So I'm sure you guys were really expecting to have a Jacob POV in that Chapter, but I'm sorry, I just wanted to go ahead and get an update out. This time around, it's only gonna be Jacob's point of view, just so I can get it evened up again. But this chapter is gonna be at least two thousad words, I promise. And, I'm not getting much feed back about my ideas of crossovers, so I'm gonna give you my ideas
A crossover between the uglies series (after specials and before extras) and twilight, and here's the basic summary of what it's gonna be like: It's after Breaking Dawn(about 150 to 200 years in the future to be exact) in the world of extreme change. They meet tally and zane, and find out that they aren't the only ones in the world that are inhumanly strong and fast. What happens when there is a crisis, and the Vampires and the Cutters, new rivals, have to join together to fight against this humongous force that is yet to be announced (in other words, i don't know what the crisis will be yet) Sound good?
And the other one: A crossover between The Vampire Diaries and Twilight.The vampires meet and are perplexed by each other's abilities and such. The vampires from the vampire diaries are the reneisance (sorry if i spelled that wrong) vampires, and the vampires from twilight are the ancients. what happens when stefan's brother damon becomes a problem for the cullens and the newly formed bond between stefan and the cullens is put under stress because of Damon's eating habits.
So what do you think? Anyways, here's what all you guys are here for:
No Wayyy: Jacob
On first impulse, seeing Bella's truck in my driveway had sent my pulse reeling and put a smile on my face, just like it always used to But after that split-second passed, i felt a sense of dread come over me. She was here for some answers. I'd known she was smart, and that my lame excuses would only keep her at bay for so long, but I still hadn't been able to prepare myself for this moment.
Me and the guys had just come back from an extra long patrol run, because of the recent vampire encounter, so I was both physically and mentally exhausted. I was in no way prepared to deal with this, but I knew the time was coming reguardless, so it was time I suck it up and be a man.
I sent the guys inside to give us privacy, even though I knew full well that they would be able to hear every exchanged word easily. But Bella didn't know that, and she never would. I was sworn to secrecy, unless I found that "certain someone". I was never that lucky, I wasn't going to imprint on Bella.
I stood against a tree trunk near the truck and waited for her to get out. I was desperately trying to keep myself calm, because at the slightest sign of stress, Sam would come running out here and take me away from Bella.
Of course, she pretty much fell out of her truck, silly, clumsy Bella, and I struggled to not laugh. I put a hard mask on my face, all humor completely gone. I wanted to give her a clean break. I hated it with every fiber of my being, but I had to give her up, for her own protection. When I looked up at her, God, she looked worse than she had when that leech had first left her. Had I really had that much of an impact on her life?
Thinking about how I had done this to her, my emotions started to get the best of me, but I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, forcing my body to calm down. I wasn't mad at her, no way, it was me.
And then something else was overwhelming me, a feeling I couldn't place a finger on. It was almost as if she was the sun in the center of the solar system, and my world and I were merely planets in orbit around her. I wanted nothing more than to touch her, to feel her body against mine, her lips to mine. I wanted to hold her, and tell her that everything was going to be okay, and, most importantly, that I was never, ever going to leave her like that again. Ever.
Before I could stop myself I rushed up to her to wrap her in my embrace, but just as I was wrapping my arms around her, I dropped them. I couldn't do this. I couldn't betray my pack like this. I looked into her eyes for a few seconds as the hope and happiness in her eyes dropped, along with my stomach. Watching her being sad like this made my chest feel heavy, it was almost a physical thing.
I couldn't live without this girl.
I couldn't keep myself in check any longer. I gathered her into a hug, kind of roughly, but I had to hold her. She hugged me back with what seemed like all of her strength, and it felt good to be here with our arms around me.
When we finally pulled apart, I looked into her eyes once more, and saw all of her questions, there were a million of them. I wanted to answer them, every single one, and then tell her everything.
I probably should have discussed this with Sam, but I didn't care. I wasn't keeping secrets from her any longer.
She opened her mouth to say something and just put my finger against her soft lips, took her hand, and said, "Walk with me?"
Her eyes widened at that, but she just nodded her head and followed my lead towards the woods.
We walked for a few minutes in comfortable silence until I was sure that the guys wouldn't be able to hear us and then stopped. I looked at her, waiting, because I was sure that she would have a mouthful of things to say. And if I knew Bella, she would be giving me an earful.
Her face started getting all flustered freaked out on me. Her sentances eventually just turned into an unintelligible mess of words. I kind of shrank away from her, but I knew I deserved everything insult she could throw at me, so I just waited it out.
Whe she had run out of breath, she stood there, panting just staring at me in that stubborn way of hers. She was waiting for something.
"Uh...Got any questions?" It was a lame question, but it was really the only thing that came to mind.
"Where were-- How could--Who do you think you are?, what is---?!" She was basically screaming at me, and I knew the guys were never going to let me live this down. I would be lucky if a bunch of wolves didn't come bounding over here in a few seconds, but luckily, they didn't.
"Okay." So, I would be the first to talk.
I explained everything to her, and she took it much better than I could have ever hoped. Well, I guess she was used to knowing about all these wierd creatures, with having a leech for a boyfriend and all.
I figured it was time to introduce her to the pack.
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All the guys thought she was cool, but Sam and Paul pulled me over by myself, and I knew I was in for it.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Paul asked. He was losing his temper, as usual.
Before I could answer, Sam interrupted saying, "Paul, I think I can handle this. Go somewhere."
"Whatever," Paul said as he walked away. He ran out the door, slamming it shut. Bella winced at the noise, and looked over towards Sam and I, we smiled at her, and when she smiled back sheepishly, he turned to me and continued our conversation.
"I hope you know what you're doing," he said. Well, it seemed like more than a question than statement, but the alpha authority was ringing in his voice.
"Sure, sure," I said, it was kind of just my line.
"I'm, serious, Jacob."
We all heard the distant rip of what we presumed to be Paul's clothes as he phased, and then the even more distant howl that went with it. We all heard it, but Bella didn't, and I was glad. I wasn't sure if she was ready to be around us in our wolf form.
"Yeah, I know you are. Too serious in my opinion." I was just messing with him now.
The look in Sam's eyes was hostile all of a sudden.
"Sam, chill. Yeah, I know what I'm doing. We can trust her, 100%. I promise."
"Mhm, sure."
"No, Sam, I'm serious this time. I think...I...," jeez, this was kind of...embarrassing? "I think I might have imprinted on her."
"Oh," Sam's tone abruptly changed. "Oh."
"Well then," Sam started, "that certainly changes things. Have you told her?"
"Yeah, everything." I was pretty sure I hadn't forgotten anything.
"Even about the whole imprinting thing?"
"Well....I told her about imprinting, but not that I thought I had imprinted on her. I wasn't entirely sure at the moment, but now I'm pretty sure."
"Mhm, and how did she take it."
"Amazing." I couldn't help but stare at her. She was getting along fairly well with the guys, it looked like. Maybe this wasn't going to be as hard as I thought.
"I think you should tell her," Sam suggested, pulling me out of my reverie.
"Huh? Oh, I already told her remember?" What the hell was he talking about?
"No, I mean you should tell her." Of course, I knew Sam was right, but I kind of didn't want to tell her. Would she just let me down easy? Saying that we were just friends, even after what had happened so many weeks ago.
"Oh....Maybe some other time, I think it's a little early for that. Don't you think she'll be overwhelmed? I mean, first she gets told that there are such things as werewolves, and then that one of them can't live without her? No, I can't tell her now." But oh, how I wanted to.
"Oh, and by the way, Jacob, I'm proud of you."
Wait, what? "For what?" I asked. I had no idea what he was talking about.
'"Your self-control is amazing. If I'd know how good your self-control was, I would have let you see Bella, and I'm sorry for keeping you away from her like that."
"Oh, uh...thanks, and, it's no big deal."
The way she bonded with the guys instantly was just magnificent. It was like she belonged with us, and, since I had supposedly inprinted upon her, then she was a part of this pack, not only would I love her, but all the guys would too. And Paul would eventually come around.
Okayy sorry, I know it was a bit short, but I promise the chapter will be wayy longer next time. OH and im sorry it took so long. I had a severe case of writer's block and loss of motivation, but then i re-read my story and fell in love with it all over again. So, the next chapter will be both Bella and Jake's POV. But Bella's is especially important, because we all wanna know what she thinks about Jacob being a werewolf, im sure. And I just barely made the two thousand word mark, but, I'm glad I decided to push it, because I think I added some cool schtuff to the story. anyways, i love all the reviews & such i'm getting, but i'm just not getting enough!
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