"You did what?" Mikasa shrieked

Armin laughed and high fived me as he said "Way to go man!"

"Keep it down Mikasa, mom and dad are down stairs!" I told her in a whisper.

We were gathered in my room, it was 3 days since I had been to the hospital. I had decided to keep my adventure to myself just for a while, but now I was telling them how Levi had come to visit and what had happened. Armin wanted every detail, which I gave him, of course.

"Anyways, I didn't think you were against me being gay?" I was a little hurt; her attitude told me she wasn't happy about something.

"God Eren, It's not that. You're such an Idiot. But of all places, why the hell in the hospital? Couldn't you just have waited? You could have gone home with him or at least taken him home with you! What if you had been caught?"

"But we didn't Mikasa!" I grinned at her "Stop acting so holy, I know you and Jean haven't considered that you guys could ever be caught! Which I remember doing quite a lot actually"

That shut her up

"I'm going to be stupid and ask again" Armin said "are Levi your boyfriend now?"

Both him and Mikasa looked at me eager to hear the answer.

"No, we're not. Levi's not into that. He likes it casual"

"But are you into that? I could have sworn that you liked him more than just casual!" Armin stated

"I… I don't know. It's fine, really. I knew from the start that that was where it was headed. I'm not sure if I like him more than that. I don't think I do"

Armin and Mikasa looked at each other and weren't convinced. I wasn't either, but I rolled my eyes at them.

"Fine Eren, but if he hurts you in any way: Armin and I are going to kick his fucking ass" Her face was twisted in darkness, which only could be her imagining kicking Levi's ass. Armin looked determined and nodded as though it was important for me to know that they were there.

"Thanks guys, but I don't think that'll be necessary"

"By the way, Sasha talked to me during English" I looked out the window, it wasn't really important, but they would probably like to know anyway.

"What did she want?"

"Talk and apologize"

They nodded, neither of them was particularly happy with Sasha at the moment. They couldn't forgive her for ending things with me that way, not that I was forgiving at all. But I hadn't loved her at all, so I was partly guilty in it not working out.

"She told me, Reiner broke his nose in the fight. He didn't know who did it. I hope it was me…She told me that they had talked and that I deserved an apology. Can you guys believe it? It wasn't even a decision on her part; it was a joint decision between them. Jesus fucking Christ, they're so lame."

That we could all agree on.

It's been over 2 weeks since Levi and I made up. It's great; we called each other a lot. Sometimes we would just hang out, but other times we would take things to another level. We still hadn't had sex, Levi said I needed to get used to using my ass.

We were supposed to go out tonight. I found myself thinking that we'd been going out to party a lot this year. We usually either were at Jeans house or Mikasa and mines, but today Connie had asked if we would come over to him. We were all there: Jean, Mikasa, Armin, Christa, Me, Levi, Jeans friends, Annie and Marco. We were a large group, larger than we normally was. But I thought the more the merrier.

Levi had refused to dance with me again, which was okay since I couldn't expect my booty call to do things like dance with me. That would look a little too much like a relationship.

Hanji was behind the bar again and she smiled at all of us as we entered. The cool thing with knowing the bartender was that you either got free drinks or at least got cut a bit of the prize.

I was in a good mood; I haven't been feeling this good in months.

I was running around the club with Mikasa screaming on my back.

"Out of the way people, we're winning" she yelled at the people in front of us.

Jean said he could run faster to the basement of the club and up again with a person on the back. I told him I could do it better. I hurried to ask Mikasa and she felt that a little competition between her and Jean was healthy.

Jean somehow had managed to force Armin on his back. Armin didn't look pleased.

"Put me down Jean, I'm not into this! Arghh" Armin said trying to escape, but Jean managed to hold fast onto him and eventually he gave in and laughed.

That's why we now raced to the club, while all of our friends cheered on us.

Jean and Armin were just behind us. We were running down the stairs when Jean made and insane jump from half way up and all the way down. It startled me so I briefly stopped up.

"What the hell Jean, we could have died" Armin yelled from the bottom of the stairs

Jean was fast, he was already on the way up again and I pulled myself together and ran all the way down to get up again.

We lost. Why do I always lose these bets? I swallowed remembering what the loser had to do. The loser had to give a lap dance. Before we raced, we had decided for each other, who would have the pleasure of a lap dance.

"Fuck" I heard Mikasa whisper "I'd looked forward to that lap dance" she frowned a little. I had chosen that Mikasa would get a lap dance from Jean if he had lost. Jean had chosen none other than Levi.

I swallowed, it wasn't that I didn't want to touch and rub myself against Levi, but in public? Urgh, no thanks. Why was I always so certain of myself when I come to stupid bets?

Jean had gotten a chair and put out in the open. Levi sat on it with a stupid smirk on his face. I don't get why Levi agreed to this. Oh God.

That guy just loved seeing me in agony.

"Come on Eren, Dance for me"

The only ones who actually knew that Levi and I was doing it…or some of it, was Armin, Mikasa and Jean. The others just thought it was hilarious that Jean had chosen Levi.

"Fuck off, bastard" I mumbled as I tried to find the rhythm and took a deep breath. I have never done a lap dance my whole life, I haven't even received a lap dance in my whole life, so I probably looked like a dying monkey as I twisted around Levi to the beat.

I looked up on the crowd; there were even people I didn't know there. Shit. At least no one was filming it with their phones.

I decided to try to be as sexy as possible, if I could at least give him a boner, then this wouldn't be all wasted.

I stood in front of him, bending over, so he could get a good look at my ass. I got up and walked to the back of his chair, touching his chin bones lightly from behind.

"Do you want me right now Levi?" I breathed in his ear

I tried some more moves before I looked up, not many were laughing anymore, just looking. Curious I guess. I decided I didn't give a fuck about the crowd. They probably know that I was gay by now anyway.

I sat down on his lap, slowly. Looked him into his eyes, they were no longer playful, but very serious. I lowered my head and kissed him right under the ear, lingering there for a moment. For the first time, it was me who got to play with him.

I looked back up and he smirked, opened his mouth and whispered to me "I'm not one to show my true face public, but what the hell"

He kissed me hard. I liked it, people were still watching. It was an intense kiss, it was breathtaking.

We broke apart after a while and he said "When today is over, you're going home with me!" lust dripping from his voice.

Then he began to laugh, looking out to the crowd.

I stood up, walked over to Jean and said really loudly "There. You got your lap dance, just tell me if you want one too" I blinked at him and laughed. The crowd laughed too. I've never felt so triumphant in my life. People thought it was cool that I went all the way, just so Jean shouldn't have the satisfaction to see me feel embarrassed. I didn't want to tell them that that hadn't been my drive, but the guy I gave a lap dance to was.

We wanted to stay until the party died, but I couldn't hold it. I was too horny, I really just wanted him. We managed to say goodbye and sneak off without anyone suspecting anything.

We practically ran more than we walked to Levi's apartment, only to stop a few times on the way to kiss. When we got in the building, Levi picked me up and I swung my legs around his waist.

We made the way into his bedroom. He practically threw me on his bed and himself on top of me.

We ripped our clothes of, threw it somewhere in the room.

"ngh… ahh" I couldn't stop myself I was so tense that every little touch made me do little sounds of pleasure.

"Oh God Eren, it's so fucking hot when you make sounds" Levi managed to say as we kissed. My hands was everywhere on his body and his on mine.

"Moan for me! Be as fucking loud as you can" a command I followed right away.

"Ohhh, ohhh, hngg"

I threw him over, so I was on top. He wasn't prepared, which is why I succeeded in doing so.

I went down on him, both sucked and touched him. Showing him I could do all the things he had taught me. After a while he groaned and came, I swallowed it all and it taste as salt as the first time.

"Fucking God Eren!" he got up and threw me back on the bed "You've been a bad boy. You didn't have permission to do that. I need to punish you. Stay"

He walked out the room so I could get a good look at his fantastic butt.

When he came back he blindfolded me and tied me to the bed.

He proceeded to kiss and touch me. When you don't have the ability to see, it all seems more intense, better in a way. Levi started to suck my rock hard cock, but stopped just as I was about to come. That was my punishment; he didn't allow me to come.

I could barely breathe, because the pleasure felt so powerful. After a few stops, he let me cum, he swallowed it all.

Before I knew it, some fingers were put in my mouth. I couldn't count them, it felt like many. I knew the procedure so I started sucking on them.

"You're such an eager little brat, aren't you?" Levi breathed, it sounds like he was jerking of. I reached out for him and manage to find his dick. While still sucking on his fingers I tried to give him a handjob. He placed his own hand on mine and we both let our hands up and down his cock. He came right on my shoulder.

I think I heard him mumble "tsk. What a mess", but I'm not sure.

He removed himself from me.

I felt that he put a finger in my ass, moved it around a bit before entering another. He was so good; he found the prostate every time. I could feel that he had found it this time too.

"You like it when it hurt a little, right?" His voice was a low rumble. I nodded, waiting to see what he had in mind.

He slipped another finger in my ass. I let out a "AaahhOUCHhhaa". It hurt, in a wonderful way. 3 fingers, that's more than he had ever put in me before.

He started to stimulate the prostate again, this times the pleasure was bigger. After some time I came for the second time that night.

He untied me and we just lay there, while we were catching out breathe.

I looked at him. Those eyes, I would never be tired of looking into them. I Love you Levi.

What was that? I looked at him nervous that he had seen the thought on my face. I hurried up and gathered my clothe.

"You leaving already?" he sounded a little disappointed

"Yeah, that's the point of casual, right?" I said more to me than to him. I gave him a quick goodbye kiss, before I hurried home. That was not supposed to happen. You shitface Eren. Damn idiot.