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The weeks that followed was a mix of me either jerking off to the thought of Levi working on my cock, talking to Armin about what had happened for both him and me, looking at the piece of paper with Levis number on, gathering the courage to tell Mikasa that I was gay or gather the courage to call Levi, which I never did, because I didn't know what he expected.

The first of my worries was solved on a late Saturday. I had just jacked off when Mikasa knocked on the door. I hid all the tissues, before I said she could enter.

"What's up" I tried to be casual, act like I was my normal self.

"Eren are you gay?" She just said it, like that, didn't wrap it up or anything.

"Ehr, why do you ask?"

"You've been acting weird. I thought it was because of the whole Sasha thing or perhaps the incident. When I talked to Armin he said he didn't think it was that"

"Did Armin tell you anything?" I interrupted

She didn't look surprised over I'd already talked with Armin about it.
"No. He didn't. I just remember at Jeans. I saw Levi come out of the kitchen looking all, I don't know, triumphant. Then you came out afterwards acting all flustered and goofy"

Urgh, had I been that obvious

"But you remember when you fell asleep on the couch the other day? You kind of moaned and, uhm said Levis name."

How embarrassing, I remember I had had a dream about him doing some things to me, but I hadn't realized I had been speaking in my sleep. I turned red.

"I figured you didn't know how to tell me. So I just wanted you to know that if it's the case, I already suspected it and it's okay. I'm not judging you"

That was the good thing about Mikasa. She never judged anyone.

"I'm gay" I shrugged and she leaned forward to hug me

She sat down beside me and hugged me. I told her the whole story, even why the guys had beat me up, which just made her angry.

When I was done we just sat in pleasant silence before she got up and told me "It's okay to be you Eren, remember I love you".

She gave me a kiss on the cheek and left. She had giving me some courage, so I looked at the number one more time and then decided to call. I was getting nervous; I didn't know what to say if he picked it up, which he did.

"Levi" It was a weird kind of greeting, not a hi or who's there just an announcement of who was speaking.

"uhm, Hi Levi. It's Eren"

"Took you long enough, fucking brat. What do you want?" Attitude completely unchanged from normal. I hadn't realized how much I feared he still would be sad.

"Hang out?"

"Should've known… Wait. You wanna hang out now?" He asked, sounding as though he had better things to do

"If you have time?"

The other side of the phone went silent for a while.

"I'm down town, if you walk down here I'll pick you up?"

"Sure"

He didn't say bye or see you, he just hung up. I was getting nervous. I got this far, I could do the rest and meet him. Whatever his plans was I could always tell him no.

I put on some other clothes, said goodbye to Mikasa and went down town. He hadn't said where he would pick me up so I just went to the parking lot opposite Blue Steel. After 15 minutes, he drove into the spot next to me. He gestured with his head that I should get in. I hesitated for only a second before entering.

"Do you mind hanging out at my place?" He didn't even look at me, just on the road ahead, but I shook my head and guessed he sensed it. It would be interesting seeing how he lived.

He lived in an apartment, which suited his personality just fine. There weren't that many things. Most of the furniture was black; there wasn't anything on the walls. What surprised me about the place was that there was so clean. It was obvious it was recently done. I sat down in the black couch, didn't know what else to do.

He leaned against the wall, crossed his hands and observed me again, just staring at me like I was some kind of puzzle. It should have been me, looking at him like that, he was the mystery here.

He finally said "I'm trying to figure out why you're here. Not sure if you're here to actually just hang out, talk or you're here hoping I'm going to fuck you"

I just looked at him, sitting on the couch he seemed much taller, more intimidating. When I placed myself in the car I hadn't known what I'd want, but I knew now. I licked my lips, got up and strode over to him.

He stood there, waiting to see what I wanted, neither asking me to do anything but on the same time didn't ask me to stop, so I kissed him first softly and later more aggressively.

His body let me know, that I was allowed to touch him, but his eyes let me know, that he was the one in charge, which made me desire him more. His expressions didn't change much, not like mine probably had. For the first time ever, I touched another man like he was a lover.

I felt his ass, I felt the muscles under his shirt and I felt his dick. First through his pants, but after a few moments, I decided to take it out, I wanted to see it.
It bounced up against his stomach when his boxers came off. It was average length, slightly smaller than mine, but also a lot thicker. I almost couldn't fit my hand around it.
I couldn't concentrate on giving Levi the same kind of attention with my kisses as he had with me.
He was getting hard, which relieved me. I tried doing all the things I liked myself and even though he didn't say or do much, his breath got heavier.

I looked down on his cock and suddenly felt and urge to put it in my mouth. I looked at Levi to see if he minded, but his eyes were closed and his mouth open. I took a chance and got down on my knees.

It was so big and I really wanted to taste it, but I wasn't sure if it would fit in my mouth. I licked the tip of the head, while working on the root with my hands. I looked at it and wanted more, so I opened my mouth as wide as I could and slowly pressed his cock further into my mouth.

I heard a groan and felt his hands, spreading and fondling my hair and putting a light pressure on my head, so I would keep sucking his dick. I slowly went up and down, careful not to gag. I could feel how aroused it made me, sucking his dick. The effect was enormous; I felt my cock grow in my pants as I continued to blow him.

He didn't warn me, I just heard him gasp "Fuck Jesus" before he came into my mouth. I wasn't prepared, so I just swallowed, it tasted salt.

I was still sitting on the floor and he looked down on me "That was your first time?"

I nodded, not sure if he meant it was good or if it was bad. I stood up, looking him in his stormy eyes, begging him to tell me how I did.

"Not bad"

It made me happy, that I was not bad. I could have been awful. I thought of my own erection and hoped he would do something about it.

He sighed and pushed me back to the couch and sat me down. "For I newly gay, you really know what you want, don't you, brat"

I guess he saw right through me. He sat right on top of me, the legs to each side, seducing me, made me want him more. He moved his hip, back and forth. Not anything wild, but the friction between my dick and his body was out of this world.

He played me like a doll.

He knew what I wanted, and he knew he had the power. So he teased me showing what I would get, if I just was a good boy and I was damn well the best boy I could've ever been.

He sucked it, hard. He used more techniques than I did, or even knew of. It was over quickly, he showed what power he had over my body and I came right in his face.

He drove me home afterwards. Not much had happened between me coming in his face and he announcing he would take me home.
I didn't know what to say, when he dropped me off just a few houses away from home. I didn't expect a goodbye kiss, didn't get one either.

But when I opened the door to get out Levi spoke "Kid"

I both hated and loved that he used kid as his favorite phrase to get my attention. That's probably why he did it.

I looked at him. What he said next, was probably just to see how I reacted.

"You have an amazing dick" The words were accompanied with a wink.

I didn't know what to say so giggled like a dork, and was more flustered than ever. He reached over and closed the door for me and took off.

I hurried up and into my room. No one was home, which was lucky since I didn't want to talk to either of my parents at the moment. I knew Mikasa wouldn't be there, but I still wondered where my parents went.
I, at least, got half an answer to that question, when I walked in my room. The post-it on my desk said, they went out to meet some friends.

I picked up my phone and called Armin.

"Hey Eren what's up?" He sounded like he was driving

"Are you driving?"

"Yeah, so you better hurry up, I don't want to get pulled over."

"Just wanted to hear if you'd stop by? I'm home alone."

"I can do that. Be right over"

He was close, because it only took him 10 minutes to arrive.

He came in and looked like he was flying. Smiled from ear to ear.

"What happened to you?" I wondered out loud, being just as smiling as him.

"I just came from Christas house" He gave me a look that said everything

"You did it? You lost your virginity Armin?" I couldn't help it, I was happy and excited on his behalf. If I hadn't just received and given my first blowjob, I'd probably be hostile and jealous. Which Armin noticed I wasn't right away.

"Why are you so happy?"

"Never mind that. I'll tell you later. Come on I wanna hear about it"

"Okay. We went on a date, like we do almost every Saturday. When we were finished with the crappy movie we saw, she asked if I'd wanted to come inside, which normally isn't weird. I've been at her house many times, but as soon as we came inside. She almost attacked me. Eren, she's so wild I'm not sure if I even can handle it" He laughed, clearly not worried about handling his girlfriend.

"We didn't plan anything, it just sort of happened. We were doing all the things we usually do, but then she asked if I would take it any further and we did. Shit it was amazing. " He went on for about an hour talking about how it was and how it felt. He was so happy. I'm glad it was serious between those two.

After finishing his story he asked "Why are you so happy suddenly?"

I started blushing, not sure how to say that I'd been doing stuff with Levi. Armin got some kind of clue and yelled "You lost your virginity too!?"

"No" I laughed nervously as I continued "but I did get my first blowjob today"
"Who?"
So I told him the story about how Mikasa had forced me to the party and how Levi had given me a handjob there, and so on up to this day. I even told him I'd given Levi a blowjob first.

"You really did that? You really put a dick in your mouth?"

He laughed a friendly laugh. " I'm sorry" he hurried to say before I could get angry with him " I'm just imagining you sucking a dick. Sorry. It's a weird picture in my head"

"Asshole, you're not supposed to imagine stuff like that!" But I laughed as well, because it was a funny picture, even though it to me filled me with somewhat of heat too.
It was great talking to Armin, we joked, laughed and talked until it was early Sunday morning.

School was okay, Sasha still didn't talk to me and still didn't plan on talking to her. The schooldays passed, with the routines that define high school.

When Friday arrived, Mikasa, Armin and I decided to go for a drink. They had both declined inviting their boyfriend and girlfriend knowing I would be left to myself if they did. I appreciated that.

"Where should we go?" Armin asked as we ate some pizza, before heading out.

"Blue Steel?" I suggested. I didn't tell them I secretly hoped Levi had to substitute today.

Mikasa agreed on Blue Steel and soon after, we left.

The party was wild, already. People on the tables, dancing, people making out, someone even made body tequila on each other. We found a table, and I went to get us some drinks.

Levi wasn't there, but his over hyper friend was. The girl, Hanji. She approached me behind the bar desk.

"What would it be?" Asking what kind of beverage I wanted.

"Oi, you're the guy!" she bawled before I answered.

"Come on" She waved me into a room, behind the bar. It was oddly quiet in here, you couldn't hear the crazy loud music from the club.

I wondered what she wants with me.

"So. Are you and Levi doing it?"

I didn't really want to answer, but her eyes told me I had no other option.

"uhm. Well not eh exactly" I stuttered and she frowned a little as though it was weird.

"What? You haven't taken it up the ass yet. Weird"

Yeah, weird was exactly the word I was looking for. This conversation confused me.

"Listen kid" There it was again, kid, but I didn't bother correcting her.

"Levi has never been in any relationship. So you can just get your hopes out of the way. Levi is all about the sex. Preferably as hard as possible. If that's not what you're looking for, you should walk away from him." She had same kind of protectiveness in her tone, which I often heard in Mikasa.

"Hey I don't know anything. He's the one playing with me."

"and to be honest I don't really mind"

She gave me another strange look, before we left the room. I ordered 3 beers.

It was a fun night, we kept drinking, dancing, having fun. At one point someone offered us a pill, which looked like ecstasy. Neither of us took it though.

When the clock passed 3 in the night Hanji came over to the table, with 3 new beers. She bent over to whisper to me "You know, Levi is coming in half an hour, if you want to talk to him" out loud she said "On the house".

"How do you know a bartender at Blue Steels?" Mikasa yelled, trying to make me hear her over the song. Armin looked impressed, which made me proud. I don't know why.

"She's Levis best friend" I yelled back "Only met her once, though"

"What did she say to your" Armin asked

"She just told me that Levi was coming tonight"

"What are you gonna do about that?"

"I don't know, I haven't really talked to him after the other night" I had told Mikasa the same story as I told Armin, when she got home from Jeans.

I didn't want to think too much about Levi, so I decided to drag Mikasa and Armin onto the dance floor and just go crazy.

To say we looked flawless, would have been and overstatement beyond compare. We made all the crappy moves, but I didn't matter, we had fun.