Second Chances

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Things Will Change

"Angel," he whispered in to my ear. I felt his warm hand running up my arm, as he planted a soft kiss on my cheek.

"Why are you worried about Elaine?" he asked softly, as he gently shook me. "Why, baby? Did she hurt you today?"

Duh, Embry! Can't you see the bruise on my face! Of course, she hurt me!

I didn't move. I didn't feel like speaking and talking about what had happened during the day. I was filled with doubts and fears.

"I know that you aren't sleeping." he chuckled, kissing my closed eyelids. Ugh, how does he know?!

I opened my eyes and sighed. "Because she slapped me today. She saw us kissing in the hall." I snapped, turning the lamp that was on the night stand, on. "You see this small bruise on my face," I hissed, pointing at my mouth.

He kissed my hand and nodded. "Yes, I see it, precious. Did she do it?" he asked worriedly, crawling closer to the bed and placing his hand over my stomach.

"Yes." I said softly, feeling the effect his touch had on me. "I broke her nose." I said, smirking.

He sat up and left me feeling cold, when he removed his hand off me. "You fought her, Madie?" he asked, raising his hand to his forehead. "You have to be more careful, princess. You could hurt, Zeus...

I mean, the King… the baby." he said, turning his head away from me. He was chuckling at my surprised face.

He already had a name for our child. What if I decided later on that I didn't want it? Well, I still didn't know if I wanted to give up all my future dreams. I had made plans and now they were slipping like sand through the fists that I had made.

"The King?" I asked him, sulking. Why was he so excited? I was still thinking about the fact that we were going to be parents. I was so scared to even think properly.

"Well," he said embarrassedly. "He will be my king. He will be my first child, so he is my king." he said uncomfortably, scooting up to rest his back on the headboard of the bed.

"You are crazy!" I said, lifting the covers up to my face. "If you are going to name him a mythical god's name, name him Eros… since his father is a horn dog."

"Horn dog? What about the mother… Ms. Never Satiated with Sex?" he retorted dryly.

"You are crazy!" I hissed, turning to face the other side. "How can I resist such a fucking fine, hot, sexy, erotic, sensual and muscular fucking body like yours, Embry?"

"I am crazy in love with you, Madie-baby." he whispered in to my ear, placing his large hand on my side. I could feel the warmth of his love covering me. I wanted to cry. I couldn't believe it. I was going to be a mother. I was going to become the mother of a little wolf. A fucking little wolf?! Oh, shit! I can't go through this!

"It better be that way." I muttered, covering my face to hide my tears. "Embry, will it look like a little wolf?" I asked him, hiding my humiliation.

"What?" he asked confused, narrowing his eyes in confusion. He stifled a laughter. "You think that the baby is going to be a hairy little beast, Mad?" he laughed, removing the covers off my face. I nodded and looked to the side. I didn't want him to laugh at me. I already felt like shit, I didn't need any more bantering.

"Madison, are you for real?" he chortled, clasping his mouth with one hand. "Are you fucking kidding, babe? Are you really thinking that we are going to…?" he laughed, clapping hysterically.

I couldn't hold my tears back any longer. I was frustrated and he was laughing at my inanity and my perplexity.

"Oh, no, no, don't cry!" he said, kissing my lips and getting closer to me. "No, baby girl, you are going to have a baby. A normal, beautiful and cuddly baby. If it's a boy… or a girl, it will have the wolf gene. It's passed down from father to son… or daughter… We have Leah in the pack." he explained, kissing my cheeks softly. "If there are vampires around him… well, then he will go through the grow spurt, become muscular and his temperature will increase drastically… then he becomes a werewolf."

"Oh, OK… but… Em, are you for real?" I asked incredulous. "You aren't just saying it to stop me from crying, right?"

"I would not lie to you, princess." he chuckled. "It's just freaking cute to hear you ask such an amusing question. I know that you are scared… and I am scared too, Love… But, I swear that it will be alright. We are together in this." he reassured me, getting under the covers.

"You'll love me, right? Even when Madison gets fat and moody, you'll still love her, right?" I asked, pouting at him.

"I will always love you; even when you are mad, sad, and moody and a little heavy, due to the pregnancy. Although, you'll need some meat on your bones, Madie. You are mighty scrawny." he teased, placing his heavy leg over me.

"I do need more meat on my bones. I am look gauntly and undernourished. I want to look like a healthy girl again!" I complained.

"You'll look like a pretty girl… you know those skinny girls that look like they swallowed a basketball when they are pregnant… that is how you're gonna look." he teased. I rolled my eyes at him and pinched his stomach softly.

"I will always love you, my princess. Can't you see that I am crazy about you? I love you." he said, bending his head to plant a kiss on my lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him even closer to me. I love how his kisses could turn me in to putty.

"It better be that way or I will kick your ass! I may be pregnant, but I still practice Brazilian jujitsu!" I said, laughing.

"You don't have to worry, Madie-love. I won't leave you! I am yours! I will always be here for ya!" he said, kissing my neck and leaving a hot trail of wet kisses down my collarbone. "You do have to be more careful at school. I don't want you to get in anymore fights! I don't want to go to work and worry all day about you." he said, lifting his head to face me.

"Why? Do you think that Elaine will try to hurt me? I can beat her ass and wipe the floor with her hair." I said arrogantly, cupping his face in my hands and kissing his lips.

"No," he whispered, causing me to pull away. "Elaine is the least of my worries." he said, placing his hand on my stomach.

"Then what is wrong?" I asked him concernedly.

I didn't know what worried him so much. I already knew that I was pregnant. I was not going to jeopardize my pregnancy. I didn't want to make Embry Call suffer. This baby brought him joy and seeing him so happy, was enough to bring me joy; for now.

"I don't want to tell you, but you have to know so you can take precautions." he said anxiously, lowering the blanket down to my waist. He lifted my night shirt and stared down at my stomach.

"Just tell me!" I said angrily. What was so important? I wanted to know. I needed to know. I already knew that I was pregnant! Damn, why was he so fucking worried?

He glazed his large, warm and loving hand over my stomach and kissed it. He rested his head on my belly and groan. "I really don't want to tell you."

"Just tell me." I pleaded. "I already had a horrible day. One more bad news won't wither me, Embry." I said dejectedly.

He kissed my still flat abdomen and sighed. "Well," he paused, kissing my stomach again. "I want you to know that I will protect you, my love. I will always be…" he trailed off, pressing his ear against my abdomen and chortled.

"What?" I asked worriedly, pushing my shirt down.

"Oh, shit! Madison, you won't believe me if I tell you!" he said, his eyes sparkling with happiness. "Oh, fuck!"

"What?" I asked, sitting up on the bed. Why was he laughing like an idiot? I want to know.

"Madie, I heard it!" he said excitedly.

"What did you hear? I want to know too!" I whined, as he carefully pushed me down on the bed. He lifted my shirt again and his smile died. He stared at me and then down at my belly. What was it that he heard?

He pressed his ear against my belly, again and sighed. "I hear the baby's heart!" he said excitedly, staring up at me.

"But," I said, pushing him away from my stomach. "How? I can't even feel it!" I complained. "I can't feel the baby yet! How could… well, how?"

"I swear I hear it!" he said breathlessly, kissing my abdomen. "I hear our baby, Love. Gosh, you must be more than four weeks."

I stared at him quizzically. "How? I don't get it!" I whispered.

"On the first month of gestation, the primitive heart begins to beat!" he said eagerly, pulling down my panties.

"How do you know?" I asked him, as I lifted up my hips to aid him in removing my panties. "And what are you doing?"

"I bought a book a few weeks ago, before I could confirmed that you were pregnant. It gives information about what to expect when you are pregnant. See when the fourth week rolls by, the primitive heart starts beating. As it continues to grow, it turns into a more sophisticated and complex heart, like the one you and I have. Isn't wonderful! Our baby is slowly and securely growing inside you, Madison. I love you so much!" he said softly, smiling sheepishly.

I looked down at him and nodded, unable to fully comprehend what was happening to me. I had lost all control of my life.

"And what I am doing is…" he trailed off, as he spread my legs and placed himself in between my legs. "I'm going to taste you, baby girl." he said huskily.

"But," I paused, when I felt his tongue gliding over my slit. "Um, will… Mmm, will, will it…oh… yeah…. um, hurt… yes…Embry!" I whimpered, clutching a handful of his dark hair in my hands, as I moved my hips in a circular motion. His tongue prodded inside my wet core and I bucked in anticipation. His warm hands trailed over my body, seeking my satisfaction. I moved my wet pussy against his mouth, eager to feel his warm tongue work skillfully as it gave me a moment of satisfaction and gratifying orgasmic bliss.

My body was responding to all the wonderful ministration that he was providing me. But my mind was clouded with many possibilities of what our future was going to bring and the strange feeling that something horrible was going to happen to us. A lot of things were going to change in our lives! I didn't know what it was and maybe it was my overdramatic mind playing tricks on me… but, there were dark clouds in my forecast.

Has anyone ever cut themselves just to release yourself from the pain that you were feeling?

By the way, please don't PM me if the story has spelling and mechanical mistakes. Today I don;t give a damn. See a mistake between n and the t. Anywho, have a great day and just review. I just want to hear nice things. I already have shit in my life, I don't need more!

Mercury