Here is chapter 17. I hope the double spacing works if not im sorry. Enjoy.

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I've been driving for two hours trying to decide a plan. I should really call before just showing up. I reach to grab my phone when it blairs with Dimitri's ringtone. Should I pick it up or let it go to voicemail? "Hello" I answered he would just freak if I didn't. "Rose where are you?" his voice sounded worried. "Driving,I told you I need space apparently you didn't listen." I pulled into a restaurant I hated driving and talking. Why the hell didn't he listen to me? "No I didn't, because I love you and am worried. Why did you leave? What did I do?" he pleaded. "Dimitri, I made it clear in the note that you did nothing I just need space." I thought I made that very clear. "I love you but I don't have choices anymore. I terrified about being a parent I'm not ready you may be but I'm not." I could feel the tears coming I need to hold them back and be strong.

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Rose was scared that's what this was all about. Not Lissa and Not me it was really about her being a mom. "Rose, will learn together I'm scared too. Please come back I need you." I was staring at her engagement ring I felt like I was reasoning with a two year old. "You will never get it. I need to go bye." She sounded like she was starting to cry but it was too late to say anything she already hung up. "What did she say?" Lissa asked quietly I forgot she was here. "Rose needs some time. She's just really scared that's the whole reason she quitting as your guardian she thought that you would understand." I furious at Lissa she made my Roza question herself and leave. "She's all I have left I feel like your taking her away from me." Lissa complained. "OUR REACTION MATTERED MOST TO HER! I'M A LITTLE SCARED BUT IT'S WHAT SHE WANTS SO I SUPPORTED HER INSTEAD OF BEING A SELFISH BITCH!!!!!" I yelled at her my chest was heaving him and out I wanted Rose back I needed her. I say this whole mess is her fault. "Yelling at me won't bring her back." Lissa whispered. "I know I'm sorry I just want her back." I sighed frustrated. "I think I know someone you can help, call Janine" Lissa handed me her cell phone. She was right it could help I dialed her number I remembered in case something happened with Amelia and Jacen. She answered on the first ring and I explained everything she told me she was on her way she knew exactly where Rose was. I breathed a sigh of relief I would have my babies and Rose back soon.

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I was sitting in the car crying. I don't know how much time passed but I just couldn't take it everything I ever did was in my mind. From my worst memories like seeing Mason die to the greatest memory which was that time in the cabin. I dried my tears and grabbed my cell and found my mom's number. It rang twice then she picked up there was a lot of background noise. "Rose, I know everything Dimitri called I'm on my way. I have a good idea where you are if you don't go back to the academy." She sounded threatening. "What? How the hell do you know where I am?" this made no sense I never came here before and we never talked. "I will explain everything when I get there I think it time you know the truth about your father and my past. Now where do you want me to meet you?" I looked at the Restaurant's name: Bella and Edward ( I had to put twilight in here) "Bella and Edward café its in Mead, Montana" I wanted to know about my father and mother's past. "I will meet you there" she said and hung up the phone. I would finally know the truth.

I hope enjoyed. I will try and update soon I have tons going on with school and I don't handle stress. Which is why my mom says that I'm going to have an early heart attack or get ulcers. Please review.