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EMILY POV
Fuck sake I can't wait to get home, and get into bed. I know Naomi told me she'd give me a lift home but I could not get into her car after her reaction to us kissing. I don't know what went wrong, I thought she liked it, maybe I went too far, fuck I've messed everything up! I feel sad, confused and angry all at once. Just get me home!
Finally I've reached my front door, before I walk in I better wipe my tears, can't be asked with mum and Katie firing questions at me, plus I can't tell them that I kissed a girl, they don't even know that I'm gay, I mean.. I've only just found out!
I open the door and walk through to the kitchen to make myself a quick hot chocolate to take up to my room, mum, dad, James and Katie are sat around the dinner table eating, oh great, just what I wanted.
"Are you ok Emily?" Mum says with a concerned look on her face
"Uhm, yeah. I'm fine." I replied, probably not so convincing as my voice was shaky
"You look like you've been crying" she responded, still with a concerned look on her face
"Mum!" I said louder than I was supposed to "I'm fine, just please, Leave me alone"
I quickly finished stirring my hot chocolate and headed to exit the kitchen, but mum still hasn't gotten the point that I don't want anyone to talk to me right now!
"No Emily stop, I can see you've been crying! Just tell me what's wrong, I am your mum and deserve to know what wrong with my daughter!" everyone else was silent around the table, just watching awkwardly playing with their food.
"Do you really want to know?!" I respond angrily, she nodded curiously.
"Fine" I said and started to play with my hands for a minute "I kissed a girl, she kissed me back, it was fine for a few minutes and then she freaked out, happy now!?" I said and I felt my stomach tighten at what I just said and my eyes tearing up, and mum looks as if I've just told her that I'd killed someone.
"What do you mean you.. Kissed.. a.. girl?" she asked pausing between words with a shocked look on her face
"What do you think I mean? I fucking kissed a girl, and I liked it!" I didn't mean to get so angry, but I couldn't help it. I just wanted to get into bed.
She paused for a few minutes looking disgusted at what I'd just said, and then finally, she spoke "Go to your room." She said coldly, without even looking at me.
Really? Go to my room?! Yes mum gladly! Well, I knew my mum was homophobic anyway so no surprise at her reaction, I noticed no one was looking at me, they all just stared down at their food not knowing what to say, no one decided to stick up for me. So with that, I hurried out of the kitchen wiping more tears from my face and headed up to my bedroom and burst into more tears.
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