**Here's a small filler chapter for ya. Much cuteness involved.
Must a cracked soul always be broken?
Will it ever heal?
Will things from past
Affect the present
I'm begging for the coins of life
Inside I am the peasant
Will it ever be enough?
Will I ever be happy?
"San Zagar's gonna kill you when he sees the penis you just drew."
Santana giggles and snaps her fingers and the painting turns into a sun.
Brittany is amazed what's going on?
"Tana how did you do that?"
"Well this is the magic garden isn't it?" She playfully looks around. "I accidentally went to the unmagic garden didn't I?"
Brittany laughs and playfully pushes her girlfriend. She feels different and cold. The blonde is scared now and Santana can sense it.
"I'm not really here babe. You're in a coma. You were strong and didn't die on me."
"I-."
"Shh it's ok let's just have fun."
Brittany looks around bewildered. She feels no pain, no cravings. She feels light and euphoric. Brittany wants to stay here forever. Santana looks over at her and as if she's reading her mind she says, "Don't get comfortable here or you won't wake up. You have to wake up Brittany."
"H-how are you even here San?"
San cocks her head to the side cutely and smiles at her girlfriend.
"I'm in you're head, I'm in your heart, we share a soul."
Brittany thinks that is the most beautiful thing she's ever heard. She likes this world but she has to go back so she can hold San and feel the warmth of her.
The girls have fun. They draw doors in the air and walk through them. Play on a see saw made of rainbows.
"I love you San."
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Quinn's POV
The two most important people in my life are lifeless. I convinced the doctors to let them share a room. They look like robots with the amount of tubes and wires running out of them.
Santana has an air pump because the shiv pierced her lung and she can't breathe on her own. She's in such bad shape they had to bring her to the city. And still she's cuffed to the rail of the goddamn bed. She's not going anywhere! It's there damn fault she isn't going anywhere! If the guards were doing their jobs it wouldn't have gotten this bad. And she has to go back as soon as she's better. If she gets better.
I look over to my left. Brittany. How did she end up shot in an alley? Who could do something to someone so kind? They both look so small, especially Brittany. I walk over to hold her hand and see the track marks littering her arms. I knew she was doing it. I saw her creep into her room with the spoon.
I ghost my fingers over the gathering of red dots and feel anger bubble within me.
"How could you do this Britt? You're going to a deep place where I don't think San is going to follow you."
I hear a knock on the door and turn around to see Santos. He looks happy to see his sister finally but sad to see her half dead. He gives me a forced smile and walks over to Santana's bed.
The boy grabs his sister's hand and kisses her knuckles.
He shakes his head voice cracking. "Will it ever be over for her Q? Will she ever be happy?"
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"How much for a blow job?"
"50"
The man hands Puck the money and they walk into the abandoned crack house. He's forced to do this since no dealer would hire him because he was close with Lopez and the cops could be watching.
The man leans up against the wall and drops his pants.
"You better be good for 50 fuckin bucks."
The man whips out his dick from the hole in his boxers and shoves himself into Puck's mouth.
He tries not to throw up. He tries to keep the single tear from escaping his eye.
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Sam stands in a dark alley pockets stuffed with crack. He got on a guy names Face's team to work this block. It's al right money but Face is a dick and only gives him 6 percent of what he sells and crack is cheap.
A girl walks by limping and scratching her neck and Sam has one hand on his gun and the other in his pocket with the crack. He never knows which one he's going to pull.
"You got a 20 piece?"
Sam nods and hands it off to the girl. She yanks her pipe out of her pocket and smokes a rock right there. This is his life and he hates it. Tina, and Mike also work for face. Sam's now girlfriend, Sugar still works at Headliner's and he hates that too.
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It's been 3 whole months since Brittany saw sunlight and when she finally woke up everything came rushing to her. She couldn't speak of it. It hurt too much. Quinn was the first to ask, then the cops. When she looked over and saw Santana in a similar state she thought somehow he got to her too and she started bawling her eyes out.
"Someone shanked her in the yard B. The same night someone shot you."
Brittany stands up warily and moves to her girlfriend's bed with a quickness no to be possessed by someone who was in a come for 3 months.
She grips her hand and cries hysterically.
She refused to talk to anyone but she WILL talk to San even if she can't hear her. Brittany briefly wonders if San was in a weird world while under too. Then she sees how she's cuffed to the bed and gets even more upset.
The girl notices the scars now littering her lover's body. She ghosts her fingers over the scar on her face but doesn't mind it. She actually thinks it's sexy. Brittany looks at the thick white line on her neck and more tears come. Then she opens her gown a bit and see's all the stab wounds littering her amazingly ripped abs.
"Oh baby. I wanna kill that bitch! Please wake up for me. Please? I need to tell you something babe. It hurts and I need to tell you about it." She leans over Santana and cries.
Brittany then notices a new tattoo on the Latina's wrist. It's an infinity symbol but running through the lines of the figue 8 pattern is the word love. She sends out a tearful smile and remembers a better time.
The girls hopped a fence and are now squeezing between the metal doors of an abandoned building. Brittany decided to do something spontaneous today and Santana agreed as always and this is how they ended up in an abandoned warehouse in North Philly.
Santana hikes her back pack onto her shoulder as they climb the stairs. After what seems like years the girls make it onto the roof. The hold hands and take in the view of the city below smiling from ear to ear.
Santana releases her hand and takes a knee before unzipping her bag and pulling out spray paint.
"What are you doing babe?"
Santana smiles mischievously. "You'll see."
She takes the spray paint and goes to work. Swirling and manipulating the paint with ease. Once she's done she calls her girl over and she gasps at what she sees.
On the floor of the roof there is a silhouette of two girls holding hands. Their backs are towards the viewer and one in taller than the other. There's a city skyline in the background and underneath the girls' feet are words.
S and B.
I love you infinity.
Brittany looks over at her perfect, strong, sexy girlfriend and smiles.
"Why infinity San?"
The brunette walks over to her blonde and pulls her close.
"Because it's longer than forever."
She kisses Santana deeply. When she's cute she knocks it out of the park.
"Good cuz I want infinity with you." Britt Whispers.
All of a sudden they hear the roof door open and a cop appear.
"Hey get down now!"
They both look at each other and nod before throwing a couple cans of spray paint at the cop and running towards the fire escape.
Britt's pushing San to go faster as the cop gains on them.
"Come on Tana he's getting close!"
"I have short legs!"
San grabs more paint cans out of her bag and chucks them behind her and Britt causing the cop to trip and stumble down the steps.
"Ughh fuck!"
The girls laugh at he curses them but they keep running. As soon as they reach the bottom rung of the fire escape ladder they drop and hit the ground running. The two spot a corner store and quickly duck inside to avoid the officer. They're both breathe heavy and laugh as the cop runs passed the store.
Now that they know they are safe the two of them burst into a fit of laughter and have to hold their stomachs from the cramps they have.
Brittany recovers first and wraps her arms around Santana's waist and kisses her before uttering. "I love you infinity."
Brittany smiles at the memory and leans down to kiss Santana's dry lips.
"I love you infinity."