Second Chances

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A/N: Yeah! It's me again! Thank you for taking the time to read this story. I love all of you guys and I'm sorry if you find it a little too horney and kinky. I have been in the hospital because I have been lethargic and tired. I have some test done and the doctor believes that it's nothing. Test results arrive early in the early hours of Friday.

I must say that I need to take a break from all the hot lemony goodness. I want to please my good friend Laurazuleta something-something. She wants Em and Madie to start dating... but before all that I want Madie-love to have an epiphany and fall head over heels in love with Em.

Falling

Ok, so where do I go from here? I didn't want to hurt Embry. I didn't want to hurt myself either. I have been through enough in my sixteen years of life. I knew that it was going to be a tough decision. Everything about him was mysterious and yet alluring. There was such sadness in his eyes and I wondered if I was the cause of it!

Deep down in my heart, I knew that he was being honest when he told me he loved me. Everything that Embry did for me, he did it with love. I could see it in his eyes and it got me thinking and pondering about how my life would change if I let him in. But was I ready to open my heart and let him in?

I really wanted to give him a chance. I wanted to believe that there were really fairy tales that ended in a happy ever after! I really did want to believe that there was that kind of spiritual love that united two hearts throughout different times and lives! I did want to believe it, badly!

Embry Call wanted to become my boyfriend. He wanted to show me what love really was. I knew that sex to him was more than just the union of two bodies. To him it was a spiritual connection. It was his way of giving himself to me. There was no moderation, he gave himself completely.

At least, he didn't want to keep our 'relationship' a secret from his friends or the world. It sort of surprised me. He was so eager to share his love for me with the world and others. I didn't know what to say.

There were many issues that made me doubt myself. I wasn't brought up by a mother; my logical thinking was based on the type of upbringing my father gave me. I was surrounded by my five brothers and on occasion my grandfather would also have some input in my life. I didn't think with my heart like many girls did at my age. I was more of a logical thinker than an emotional one. I would weigh down the options and often go with the correct one.

I had never based my decisions on a hunch, but lately I was thinking more with my heart. When it came to a tall, dark and very mysterious Native American named Embry Call, I was thinking with my heart and even at times, with my soul.

There were many times that I lay awake in bed, trying to study his features and I end up thinking how I ended up in this situation. Why did I feel a strong force pulling me towards him? It was strange how my body felt so attracted to him.

When I first met him, the pull of something greater than I could describe was pushing me towards him. It was as if I had known him my entire life. I knew before I tasted his lips how delicious they would feel against mine. I knew that his touch would be warm and that he would make me feel elated and that it would take me to the heights of passion. There is nothing that I can do to stay away from him.

Even if we aren't talking, the need to feel him close to me was strong. I needed to feel him and I know that he felt the same way too. I couldn't express the way I felt when he held me in his strong arms. I knew it's was not love. I knew that it's passion, pure lust, but then again, what did I know?

I really didn't know what it was... but little by little, my heart was growing fonder of Embry. There was also the fact that I still could not completely forget Thomas Sinclair. His memory was still lingering and lurking in the dark confinements of my confused heart.

His unwanted calls late at night, kept me awake. I often thought of my relationship with him. We started out as good friends. He wasn't popular at school and I really didn't care if they accepted my friendship with him or not.

I never cared what other people thought of me. I guess that my way of thinking was refreshing to many; I became popular in Middle School. Tom was a little shy and as we entered High School our relationship took a turn. He grew taller, stronger and popular. When we got to the tenth grade, our relationship became more physical and things began to turn more lustful.

I was fine with the physical aspect of the relationship. I happened to enjoy climaxing and the oral sex was great! But slowly my love for him began to change. It was more lustful and less passionate. Those bonds that united us in the beginning began to disappear. I guess that I did cared for him, but like everything in my life... it was confusing.

I didn't want to go back to the way things were with him. Tom was controlling and even though, in a way I still cared for him... being with Embry Call felt more like a true relationship. It resembles what a loving relationship should be like.

With Tom, everything went according to his will. He always needed to have the first and last word. Every place we went, every decision and anything that was related to us, needed to be planned or done by his rules.

Embry Call was so different. He wanted my happiness and if I wasn't happy he would strive to make it up to me. His push and drive was to protect me, comfort me and make sure that I had a smile on my face.

"Hey, baby!" he muttered, wrapping me tighter in his arms. "Why aren't you sleeping?" he asked, resting his chin on my hair.

"I'm not sleepy. I was thinking about-" I paused, liking my fingers with his. "I was just thinking about the future and other things." I said, absorbing the heat of his body.

I leaned closer to his body and squeezed his hand gently. "Did I wake you up?" I asked concerned.

He shook his head, leaning down to kiss my forehead. "I usually wake up around this time." he whispered, removing his hand from mine.

"But yeah, you were tossing and turning all night. You sort of didn't let me sleep." he teased, running his hand up my thigh.

It had gotten a little too warm last night, and I ended removing my shirt and I was resting completely naked against him.

"I'm sorry, baby." I said, pulling myself against his solid chest. "I didn't mean to keep you up. Now you're going to be tire all day!" I said, pouting.

He chuckled, and ran his large hand over my stomach. "You don't have to apologize, princess." he said softly, leaning down to kiss my lips.

"But, you didn't sleep because I was moving so much in the bed." I whined. "I had so much in my mind. I was scared all night long that the beast would harm us."

"Don't worry, Madie. The 'beast' won't harm you. I told you that they don't eat humans. They are the protectors of La Push. They would never hurt you!" he said calmly.

"How do you know? There is more than just one? Aren't you scared?" I asked, turning to my side to face him. "You've seen them, haven't you?"

He nodded and sat up against the headboard of the bed. He looked down at me and sighed.

The morning rays slowly filtered the room through the window blinds. Embry looked even more handsome that morning than usual. His hair was unkempt and tossed around his face.

"I have. I know them for a while. They won't hurt you! That wolf was just curious of you!" he said a little annoyed.

"But, Embry," I paused, covering my naked body behind the blanket. He looked irritated. There was something that he was hiding and I wanted to know what it was.

"Look, I'll tell you everything, but not now. There are things that would just scare you. I don't want you to fear-" he sighed, running his hand through his hair.

"I don't have to know yet, Em. I'll figure it out on my own." I muttered, pushing the blankets off me. I began to get up, but Embry grabbed my arm and pulled me to him.

"Wait! Don't leave! It's still six in the morning." he said, searching my eyes. "Why did Tim call you last night? What did he want?" he asked seriously.

I narrowed my eyes and turned my face away from him. "His name is Tom. He called and begged me to take him back." I said, looking down at his hand on my arm.

"Are you going to take him back?" he asked dejectedly.

"Because I'll fight for you!" he said with determination. "I won't let that fucker take my girl from me. I give him a fight for his money."

"I'm not giving him a second chance. I have to think of my happiness first!" I retorted, rolling my eyes at Embry. "Plus, he is too controlling. I don't need someone like that!"

"What does your happiness consist of?" he asked, bringing me closer to him.

"I don't know. I know it's not him! I don't want to have to deal with him!" I barked.

Embry was so patient and I was such a mean ogre! I really wanted to be calmed and speak to him like a civilized person. Embry took his hands off my arm and looked at me despondently.

"I'm not going to force you in to anything, my love. But I won't give that Tim the asshole, the time of day. You'll be safe with me! I won't let him hurt or control you. I swear."

"You should be mad at me. All I do is cause you problems and I am so uncertain of what I want!" I asked hopelessly, running my hand over his chest.

"I'm not mad at you, princess. I'm just so frustrated with that idiot. Why don't you change your phone number?" he said, taking my hand off his chest and kissing it softly.

"You can have my cell phone and I can take yours. That way he won't be bothering you and you can be sure that he won't be calling anymore."

I liked his idea. It was cheaper that way and I would be more relaxed. I had made the choice of not accepting Tom's petition of having a long distant relationship with him. I didn't want to have to deal with him, not now. I prefer the relaxed, comforting relationship I had with Embry.

"What can I do to make it up to you?" I asked, hoping that there was something that I could do to help his day become better.

"Well," Embry began, scooting closer to where I sat. "You could let me inside you, taste you, lick you and love you." he said sensually.

"That would be good! I rather be with you, in your arms." I whispered, pushing myself closer to him.

I ran my tongue along the base of his neck and I felt his hand clutch both sides of my hips. I dug my fingers into his thick hair and smiled up at him. I needed to feel him and I knew that I was the only girl that could make Embry smile with happiness. He was mine! In a way, I was his; there was no one else that could make me feel secured, protected and sheltered!

I kissed his collarbone and slowly ran my hand down his abdomen, until I reached his erection. "You'll be on top." I moaned, biting his earlobe and kissing his cheek. "I want to feel you on top of me."

Embry took my hand off his penis and placed it between my thighs. "I want to see you touch yourself." he mumbled, his voice drenched with desire. I stared at him baffled.

He took my other hand in his and placed it on one of my breast. "Put your forefinger inside your vagina." he whispered, placing my hand over my pussy.

"I want to see how you look when you're pleasuring yourself." he said, staring up at me from under his eyelashes.

I placed my index and forefinger inside my wet core and with my other hand massaged my breast. I felt a little awkward having Embry stare at me, while I pleasured myself. He was smiling and I couldn't help but grin.

I continued to play with myself, my index and forefinger plunging inside me, while I rubbed my clitoris with my thumb. I felt my juices form around my finger and the need to feel him inside me increased.

Embry just continued to stare at me, his large hand around his penis as he masturbated himself. He knew so many ways to please me.

It was strange, but it was exotic to please him. "I want you inside me." I moaned, leaning back on the bed and spreading my legs. I continued to dig my fingers inside me and I squeezed my breast, gasping and panting for air.

Embry crawled over me, his hands running up and down my skin. His tongue ran down my chest until it rested on my navel. He licked around the border and looked up at me, his bangs hanging over his precious face.

"How bad do you want me?" he asked mischievously, taking my thumb off my clitoris.

"How badly do you want me, baby?" he asked in a raspy voice, touching my sensitive nub with the palm of his hand.

"Bad, baby. I want you badly." I whimpered, lifting my hips to give him access to my pussy. He took my hand in his hand and smiled. Embry licked my index and forefinger. "You taste so good, princess!"

He arranged his head between my thighs and ran his tongue along the entrance of my vagina all the way up to my clit. He stiffened his tongue and played with the sensitive nub and I continued to press and fondle my breast with my hands.

I placed my nipples between my fingers and pulled at them with the tips of my index and thumb. It felt so glorious when he performed oral sex. He was a master in giving me the kind of attention that I needed. His ministration often made me orgasm more than once. He made circles around the clit, forcing me to lift my hips and grind against his mouth.

He suctioned the sensitive nub, making me reach for his hair and spread my legs farther apart to have a better feel of his magnificent tongue. I came in his mouth and I felt the surge of different explosions happen inside my womb.

"Wow!" I hissed, panting hard and clutching at his hair. "OMG! I want you inside me, baby." I said, pushing my hair away from my face.

Embry smiled and sat up. He ran his hand up my leg and pressed a finger inside me. "Open your legs, Madison." he said in a raucous voice.

Embry pressed me against his body and slowly climbed on top of me. He distributed his weight on his elbows. With his knee he spread my legs apart, running his free hand down my breast. His eyes never left me and I could feel the smoldering heat of his stare consume me.

He licked his lips and gave me a heart-stopping smile. "You're my fire, baby. You know that! I love you so much!" he muttered against my neck.

He left a fiery trail of wet kisses down my neck, until his mouth came crashing on my breast. He licked the nipple with his hot tongue and playfully bit it.

I dug my fingers into his hair and caressed his face with my hand as I looked down at my chest, enjoying the view of my breast in his succulent mouth. It was so hot and sensual to watch Embry's primal need to satisfy me.

I grinded my hips against his penis and I felt my core get wetter as he placed the tip of his dick inside me. I was growing hotter and I needed to feel his sheath break the walls of my desire for him.

"Madie-baby, let me in you!" he pleaded, pulling the tip of his dick in and out. "Please, let me in!"

I dug my nails on the skin of his back, as he pushed his member inside my vagina. The walls of my center were warm, slick and inviting as he slowly penetrated me. I felt complete as his hand continued to roam every inch of my body and he took me in my bed.

I would forever love my bedroom. I could close my eyes and dream of how wonderful it was to be loved by Embry. His lovemaking was so full of gentleness, passion and it made me feel safe. I didn't feel like a wanton bitch. I was in the correct arms: Embry Call was the only thing that I needed to have a better life.