Please enjoy this one. Its isnt that long but it does get to a point. I do what Kendall and Logan together but its going to take time for them to trust each other again... Oh and next chapter will be about the first day it all started...

(Logan POV)

All I can remember is this pain that felt like I was being stabbed and then calling out for Jo. I tried to open my eyes but when I did the lights from wherever I was hurt so damn bad I shut them as fast as I could. I groaned out and rolled over and felt a little bit of pain. "Ugh,"

"Love try not to move," There it was the voice of the man that has caused nothing but heartbreak and pain in my life since that first day…. I closed my eyes as tight as I could try to fight back the tears that he caused again. I felt the bed shift and then I felt his warms on my back. I tried to pull back from him but as I did another sharp pain hit me and I cried out. 'Love please don't move," I could hear the concern in his voice but I knew better than that. It was just an act just like our love for each other. All lies.

"Get out…" I croaked out. I couldn't take this right now. I needed him gone, I needed him gone. No I needed him with me but not after…

"Logan please don't push me away, I am…" I brushed his hand from my back when I shot up to see Kendall sitting on the edge of the bed. His face tear stained and his eyes looking tried. I looked at him and was happy to see him upset. He needed to feel what he had done to me; he needed to feel that emptiness that he left me in. That darkness I sunk into. "Baby please I am sorry. But please don't push me away I need you."

"Need I huh? Is that why you went running back to that whore? Is that why you left me in that…" I was cut off when Kendall flew my way and grabbed me in his arms and brought our lips together. I tried to pull away but I couldn't I never could. As our lips became one I felts the tears run down my face.

"Kenny…"

(8 months back to that first day)

Ok, Jo doesn't know what she is talking about. It isn't like I am going to jump this man bones when I see him, although it would be amazing. I couldn't stop smiling at that thought as I made my way to my locker. "Dude she didn't kill you?" I smiled when I see Camille and Carlos standing by our lockers waiting for me.

'What can I say I am to fucking adorable to be killed…?" I said with a little chuckle in my voice. Carlos just shook his head. I walked up to them and started to open my locker when I felt eyes on me. I slowly turned around and see Camille narrowing her eyes at me and then there it was.

"You slut… Who is he? Logan no lies," I couldn't stop smiling and shaking my head. My thoughts went back to Mr. Kendall Schmidt and those sexy looking eyes of his and his smoke hot body. I looked back to my friend and just had that look in my eyes.

"So are we going to playing decoys again?" Carlos asked me as he came up and placed his arm around my shoulder.

"Oh, yea we are if I get my way and hell what I am I talking about I always get what I want."

"Well do tell my little devil…" Camille and Carlos came closer to me and I told them everything.

(Present Time)

I had to pull away from him. "Kenny," Kendall pulled from me and raised his hands to my face and wiped away my tears. "Why" I asked I had to know what I did for him to leave me. I needed to know what she had that I couldn't give him.

"It was me Logan. I should have never done what I did. I, my love there is no words I can say to make this any better. What I did, I hurt you, I lied to you for months and you shouldn't even be giving me this time." He was right, I should be kicking him out of this room, out of my life for everything he put me through but I can't. I can't make him leave, I can't be without him. I placed my hand on his cheek for he would look at me and there in his eyes I seen the hurt and sadness. I wiped his tears as they feel and please a kiss to them.

"You hurt me Kendall in the worse way. You broke me, you took every light and happiness I had away with you. You pushed me into a darkness that I thought I would never get out from. You broke my heart and tore it from me. Kendall I don't know what to do…" I told him as I let my own tears fall.

"I know what you should do… get the hell away from my brother before I do call the cops." Kendall and broke apart as we heard Jo words. Jo walked into the room and I could see she was upset and pissed. I knew in the moment what I was going to do. I grabbed Kendall hand and pulled him back to me as Jo walked towards us. "Leave right now Kendall. Logan has been through enough because of you…

"No, Jo you leave. I am not letting Kendall go." I told her. I tuned to Kendall and seen him smiled and then he stood up.

"Jo, I know what I did can't be forgiven but I am not leaving this room nor your brother. I love him and I can't make that mistake again and lose him." My heart filled with happiness as Kendall told Jo but then something happened. I threw my head back and cried out in pain.