and inviting, it was as if I was drowning, drifting away. As I felt myself drifting, I remember hearing the sound of the padding footsteps of wolves and the cries and pleas of my attacker being ripped limb from limb.

I could hear Jake by me screaming my name, shaking me hard but I couldn't feel him, I was numb and I was too far gone. It took everything I had to open my eyes to look at his face one last time before I died. Tears were streaming down his face.

'Don't you dare leave me' he cried 'don't you dare Renesmee' I could make out a blur of vampires behind him, Carlisle at my other side trying to fix the irreversible damage. I couldn't speak or move so I gazed into his eyes and with all the strength I had left I used it to expand my power of sending my thoughts to other people. I didn't know if it worked, I hoped it did. It usually had to be me touching the person but I couldn't move so this was the best I could hope for.

I love you Jake, so much, more than anything, I'm so sorry I sent to him and I heard him whisper 'I love you, you'll be okay Nessie, we'll make you better' as he choked on his own tears. Those were the last words I heard, and the last thing I felt was a pair of teeth into my neck, sucking out the poison but it was no use. I surrendered to the darkness.