Second Chances
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There is more sex talk on this one. These is the continuation of the chapter titled Preparations. It's on Em's POV. I hope that you enjoy it! Regarding the previous chapter When I Met You, well, I really don't like to delve on Leah's character. It is too complicated for me. Forgive me if I didn't do it justice. Again, sorry and let me know how you like this one! Enjoy!
You'll See!
Embry's POV
At first, it was passionate, soft and tender. But I lost myself inside her. I only wanted to feel my dick, buried inside her wet and sleek pussy. Yes, I was so fucking horny for her, that I wasn't thinking straight. I only wanted to give her pleasure, before I lost my head in all the fucking blissful enjoyment her body brought me. I know that I always tell her that we never fuck, but make love… Damn it! Not today! There was something different in the atmosphere. It was that intoxicating scent that lingered around her, like a faithful puppy.
She smelled heavenly. She was so desirable. I could see under her shirt that she wasn't wearing any bra. That shit, is what drove me insane and made me hornier than ever! I like how easy she made it for me. All I had to do was pull up her shirt and her breast, would be perky and inviting. There were times that I thought she wore little clothes at home, because she wants me to jam my dick inside her.
I saw her, standing next to the fridge and I felt my dick grow rigid with want. I watched as she bent to reach for something in the fridge. Her ass, damn it, her ass was so fucking round and perfect that I just wanted to smack it! Her legs are so perfect and smooth; they were begging to be touched. I wanted to fuck her right there in the middle of the kitchen, but I had to remember that she was pregnant. I wanted to let the primeval side of me; that animalistic gene that made me a werewolf, take over. But I didn't want to harm her or the baby.
I tried to take it slow, but I ended up using my brute force on her. I had been thinking about what Leah had said a few weeks ago; that I didn't notice how hard I was plunging inside her. My mind had wandered far beyond my reach. It was too late when I saw that I had bruised her breast, arms and legs.
Damn, I felt like a fucking asshole! I hurt my soul mate. She wasn't looking at me, when I released my seed inside her. I didn't see the tears in her eyes, as she silently cried in pain. All because of my fucking carelessness! I had been thinking about what Leah told me. She knew how to push my fucking buttons and I had lost it and hurt my angel. I knew that the baby was mine. I didn't need to doubt it! I had been the one that shared her bed in the last five months. I was her lover and that was how it was going to stay. Madison was faithful. She loved and gave herself with intensity. Madison had gotten pregnant during the time that I had moved in with her.
I needed to erase Leah's fucking comment. That bitch! I thought that the only way possible to accomplish it, was nailing my girlfriend, until she moaned my name so loud that the entire population of La Push knew that she wanted me! I was wrong! I ended up causing more pain than I had intended to.
I looked down at her and saw her silently sobbing. "Oh, baby, I am so sorry!" I said, cupping her little face in my hands. "I'm sorry." I kissed her lips softly, my forehead resting against hers.
"Get off me." she whimpered, pushing me off her and getting to a sitting position. "Please, get off me."
I did as she asked, but remained closed to her. "I'm sorry Madison."
"Why did you hurt me?" she cried angrily, covering herself with the blanket that she had on the couch. "You weren't gentle at all. What happened?"
"I'm sorry!" I said sadly, taking her hand and gently pulling her to me.
"I am not a fucking whore, Embry." she yelled, snatching her hand away from my hold. "You fucked me like you wanted to assert your dominance. What the hell is wrong with you?" she shouted, as she sobbed loudly.
"I'm sorry." I mumbled. "I don't know what came over me." I said, pleading forgiveness with my eyes
"Did you make a fucking bet and want your pack brothers' to see how you fucked me? Is that… is that why you hurt me?"
"No!" I said offended. "I would never do that to you! I love you and I would never do such a thing to you."
"Then what is it? You weren't gentle at all!" she yelled, turning to face me. Her tear-stained face was killing me. I never meant to hurt this beautiful angel that sat beside me. I never meant to hurt or cause her any physical, emotional or spiritual pain. I wanted to protect her, but damn it, I never seemed succeed in that part.
"I have a lot in my mind." I said softly, scooting closer to her. "I am sorry."
"I get it!" she grunted, standing up and pushing down her skirt. "You are sorry."
"I am." I said honestly. "I never meant to hurt you."
"But you did." she said, flopping on the couch.
"I'm sorry." I said, kneeling in front of her and kissing her lush lips. "Forgive me, baby." I pleaded, placing my hand on her arms. "Please, don't be mad at me."
I kissed her lips softly, but she didn't react. She sat on the couch, stoically and motionless. I was getting frantic. This woman was seriously trying to send me to my early grave. Finally, after much gravelling and kissing, she snaked her arms around my neck and kissed me fervently.
"I'm not mad at you." she said disenchanted. "I'm just disappointed."
"Disappointed?" I asked against her lips, my eyes closed, as I savored the proximity and calmness her body provided me.
"Yes, disappointed." she pouted. "I thought that… forget it. We can talk about it later."
"Um, OK" I said, kissing her one last time, before I stood up. I walked to the end of the couch and found my pants and a piece of paper with the name of Dr. Tulloch on the floor. I picked it up and the faint smell of rancid vampire filled my nostrils. I stared at it cautiously, but pushed the thought aside. "Did you make the appointment to see the doctor?"
"Yes!" she said, as she put on her tee shirt. "I got an appointment tomorrow at eight thirty in the morning. " She arranged her hair in a ponytail and looked up at me, from where she was sitting. "Are you coming?"
She looked so scared. I wanted to hold her tight, until she was certain that there was nothing to fear, but even I doubted that.
"Hell, mother fucking, yeah!" I said, walking to where she sat, and taking her arm, pulling her gently off the couch, until she was standing next to me. "I'll be there rooting for you and for Zeus."
"Good!" she said, rolling her eyes. "Are you seriously thinking of naming him Zeus?"
She shook her head and got on her tippy toes to kiss my cheek. "I told Paul that we were naming the baby Zeus, as a pet name."
"Hell, yeah!" I said excitedly. "Wait! Why pet name? I thought that we agreed on naming him Zeus?"
"I don't like Zeus for a name." she said, wrinkling her nose.
"Ohh, come on, Madison Love, why not?" I whined, like a petulant child, as I flopped on the sofa.
"But I like it." I whined again. "It's a unique name and not a single person in La Push has that name."
She rolled her eyes again and shook her head. "That should be an indication that it's a horrible name, Em." she laughed.
"You are just jealous, because you didn't think of the name first, woman." I said annoyed.
"Sure, sure, Embry." she said nonchalantly, as she sat on my lap.
"You are hanging way too much with Quil and Jake."
"No, I hang with all of them; Seth, Quil, Paul, Jake, Brady, Collin, and those twins that recently became werewolves." she said contently. "But mainly with Paul."
"You and Paul get along. I am a little surprised. I thought that you two hate each other." I laughed.
"We used to." she shrugged. "He wants me to name the kid Paul. Jake and Quil want the baby to be named after them too."
"Hell, no." I said, narrowing my eyes. "If that baby is going to have someone's name it might as well be mine." I said with determination.
"Yuck!" she grinned. "Another Embry in this world? He'll hate us for naming him Embry. Did you know that if you add an 'O' at the end, it becomes Embryo?"
"Ha Ha Ha. Very, very funny!" I said annoyed. "What is wrong with my name?
"Nothing is wrong with your strange name, baby." she chuckled. "Seth does like the name Zeus." she said shrugging her shoulders, and turning around, so that her back was resting against my bare chest.
"Now that kid has taste." I muttered, placing my hands around her waist, and resting my chin on her shoulder.
"Do you think that the baby will look like me? Or have Mercury's green eyes or your honeyed brown eyes?" she asked, sighing as she thought of our child.
I loved talking about my son. I was so sure that it was going to be a boy, that I made a bet with Quil! Yes, we were always betting. If he lost, he had to give me his brand new dirt bike and buy a new transmission for my 1967 Mustang. But if I lost and had a little girl, damn, I had to give him my Marvin Gaye's collection, my first ever-restored-by-me motorcycle and the motor to my 1967 Mustang.
"Look, Madie-baby, I think that Zeus is an amazing and the most important name in the history of human kind." I said, trying to sound logical.
"Whatever, Embry Call." she said, turning her head to face me. She winked at me and took my hands in hers. "Oh and before I forget, my mom is coming to the doctor's appointment with us tomorrow!"
"Cool!" I said, kissing her neck. She kissed my lips tenderly and rested her head on my shoulder. "How was your da- Wait, your mother is coming?"
She nodded and smiled. "She is coming tomorrow. Promise me that you will be on your best behavior, Embry." she said, her expression suddenly turning serious.
"Do you think that she'll like me?" I asked worried.
"Nope," she hesitated. "But I will defend you."
"Defend me? I am stronger than you, sweetie." I laughed. "Won't she be mad that I am living in your house?"
"Nope." she replied. "It's my house… a gift from my Aunt Ryona and Uncle M. The title of the house will be in my name when I turn eighteen years old. It's in their will, so… Nope!"
"OK, but I thought that you and your mother were out of touch; estranged. How did you managed to… When did you get in touch with her?" I asked intrigued.
"She came to me." she replied. I wanted to see her eyes. There was something strange in all of this.
"Was I at work?" I asked, trying to get a reliable answer from her lips. She turned around and straddled my waist with her legs. She nodded and buried her face on the crook of my neck.
"You could say that." she mumbled, nibbling on my earlobe.
"So, I will meet your mother tomorrow." I said intrigued, tilting my head to the side, allowing her access to my neck. "Do you think that she'll like me and be honest, princess?"
"I don't know." she mumbled, moving her hand down the waistband of my cargo shorts. "We'll just have to see." she said, sliding her hand lower, until she had my cock in her hand. She slowly began to touch it, caressing it. I felt the current of heat that her body was sending me. I was slowly growing hard. She bit her lip sensually and I felt the urge to flip her on her back and drive hard inside her, but I had to control myself. I wanted her to enjoy the moment as well. I was going to be gentle and slow.
I reached my hand under her shirt and gently cupped her breast. I pinched the nipple softly with my fingertips and she moaned in pleasure. Her breasts were a bit bigger than before and I noticed that she was getting rounder around the hips. I smiled to myself, seeing how beautiful her pregnancy made her look.
I effortlessly lifted her up and secured her against me with one hand, as I used the other hand to remove my shorts. She was still kissing me and gnawing at my neck, collarbone and chin. Her hand roamed freely over my chest.
"Do you want me?" she moaned closed to my ear. I nodded and sat back down, my dick standing in a perfect attention, ready to be surrounded by the sleek, moist walls of her pussy.
I carefully placed my hand between her legs and pushed her panty to the side. She lifted her hips and positioned herself on top of my cock and slowly engulfed my dick in her. I felt in heaven. I loved how wet she got, when we were making love. Yes, we were back to making love. I loved her and I couldn't deny how my heart would beat for her.
I loved her smile, her lips, her mouth, body and soul. Everything that comprised of Madison Love, I adored!
"I love you." she whispered, and I felt the walls of her pussy surrounding me and pulsating, as she moved her hips in a circular motion. I plunged deeper inside her, but with less force than I used before. She was enjoying it as much as I was.
"Madie," I grunted, lifting her shirt and placing my mouth over her breast. She shrieked and continued moving her hips harder around my penis. The passion between us two, was slowly escalating, until it found its release. We were dancing to the rhythm of our hearts and our love. Her body was attuned to my needs, as mine was to hers. We were perfectly made.
"Oh, fuck!" she moaned, lifting her hips and bearing her weight down on my dick. She did this several times, until she came. Her walls tightened around my cock and I felt my release. She collapsed against my arms and smiled as she lifted her face to me.
"I love you." she moaned dreamingly.
"I love you, too." I said, kissing the crown of her head. "I love you so much, Love."
"Embry," she said, but her stomach growled and she pouted in embarrassment. Her cheeks were red and she looked down at my chest. "Take me out to eat, Mr. Money-Maker. I am very hungry."
"Sure. Whatever you want, princess… but when did your mother…" I said, remembering the topic that we were discussing earlier.
"I want a restaurant that serves buffet." she said, cutting me off. "I want a Chinese food, Embry."
"OK," I said, kissing her lips. She ran her tongue over my lips and pulled my hair back. "How did your mother react when she found out that you were pregnant?"
"No, I digress. I want Indian food. Yes, Indian food sounds better!" she said, getting off my lap. "I am gonna take a shower before we leave. Wanna join me?" she smiled, removing her tee shirt and taking off her skirt.
"OK, I will join you… but, can you stop evading the topic?" I said annoyed, as I followed behind her.
"What topic?" she asked innocently. There was something that she was hiding from me. Madison and I never kept secrets from one another. OK, sometimes I did, but they were for her sake.
"You know damn well, Madie. Don't play me for a fool! Why are you avoiding the topic about your mother, Madison?" I said sternly.
"I am not eluding or whatever you said that I was doing." she said casually, as she trudged towards the bathroom.
"You know what I mean." I growled behind her. "Why are you avoiding the subject about your mother?"
She walked in to the bathroom and ambled towards the mirror. She checked her reflection and pouted. She placed her hand on her hip and frowned.
"No I am not." she muttered, as she still examined her reflection.
"Yes, you are, Madison!" I said sternly, furrowing my brows and stood behind her. I looked down at her and found myself admiring her ass. Damn, the fucking power her body had over me.
"I am not, Em." she said turning around, and looking up at me. "You are just being paranoid." she pouted, looking down at my dick. "You really are a horn dog, Embry?" she snapped, rolling her eyes at me and marching towards the shower. She turned the valve of the shower on and a stream, of what I presumed was cold water, ran down. She placed her hand under the running water and adjusted it to the right setting.
"Are you going to be like this during the entire pregnancy?" I said annoyed. Damn, I wanted her badly, but I was also irritated at how she was avoiding the conversation about her mother. There was definitely something that she didn't want me to find out.
"Why do you ask, Embry Call?" she said, glaring at me, as she checked the temperature of the running water. "Are you planning on leaving?"
"No," I said loudly, taking two strides to where she stood. I placed my hand on her hip and with my knee spread her legs and positioned myself between them. "I am just asking, that way I can be prepared." I said, dipping my head to hers, until I was a few inches from her mouth. "I would never leave you." I said, closing my eyes and kissing her softly on the lips.
She responded, snaking her arms around my neck and jumping in my arms, as she wrapped her legs around me; straddling me. She pulled away from our kiss and smiled at me. I loved her precious smile. It drove me insane and she knew the kinda power she had over me. I did anything she asked me. I was hers; there was no fucking doubt about it. I was her bitch!
"Oh, sorry, I am just so hungry and angry at Sam." she muttered, as she kissed my neck.
"Why, baby? What did he do?" I asked, cupping her ass in my hands.
"He thinks he can boss me around. He isn't my Alfa." she mumbled, against my ear. I felt the heat of her warm breath and shuddered in delight.
"Is he asking you about what happened last time?" I asked.
I walked inside the bathtub, still carrying her in my arms. I got under the warm running water and she kissed me hard on the lips. Her hands caressed my shoulders and I entered her. The warm water and tge hot sleek walls of hers, made my cock harder and she wasn't helping either. Her body was demanding and her kisses were feverish. I pinned her against the shower wall and roamed my hand through her body, down the valley of her breast, all the way to the flatness of her stomach. I rested my hand on her abdomen, feeling the swift heartbeats of our unborn child. The perfect miracle that we had created together.
"Yes" she groaned against my lips.
"Yes, what, baby?" I moaned, biting her lips, gliding my tongue down her neck and placing my mouth on her breast. She shivered and wrapped her legs tightly around my waist.
"Yes, he wants to talk about what… um… Embry…." she faltered, grinding her hips seductively against my cock.
"Are you… going… to talk to him?" I asked, trying to concentrate on what I was going to say and her body. I looked up at her, but her eyes were closed and her mouth partly open and a moan escaped her lips. I placed my free hand in between us and with my fingertips, caressed her clit, giving her manual stimulation.
"Nope," she managed to say, as she raised her hips and then came down on my penis with such force that she whimpered. "You are! Ugh, damn, so fucking good! You, umm, gonna, Ohh, tell him"
"Me?" I asked, moving my mouth to her other breast. I suckled on her nipple, until it was taut and rigid. She squirmed and writhe under my touch. Damn, she was so beautiful. I loved her and just being so closed to her, made my heart swell with fucking pride to have her. I thanked the universe for making Madison my imprint, my soul mate and my everything!
"But I don't even know what the hell happened to you. I am still…" I trailed off, as I drove deeper inside her. "…waiting to find out, but you are mum about the whole thing." I grunted, when I felt the walls of her pussy tightening and she moaned in pleasure. I was ready to come, but she was still reaching the pinnacles of desire. A few minutes later of grinding and fucking, she came. She smiled down at me and kissed me, her tongue exploring every corner of my mouth.
"Don't put me down yet, Em." she whispered, as she rested her head on my shoulder. The warm water was slowly getting cold and it felt refreshing against my skin.
"I won't, princess." I said, wrapping my arms around her and pressing her closer to me, until I could feel her heartbeats against mine.
"I will tell you about everything, Embry, but not tonight. I promise to do it first thing in the morning." she said, running her hand through my hair.
"Why not now?" I asked, kissing her precious shoulder.
"I said tomorrow, alright?" she snapped, but still didn't let me go. "I will tell you first. I don't want Sam to know before you."
"OK." I said defeated. Whatever she wanted! I had a feeling that it was hard for her. Whoever kidnapped her was very close to her to let her go, still alive and human. I had a nagging feeling at the pit of my stomach that the vampire was someone very close to her, like her mother.
"Now let's really take a shower, so you can take me out to eat." she said, planting a gentle kiss on my lips and hopping down to the floor.
"Is your mother involved with those vampires, Madie?" I asked, after we had taken our shower. She was drying her hair with the towel. She was distracted, her mind was somewhere else and she looked pensive.
"You'll see tomorrow, sweetie." she said solemnly, as she exited the bathroom.
Hopefully, I will remember to write the next chapter in Paul's POV. As soon as the other stories are done, I will write my Paul's and Rachel's story. Anyways, good night!
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