***Sorry for the mistakes last chapter I didn't have time to proof read my bad. Anyway read review and grab some tissues now lol

Brittany tried to make new complaints everyday to be able to stay in the room with Santana but eventually they literally threw her out of the hospital. Since San's an inmate she's not really supposed to have visitors let alone a roommate.

She's paranoid. She carries one of Santana's switch blades everywhere she goes. He's out there and can come get her at any moment. Brittany never thought she had to feel this way again. Afraid to breathe.

The blonde has worked double shifts day and night to try and pay for her hospital bills and increasingly expensive drug habit.

She comes home and Quinn is on the couch. She goes over to sit next to her and pulls out her drug kit. Brittany sets everything up and when the needle is ready she injects it and relishes in the rush.

Quinn's had enough of this bullshit. She jerks Brittany awake.

"What?" she snaps.

Quinn scoffs at her. "Would San agree with that? Would she want to wake up to a skeleton?" Quinn is seething. "You're not Brittany anymore. You're shine is gone and I know a lot of us lost ourselves but it breaks my heart to see you with track marks!"

Quinn thinks of her sister and how it must break her heart to see her girlfriend like this.

"Doing dope at all isn't good. I know cuz we all do it. But shooting doubles the shittyness of it. Tana's so hurt you're doing this. She's so scared. She's done so much for you and this is how you repay her! She killed for you and I'm sure when she finds out what that fucker did, she's going to kill him too."

Britt bows her head in shame. "I wanna kill him…"

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Santana woke up to an empty room in a hospital. When she tried to move off the bed she was restricted by wires and handcuffs. She doesn't know how long it's been but she was hoping she slept through her sentence. She'd never get that lucky.

When a nurse sees she is awake she smiles sadly and alerts the guards from the prison that kept watch outside her door to make sure she didn't run away. It's weird that she doesn't have any withdrawal pain. She thinks she must've been out for at least a week for all the heroin to get through her system.

San spends a couple more days in the hospital. She made sure the hospital called her emergency contact, Quinn, to let her know she's awake.

It's a daunting emotion she feels when the gates to the prison close behind her again. She wants to find that bitch and kill her but now that she only has a month left to her sentence she wants to lay low.

They lead her through the jail and no one hoots and hollers at her this time. Instead they all bow their heads in respect.

She's surprised but just shrugs at this. She's also shocked she still has her same cell. As Santana walks in Rosa rises from the bed and hugs her even before the guards had time to release her cuffs.

"You saved my life camarada. The Latin Kings are forever in your debt."

"Well shit I should get stabbed more often if I get this type of welcome." San jokes.

"Was the bitch who stabbed me in the hole for a while?"

Rosa smirks a devilish smirk she's never sported before.

"She's in a hole alright. 6 feet in the ground."

Santana's shocked. Did she kill her during the fight? Oh my god not another one.

"Gloria put a hit out on her. Oh and she gave me this to give to you." Rosa hands her a bundle.

She begins doing lines trying to contemplate what the hell she just heard.

"She's trying to make up for it San. She couldn't have known – ."

Santana cuts her off. "There is no fucking way to make up for what she did!"

Rosa nods her head because she knows her friend is right so she changes the subject. "So one more month ay?"

"Yea and then I get to hold my Britt Britt."

Rosa gets sad that she can't leave.

"I'm gonna miss you camarada. Gimme 3 years and we can be on the beach together."

"I'm gonna miss you too Ro."

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Brittany walks into the jail nervous as hell. She knows San's gonna flip shit when she tells her and what's even worse is she can't do anything about it.

Brittany walks into the visitor's room and sits down to wait for her girlfriend. Oddly enough she feels safe inside this jail. He can't get to her here. She turns when she hears the familiar sound of chains clinking together. Santana's smile drops when she sees the state of her girlfriend.

She's rail thin and paler than usual. She doesn't look anything like the girl Santana fell in love with and it breaks her heart. Brittany sees the concern in her girls face and Quinn's words ring through her head. Maybe she doesn't want her anymore?

Santana sits down and they chain her to the table.

"Hey babe. What's going on huh?" San talks to her sweetly.

Brittany immediately crumbles into a mess of tears. Santana goes to touch her but the chains restrict her movement. She wants to make it better so bad, whatever it is.

"Tell me what it is Britt I promise I won't be mad. Ok babe?"

Brittany sniffles and lifts her head to look at Santana. She's completely broken and looks even more lifeless than when she was in the hospital.

"San… he. He came back for me. And…and he trapped me in the car…"

Brittany continues her story and tells Santana how she was shot and in a coma next to her.

The Latina is seething. She can't believe that fucker.

Brittany starts shaking violently and hyperventilating as she sobs.

Santana yanks at her chains and yells. "Let me hold her god damnit!" She keeps yanking on the chains as Brittany is being held down by a guard to keep her from going to Santana.

"Something really bad happened to her please!" Her voice cracks with emotion. Now she's crying a mix of angry and sad tears. Her girlfriend needs her and she's a foot away and can't do anything about it.

"She fucking needs me can't you see that?"

The guards come over and unchain her to bring her back to her cell because of bad behavior.

She breaks free before they have the chance to drag her out of the room. She runs towards Brittany and lifts her cuffed hands over the blonde's head so she can hold her. Brittany feels instantly better finally being able to hug her girlfriend. Santana kisses her as deep as she can with the little time she has.

The guards are pulling at her but she's still fighting against them as they grab her by the waist.

"It's gonna be ok B. I'm gonna fix it baby girl. I love you!"

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Santana gets back to her cell and she's so distraught she does all the heroin Gloria gave her. Rosa comes into the cell and sees her friend in a state and puts her hand on her shoulder. Santana jumps from the contact not realizing anyone came into the cell.

She wipes the tears from her eyes and puts on her normal cold mask. She looks up at Rosa with a sense of desperation.

"I think I'd like to call in that favor now."