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Chapter 5

Callie stops all of a sudden looking at Arizona

"I can't do this" she gets up and heads to the door

"Callie wait" Arizona yells after her wife.

"I've got to go, I need to pick up Sofia"

With that Callie leave the hotel room, Once outside the room Callie leans against the wall " Callie you stupid girls, what are doing" she rambled in Spanish hitting her hand against her forehead "Stupid, Stupid" she repeats over and over again.

Arizona sat on the lounge the tears flowing rapidly "oh my god, what have I done? I've fucked up everything that's what I've done ruined everything" her cries getting harder.

Callie makes her way over to Meredith's the scene of just happened playing over and over in her head, she wanted Arizona so bad but she kept on picturing Lauren in her head touching Arizona in all the right places that she only knew where to touch to make her scream a squirm in delight that's why she had to stop. While driving a song come on the radio "How appropriate" Callie thought

It was Poison by Groove Coverage

I wanna love you but I better not touch

I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop

I wanna kiss you but I want it too much

I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison running through my veins, you're poison

I don't wanna break these chains

Callie sang along to the song then all of a sudden she burst out crying "Why do I love her so much, why can't I just stop loving her"

Arriving at Meredith's Callie sat in the car trying to compose herself looking into the mirror fixing up her makeup it was obvious she had been crying but she didn't want Sofia to see her like this with a sigh she hoped out of the car and made her way to the front door knocking she was greeted by Meredith.

"Hey Callie, come in are you ok?"

Before she could reply Sofia came bounding up to her hugging her leg.

"Mami, your back I've missed you"

Picking up her daughter "I've missed you too baby"

"Hey Sof, why don't you get Zola and you both wash up and I will make you both some lunch"

"Ok Medith" the little girl said running aways.

"Thank you once again Meredith"

"My pleasure, come on in have a seat would you like a coffee?"

"Yes please I would love one a very strong one if you don't mind"

"It's fine, how about we go sit in the kitchen while I make the girls some lunch too"

Callie followed Meredith into the kitchen taking a seat on the stool.

"Callie you look miserable, so I'm going to get straight to the point, what happened when you went and seen Arizona?"

"Oh Meredith" is all Callie could say putting her hands over her face, then Callie decided to bite the bullet"

"I um I almost slept with Arizona" Callie dropped her head down in shame.

"Oh I see" is all Meredith said.

"She was laying there asleep, she looked so peaceful and sexy and oh my god what did I do? I wasn't thinking I don't want to give Arizona false hopes because I'm not sure if I'm ready to forgive and forget just yet"

"So what your telling me is you decided to go over to her a jump her bones while she was asleep?" Meredith said in a joking manner.

"No, it wasn't like that you perve" Callie laughed back.

"Arizona woke up and I noticed how sore her stump looked so I had a look at it and gave it a massage and it felt so good I felt like I had my wife back and I let passion take over we started to kiss and I pushed her down on the bed and I just couldn't get pictures of Bitch Boswell out of my head so I pulled back and stopped, I left her there with no explanation I just left"

Meredith nodded

"So what happens now?"

"Honestly I don't know, I don't know anything anymore but I do know I have to keep it together for Sofia, she shouldn't have to suffer over this stupid mess, she already is in away she's been missing Arizona so much asking for her all the time, I just don't know what to do" Callie said sadly

Sofia and Zola came running in sitting down at Zola's princess table and chairs Meredith walks over putting a plate in front off each girl and then handing them a sippy cup full of milk each.

"Hey Cal, I was thinking how about I take Sofia for the night so you can have some you time?"

"Meredith I couldn't possible ask that of you, you've already got her hands full with Bailey and Zola"

"I offered remember, we will be fine and Derek will be home tonight to help out and Sofia can borrow some of Zola's clothes, you go home rest or whatever have you time."

"Gee thanks Meredith i really appreciate this" giving Meredith a hug and thanking her.

"I hear a few people from work are going to Joe's tonight for drinks maybe you should text Christina see if she's going."

"Yeah I don't know about going out and drowning my sorrows, I have so much to do at home I never knew it would be this hard having Sofia on my own but I wouldn't change it for the world" Callie smiled looking over at her daughter.

Callie walked over to Sofia

"Hey baby, how would you like to have a sleep over with Zola tonight"

"Yay, please you sleep too" asked the little girl

"No baby maybe another time because Mami has to go home and do all the boring stuff like laundry, cleaning and food shopping" Callie said giving her daughter on the cheek.

"Ok that's sorted then" Meredith said

"Baby, Mami is going home now, so you be on your best behaviour for Meredith and Derek and I will she you first thing tomorrow morning ok, I love you" giving her daughter a big and kiss.

"Me love you too, bye Mami"

"Ok that's me then, so thanks again Meredith if you have any troubles please don't hesitate to call me ok"

"We will be fine, but if anything happens I'll call ok" reaching in a hugging Callie

"Bye baby, bye Zola have fun" blowing the girls a kiss.

Arizona had been at work for the last few hours she was so distant and snappy with every one, Karev came and stood next to her at the nurses station looking on while she flipped through a chart.

"Karev, do you want something or are you just going to stand there and stare all day, didn't your mother ever tell you it's rude to stare" she looked up realising what she had just said and apologised I wasn't thinking I'm sorry.

"It's ok, no offence" Karev just shugged the comment off.

"Sooooo did you want something?"

"Um when your done in surgery I was wondering do you want to go to Joe's for a drink?"

"Are you hitting on me Karev, asking me on a date?" Arizona said with a grin.

"Oh god know, dude your like my sister, I just thought it would be nice for you to relax a bit that's all"

"So now your calling me an uptight bitch now huh, I get it" Arizona replied jokingly

"No not at all, ok maybe sometimes" he laughed

"Alright then just a couple of drinks, i"ll be done in a few hours so I'll met you in the lockers around 7:30 pm"

"Yeah sweet, I'll see you then" of they both went in their different directions.

Callie just got home from the shops picking up some essentials for her and Sofia to get them through next couple days, she un packed it all and went put some laundry on putting some music on at the same time hoping it would cheer her up a bit music was her thing she loved it, it always had a calming effect on her. She then started to tidy up a bit, once the laundry was done and house was clean she looked up at the clock noticing it was only 7:25pm she decided to text Christina to see what she was up to see didn't feel like sitting in the apartment all by herself

"Hey Christina, what are you up to?"

Christina smiled when receiving the text and quickly replied back

"Nothing much sole sister, was thinking about hitting Joe's for a couple drinks, you want to come?"

Callie received Christina's text and texted back.

"I was thinking about staying in but stuff it a couple drink won't hurt, I'll meet you at the front of Joe's about 8:15pm"

"Yeah sounds good, see you then my soul sister lol"

Callie quickly went to go and get ready..