Chapter 4
Once at the apartment she didn't know whether she should knock or just leave, finding the courage Arizona knocks on the apartment door. Callie jumped from her thoughts when she heard a loud knock on the door, she looked at the clock noticing it was 9:15 at night
"How the hell could this be" Callie thought to herself.
Callie opened the door to find Arizona standing there,
"Arizona what are you doing here?"
"I've come to see Sofia, since you're not answering any off my calls, so here I am" Arizona said walking into the apartment her home.
"Arizona do you realise what time it is? If you did you would know Sofia is sound asleep and have you been drinking?"
"I don't care I just want to see my daughter"
"Well I do care and your daughter is asleep and I'm not waking her and when you're in that state you're defiantly not going near her" Callie was beyond angry now.
"I'm fine Calliope, it's not like I'm going to hurt MY DAUGHTER, MY DAUGHTER!
"That's it Arizona I've heard and had enough, you need to get out."
"She's my daughter too and you can't stop me from seeing her" Arizona breaks down crying.
"Look Arizona, I'm not saying she isn't yours, now isn't the time and I've had a really long day and all I want to do is go to bed, so can you please leave Arizona please" Callie now begging.
"No Calliope!"
"I want to see Sofia, give her a kiss goodnight"
Callie's is furious "Arizona, I'm not going to ask you again GET THE FUCK OUT!
"Fine you win this time but I'm not going anywhere till I see Sofia, so if that means waiting outside of our apartment door until you both come out I will, but remember Callie I love you and Sofia ,more than anything and I'm not going to give up ever." With that Arizona walked out of the apartment slamming the door on the way out making her point.
Staying true to word Arizona slid down the wall outside the apartment determined to wait this out but she didn't know if it was just the affect of alcohol taking over now. She could hear the sobs of Callie crying on the other side of the door, she just wanted to run back in the apartment and hold her tight.
Callie got herself ready for bed, she was so drained from the last couple days, getting herself in bed Callie's head was running wild with thoughts, after lying there for hours tossing and turning she finally cried herself to sleep.
Arizona was still outside the apartment door on the floor she slowly drifted off to sleep the effects of the alcohol and the tuff few days she has been through taking its toll.
Waking early the next morning, Sofia came bounding into her mother's room"
"Momma, Momma" she yelled excited to see Arizona waking Callie up.
"Morning Mami" the little girls said going over to give her Mami a big hug.
"Where's Momma?"
With a sigh Callie said " Momma had to go to the hospital real early this morning but she said to tell you that she loves you and she also to me to give you a huge bear hug and lots of tickles" she said while tickling her daughter trying to cheer her daughter up because of Arizona's absence.
Outside the apartment door Arizona slowly came too, feeling a little worse for wear, she stretched out her body was aching all over especially were her prosthetic sat she winched in pain trying to get up and walk it off, but she couldn't get up just yet her head spun she had the worst hangover, but she was determined to stick by her word and stay put until she seen Sofia, knowing Callie would soon have to leave the apartment to go to work.
"Hey Mija, why don't we get up and dressed and go have breakfast out for a special treat then we can go and have a play at the park and maybe if your good we can have some ice cream, how does that sound?"she asked her daughter knowing fresh air might do her some good.
"YAY" Sofia yelled while bouncing on the bed.
Half an hour later they were ready to leave, walking out the door first Sofia spotted Arizona sitting on the floor.
"Momma, Momma" they little girl screamed full of excitement jumping Arizona's lap giving her big hugs and kisses.
"Oh Momma, I've missed you so much"
"I know baby, and I'm sorry and I've missed you so much too and remember I love you to infinity and beyond" kissing her daughter's cheek.
Callie was surprised to see Arizona there.
"Momma, why you sit outside?"
Arizona trying to think quick on her feet " You know what baby, Momma was so silly, she lost her keys and didn't want to wake you or Mami up so early so I waited outside.
Sofia laughed "Your silly Momma" causing Arizona too laugh Arizona thankful of the closeness of her daughter at this present time.
Arizona looked up at Callie saying "Good morning"
Callie replied smugly "I was hoping so" she wasn't in the mood for Arizona's tactics after the crap she pulled last night.
Callie interrupted Sofia and Arizona talking away
"Baby, I think it might rain opening the door back up, so how about you quickly go and get your rain coat and go to the potty quickly" knowing this would distract her daughter for a little while she had a quick word to Arizona.
Once Sofia was out of sight. "Calliope could you please help me get up off this floor? It's not all that comfortable" laughed Arizona.
"Well know one asked you to stay here all night did they?" Callie said helping Arizona to her feet.
"Like I said I wasn't leaving until I seen Sofia"
"Look Arizona, I know she's your daughter and I'm not going to deny you that but I need space, that's all I'm asking for is space so know turning up late drunk at my door pulling the shit you did last night, no phone calls just space" Callie said
"Callie" Arizona said
"No Arizona I'm making the rules, as I've got a few day off work, Sofia will not be at day care, so when she's back at day care you can see her whenever you want but for the next couple of days you need to stay away" she firmly told her wife.
"Come on Callie, that's not fair" Arizona said.
"What you did too our family, that's not fair" Callie spat out with venom in her voice.
"You should have thought about that before you cheated, did you think of us then? Because if you did we wouldn't be in this mess."
"l love that girl with all my heart and I want to see her everyday"
"And you can, but not for a few days, then we can work something out and that's how it's going to be with no "but Callie this isn't fair", remember Arizona you did this not us" said Callie.
Arizona dropped her head in shame tears starting to fall with the realisation of what she has done, she has messed up her life and family and poor Sofia will be the one that has to suffer because she was selfish.
"But right now Arizona you need to go home because right now and no offence I will always think your beautiful but right now you look like crap, go home have a shower have something to eat and rest you leg" Callie said with a caring tone.
Arizona knew were Callie was coming from if she felt this shit she must look like it.
Sofia came bounding out "Ready let's go me hungry, Momma come to? We get breakfast and play in park"
Arizona looked at Callie sadly knowing that she would have to let her daughter down, Scooping the little girl up in her arms.
"You know what baby I would love to more than anything to go with you and Mami but I have to go back to work, I'm sorry but I promise I will make it up to you, how about some day soon we have a Sofia and Momma day and we will go to the zoo."
"Yay the zoo, I love the zoo" said the little girl.
Arizona gave her daughter a big hug and the biggest kiss.
"Ok my little princess, Momma has to go but I love you to infinity and beyond" handing her daughter back to Callie wishing them both a good day, as Arizona was about to walk off
"Momma, Momma one more kiss" called out her daughter.
Arizona turned around and gave Sofia another hug and kiss.
"I love you Momma"
"I love you too baby"
"Momma what about kisses and hugs for Mami?"Asked their daughter.
The wife's looked at each other uncomfortably not knowing what to do, but deep down inside both of them they really wanted to give each other a deep long kiss, taking the chance Arizona stroked Callie's face leaning in giving her a sweet gentle kiss on the lips neither one of them wanting to break the contact both had small tears running down their cheeks, Arizona pulled back breaking the contact looking into Callie's eyes wiping away the stray tear from Callie's face telling her that she loved her with another quick kiss for her daughter she said her goodbyes once again and off she went.
Arizona made her way back to the hotel since she didn't have to be at work until later that afternoon, arriving to her room she decided to tidy up a bit as her room was a mess and she didn't take advantage of the room service. Once the room was tidy she headed to the bathroom for a much needed shower still feeling the effects of her hangover, looking at herself in the mirror she agreed with Callie, she did look like shit and certainly felt like it she carefully removed her prosthetic and carefully hoped to the shower as she didn't have her crutches, one in the shower she was loving the feeling of the hot water running down her body it almost made her feel numb. Hoping out of the shower was a struggle she really needed her crutches and since she couldn't drive she thought about texting Callie to bring the ones from home as she knew she would need them as her prosthetic was killing her and she needed to keep off it for a few hours before work.
Once dressed in a dressing gown she slowly made her way to the bed picking up her phone starring at it thinking should I message Callie after 20 minutes she built up the courage to text Callie.
"Hey Cal, I know I need to give you space, but I really need your help. My prosthetic is really troubling me and I don't have my crutches, I was wondering if you could please do me a huge favour and bring my ones from home over to the hotel for me? I'm sorry I ask this of you Love A xxx
Callie and Sofia were at the park, with Sofia playing with her new friends she had just met playing in the sandpit, Callie was in her own little world when she received a text, picking up her phone noticing Arizona's name on the screen she sighed and mumbling "So much for space"
Reading the text Callie was a little worried as Arizona is not one to ask for help.
Callie replied "Hey, I'm just at the park with Sofia give me a bit and I will drop by, what is your room number?
Receiving the text Arizona replied back "Thank you so much, I really am thankful, room number is 105 I'm on the 3rd floor, thanks again Love A xxx
Callie decided to give Meredith a call to see if she could watch Sofia for a bit while she goes and see's Arizona. Picking up the phone
"Hi Callie, How are you?" Asked Meredith.
"I'm alright, as good as I can be at the moment just taking each day as it comes I guess."
Meredith told Callie how sorry she was and said if she needed anything at all to let her know.
"Actually that's why I'm ringing I have a huge favour to ask, I was wondering if you could watch Sofia for a bit? I have to take Arizona her crutches and I don't want to take Sofia with me as she's at a hotel, Sofia thinks she's at work" Callie sighed.
"Yeah that's fine, like I said if you need anything don't be afraid to ask, Sofia here might help me out a bit with Zola, she has been getting a little jealous of Bailey and is being pretty full on and Zola would love having Sofia here."
"Thank you so much, well we are just at the park so I'll quickly drop by home and pick up the crutches and drop on by in say 20 minutes"
"Yeah that's perfect, I'll see you both then" Meredith said
Callie thanked Meredith again before hanging up.
Callie called Sofia over, Sofia came running over.
"Yeah Mami?"
"Baby we have to go"
"Awww" said the little girl "but I was having so much fun"
"I know baby but Mami has to go quickly do something real important, so I was thinking that you could go have a little play with Zola, how does that sound?"
"Yaaaay Zola" she waved goodbye to her new friends while Callie packed up their belongings.
"Baby, we have to quickly stop by home to pick something up, the we will go to Meredith's"
"Okay Mami, lets go"
Once at the apartment Callie got Arizona's crutches and a few things she might like.
"Mija are you ready?"
"Yes Mami" well come on then lets go
"Mami" the little girl asked
"Why do you have Momma's sticks?" Sofia couldn't say crutches so she just called them sticks.
"Momma is busy at work and she really need then ok lets go" hurrying her daughter out the door.
Arriving at Meredith's and knocking on the door, Meredith opened the door with Zola excitedly standing beside her, Zola ran up to Sofia and gave her a big hug.
"Sofia Baby, Mami will be back real soon come give me a hug" Sofia ran back to her mother to give her a hug
"I love you Mami" said the little girl.
"And I love you too princess, be good for Meredith."
"I will" Sofia said with a smile and with that the two best friends ran off to play.
"Thanks again Meredith"
"Oh my pleasure"
"Well I shouldn't be too long"
Meredith gave Callie a hug and they say their goodbyes. Callie hoped back in the car and quickly texted Arizona.
"Hey, I'm on my way just give me about 10 minutes"
Almost asleep Arizona receives Callie's text and quickly replies.
"No worries, I've left the door unlocked so just come on in, I will be in the bedroom, thanks again love A xxx"
On the way to the hotel Callie thought to herself was she doing the right thing by taking the crutches to Arizona, she then thought to herself she would never make Arizona suffer in pain she still cared for wife and still loved her more than anything she would always love Arizona no matter what she'd done, she was really her first true love, yeah she loved George and Erica but nothing compared to love she had for Arizona.
Once at the hotel Callie paced in front of the door, telling herself she can do this finally building up the courage she knocked, not getting an answer she let herself in. Walking around the room she placed the crutches by the lounge and made her way to the bedroom she walked in to find Arizona she suddenly gasped at the beautiful sight in front of her, a sleeping Arizona wearing her blue silky dressing gown which was reviling a pretty nice sight.
"Stop it Callie" she said to herself a rush ran through her body seeing her wife like that made her thump laying there looking so sexy. "My god Callie, stop it" she said to herself again.
She went to leave the room when Arizona stirred waking up, she quickly covered herself.
"Callie, I'm sorry I must have drifted off"
"It's ok, um I um left the crutches by the lounge, I'll just go get them for you" a very flustered Callie said.
Callie returned with the crutches placing them next to Arizona who now was perched up sitting on the side of the bed.
"Thank you so much Callie, I really appreciate you doing this for me."
"It's fine" Callie said looking down when she noticed how sore, red and tender Arizona's stump looked.
"Arizona can I please have a look at your" nodding towards the stump.
"Um, um yeah ok" Arizona said with nerves.
Callie kneeled down on the ground in front of Arizona gently rubbing the stump, both girls suddenly feeling the heat rise in both of their bodies, Callie looked up at Arizona to make sure it was ok to continue massaging the stump, Arizona nodded and Callie continued to massage.
They made light talk about Sofia when Arizona left out a soft moan, Callie looked up at Arizona smiling.
"Feeling any better?" asked Callie.
"It feels amazing, so much better, you've got the hands and finger of god" Arizona shyly said.
"So I've been told" Callie said smiling.
Callie continued to massage when she felt Arizona's hands drape over her shoulders, Callie continued to massage for a few more minutes before looking up at Arizona seeing the pleasure on her face. They finally made eye contact with each other the heat in their body slowly rising to another notch their bodies aching to be close to each other, unable to contain themselves any longer they both leaned in to one another capturing each other's lips in a hot passionate kiss. Arizona knew she had to let Callie take the lead, not breaking the kiss Callie hoped up from the ground pushing Arizona back on the bed still engaged passion both girls hands start to roam each other's bodies frantically wanting to be close they let out moans of pleasure.