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5-25-05

"Oh.." At that moment Oh, was all I could even manage to say. What was I suppose to say? Wow, thanks dad for ditching me for a whore and getting her pregnant?! I don't think so! He practically replaced me!

"Cameron's only five and Cheyenne will be one in a few weeks!" Shawn smiled excitingly, picking up the tiny little girl from the floor. At that moment, I knew what I thought was true. He gave her a look that he's never given me before, the look of love. I guess I was never good enough for my dad…

This time I could only nod in return, I was speechless and trying to hold back tears. I haven't cried since the day my dad left me. I learned to be strong at a young age. I grew up with out a father, and inside it killed me not being able to go home and spend time with my dad. While my friends all talked about how their father's took them to the zoo or the park, I thought about my dad, every single day. Wondering where he was or what he was doing or if he was ever coming back.

"That'll be okay right Chloe?" Shawn looked at me with a hopeful smile.

"'d you say?" I whispered looking away there picture perfect family.

"Is it okay if Cameron shares the bed with you?" Shawn repeated himself waiting for my answer.

"Of course he can't share a bed with me! I don't care if I'm his half sister or not! Why can't he sleep in the bath tub?!" I shouted with anger. There was no way in hell I was going to share my bed with a five year old who stole my father!

"Because he's my son! He's not going to be sleeping in a bath tub! But if you keep acting like this you will be!" Shawn rolled his eyes at me. Today was not my day! I've only been here for a little over 12 hours and I already wanna kill myself!

"Good I'd rather sleep in a tub that had creepy rapists then spend another second looking at you! Your dead to me Michaels! You always have been and you always will!" I yelled loudly at Shawn before picking my bag up and walking into the bathroom. Oh I was serious, I'd rather sleep in a bathroom all night then have to look at his family.

After two a.m. rolled around, and I had yet to fall asleep, I decided to go for a walk. Maybe some fresh air would help me clear my head. I quietly opened the bathroom door and stepped out of the room. Shawn was sleeping in front of the door making sure I wouldn't be able to sneak out.

"I'll just go out from the balcony" I smirked to myself carefully walking onto the balcony before climbing onto the person beside's us balcony. These doors better be easy to open.

I took a bobby pin from my light brown hair and quietly slipped it into the door lock before hearing it unlock. I smiled to myself. It's a good thing I learned how to pick a lock. Or else I would have been caught WAY earlier by my mom or Jason.

"Please be a WWE superstars room" I whispered to myself before slowly walking into the room. What I saw made we want to throw up. I just had to walk into Gary's room while he's having sex with someone! Just my fucking luck.

"CHLOE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" Randy screamed covering himself and the girl beside him up.

"Wow Gary! I didn't know you liked girls! Here I always thought you were Dave's butt buddy!" I walked out of his room quickly, not able to hear him argue back or yell at me.

After walking for what seemed like forever, I finally reached my destination. The park. Looking around at all of the swings and slides made me feel good about myself, I felt like a little kid again, like everything was back to normal. Coming here made me smile and drown everything else out while I let flashbacks fill my mind, not once letting anything interrupt me.

I felt weight less, as if all my trouble's and fear's just…. Disappeared. It made me feel like the little seven year old girl who only had to worry about when to jump from the swing's so her father could catch her and hold her tight and never let her go, not the 17 year old who didn't even know who she was anymore.

Sitting on the swing I leaned my head back as I felt the warm air breeze past me, letting memories fill my mind.

Flashback-

"Daddy!" I giggled looking behind me as my father pushed me on the swing.

"See your doing it princess!" He smiled proudly as I finally began swinging all by myself.

"Jump Chloe I'll catch you!"

"But what if you don't catch me daddy? I'll fall! I don't wanna get hurt daddy!" I looked at my father with sad eyes.

"Princess you'll never get hurt when I'm around, I'm gunna be here for you always." I giggled jumping from the swing and landing in my father's arms as he tightly hugged me.

"I love you daddy" I smiled brightly looking into my father's green eyes.

"I love you too Chloe"

End flashback

He promised me so many things in life, the list goes on and on. He told me he was going to be with me every minute of the day, that he would be there for me no matter what. But he lied… he wasn't there for me. He wasn't there when I got my first boyfriend, or the time when I fell off my bicycle and scraped me knee. He wasn't there to protect me or for the time's I woke up crying because I had the same dream of him leaving me haunting me in my sleep every night.

He's caused me so much pain, yet I can't seem to let go of all the good time's we had. I know I shouldn't be hanging onto the past because I can never go back or change it….but if I could, I'd go back and try to fix everything I did wrong. Then maybe my father wouldn't have left, and I wouldn't have turned out the way I did.

By the time I got back to the hotel room it was well past four in the mourning, and right now, sleeping in a tub sounded like a great idea. Everything happens for a reason, I tell myself while curling up to the stuffed dog my dad had gotten me when I was born. I've never let go it or tried to get rid of it, in fear that my dad would disappear from my memory and from my heart completely…

Thank you to Kayla Smiley for the idea for this chapter! You rock! =D Everyone thanks to the reviews so far! Keep them coming! =]